They started in 1993 by playing covers of Metallica, but once the concept became popular they wrote their own original works, maintaining the thrash metal influences on their albums Inquisition Symphony (mainly covers as well) and Cult. Since Reflections they have added drums to their recordings and live performances.
Members:
Eicca Toppinen - Cello
Perttu Kivilaakso - Cello
Paavo Lötjönen - Cello
Mikko Sirén - Drums
Former members:
Sami Kuoppamäki - Session Drums
Perttu Kivilaakso - Cello (1995)
Antero Manninen – Cello (1996–1999, usually plays live)
Max Lilja – Cello (1996–2002, when he joined Hevein)
Dave Lombardo - Drums [session member] (2003-2004, from the band Slayer. Also contributed drums on the songs Betrayal/Forgiveness, Last Hope and 2010 from 7th Symphony)
Repressed
Apocalyptica Lyrics
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Left all my sorrow behind
I'm living with rules you once told me
Expecting myself to be fine
So why the fuck am I lonely?
There's no one inside I can call
To give up the fight is a warning
The one day to stand you will fall
I left my sorrow behind
Warning not to give up the fight
Your words that gave me direction
Helped me turn into what I thought I wanted
Fists that gave me protection
Helped me deal with you
So for now our days are through
Nothing left
Nothing rests
Nothing grasp
You declared what your faith is
But you still have the fear
The way you've left your life open
Will no bring your destiny here
Do I continue my journey?
Confusion is wrapped in my mind
So when your gone with your martyr
You can continue your lies
Your words that gave me direction
Helped me turn into what I thought I wanted
Fists that gave me protection
Helped me deal with you
So for now our days are through
I left my sorrow behind
I left my sorrow behind
Warning not to give up the fight
Warning not to give up the fight
You declared what your faith is
But you still have the fear
I will continue my journey
I need your lies no more
Your words that gave me direction
Helped me turn into what I thought I wanted
Fists that gave me protection
Helped me deal with you
So for now our days are through
Nothing left
Nothing rests
Nothing grasp
Never underrate the man
With nothing left inside
Never underrate the man
With nothing left inside
The lyrics of Apocalyptica's song "Repressed" detail the journey of a person who was once manipulated and controlled by someone who gave them direction and protection, but also fear and lies. The person describes leaving their sorrow behind and following the rules that were once set for them, but they still feel lonely and unsure about their journey. The lyrics contain a warning to not give up the fight, as eventually the one who is controlling will fall. The singer has come to the realization that they no longer need the lies and fear that were forced upon them and decides to continue on their journey alone.
The lyrics also talk about the idea of never underestimating someone who has nothing left inside. This could be interpreted as either a warning to the person who once controlled the singer or as a statement of strength for the singer themselves.
Overall, the song "Repressed" is about breaking free from a toxic relationship and gaining the courage to continue on without that person. It's a reminder of the importance of staying true to oneself and continuing to journey forward even when it's painful.
Line by Line Meaning
I traveled the way that you showed me
I followed the path you guided me on
Left all my sorrow behind
I left my sadness and despair in the past
I'm living with rules you once told me
I am adhering to the standards you once gave me
Expecting myself to be fine
Believing I will be okay
So why the fuck am I lonely?
I am feeling isolated and abandoned
There's no one inside I can call
I have no one to turn to
To give up the fight is a warning
Surrender brings consequences
The one day to stand you will fall
Your transgressions will catch up with you
Your words that gave me direction
The advice you gave me to steer me right
Helped me turn into what I thought I wanted
I changed as per what I aimed for
Fists that gave me protection
Your physical means of safeguard
Helped me deal with you
Saved me from conflicts with you
So for now our days are through
Our companionship has come to an end
Nothing left
All is stripped away
Nothing rests
Eternal unrest is all that remains
Nothing grasp
Unable to hold onto anything
You declared what your faith is
You stated your religious beliefs clearly
But you still have the fear
You are still haunted by anxiety
The way you've left your life open
How you live your life is not defined
Will no bring your destiny here
Your future is not determined by your current path
Do I continue my journey?
Should I proceed down this road?
Confusion is wrapped in my mind
I am plagued by confusion
So when your gone with your martyr
When you are gone being a martyr
You can continue your lies
You can go on with your deceit
I need your lies no more
I no longer wish to be deceived by you
Never underrate the man
Underestimating the person is not wise
With nothing left inside
When what's in is used up
I left my sorrow behind
I do not let my pain consume me
Warning not to give up the fight
Being cautioned not to give up
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Capitol CMG Publishing
Written by: MAX CAVALERA, EICCA TOPPINEN, MATTHEW TUCK
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