my future
Billie Eilish Lyrics
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And you don't seem to notice
I'm not here
I'm just a mirror
You check your complexion
To find your reflection's all alone
I had to go
Can't you hear me?
I'm not comin' home
Do you understand?
I've changed my plans
'Cause I, I'm in love
With my future
Can't wait to meet her
And I, I'm in love
But not with anybody else
Just wanna get to know myself
I know supposedly I'm lonely now (lonely now)
Know I'm supposed to be unhappy
Without someone (someone)
But aren't I someone? (Aren't I someone? Yeah)
I'd (I'd) like to be your answer (be your answer)
'Cause you're so handsome (you're so handsome)
But I know better
Than to drive you home
'Cause you'd invite me in
And I'd be yours again
But I, I'm in love (love, love, love, love)
With my future
And you don't know her
And I, I'm in love (love, love)
But not with anybody here
I'll see you in a couple years
In Billie Eilish's song "My Future", the singer is reflecting on a personal change in her life. She is talking to someone who may not understand the change and the growth that she has gone through. The person she is addressing may not even notice that she is struggling to focus or that she needs something different than what they can offer. She feels like she is just a mirror to the other person, reflecting their own needs and desires but never feeling heard herself.
The singer is looking forward to the future, where she will be able to grow and meet a new version of herself. She is not interested in being with anyone else right now, as she wants to focus on getting to know herself better. She is aware that society expects her to be unhappy without a partner, but she wants to challenge this notion. She asks the rhetorical question "aren't I someone?", recognizing that she is still a full and complete person even without a romantic partner.
The song ends with the singer recognizing the temptations of returning to an old lover, but she is determined to stay focused on her own growth and future. She believes that she will see the person again in "a couple years", but she will be a different person at that point, having already gone through significant personal changes.
Line by Line Meaning
I can't seem to focus
I'm finding it hard to concentrate and pay attention.
And you don't seem to notice
You're not aware of my struggles.
I'm not here
I feel detached and emotionally absent.
I'm just a mirror
I feel like I'm reflecting the people around me rather than being myself.
You check your complexion
You look at yourself in the mirror.
To find your reflection's all alone
You realize that you're the only one there and there isn't anyone else around you.
I had to go
I needed to leave and go somewhere alone.
Can't you hear me?
Can't you understand what I'm trying to say?
I'm not comin' home
I'm not returning to my previous state of being.
Do you understand?
Do you comprehend my intentions?
I've changed my plans
I've altered my future trajectory.
'Cause I, I'm in love
Because I've found something that makes me feel passionate and fulfilled.
With my future
With the potential of what's ahead for me in life.
Can't wait to meet her
I'm excited to explore my future self.
And I, I'm in love
And I'm completely enamored.
But not with anybody else
But not with any specific person.
Just wanna get to know myself
I want to spend time figuring out who I am and what I want in life.
I know supposedly I'm lonely now (lonely now)
I understand that people may think I'm isolated and in despair.
Know I'm supposed to be unhappy
I'm aware that society expects me to be miserable.
Without someone (someone)
Without a partner or companion.
But aren't I someone? (Aren't I someone? Yeah)
Aren't I a valuable human being with a sense of self-worth?
I'd (I'd) like to be your answer (be your answer)
I'd like to be the solution to your problems and make you happy.
'Cause you're so handsome (you're so handsome)
Because I'm drawn to your physical appearance.
But I know better
But I'm aware of my self-worth and what's best for me.
Than to drive you home
Than to put myself in a situation where I'll be tempted to become involved with you again.
'Cause you'd invite me in
Because you'd try to seduce me again.
And I'd be yours again
And I'd give in to my desires and become dependent on you again.
But I, I'm in love (love, love, love, love)
But I've found something that truly makes me happy.
With my future
With the potential of what lies ahead for me.
And you don't know her
And you don't understand the person I'm becoming.
And I, I'm in love (love, love)
And I'm truly infatuated.
But not with anybody here
But not with anyone I've met before.
I'll see you in a couple years
I'll reevaluate our connection in a few years and see what the future holds.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas Baird O'Connell
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
LilyRockstar2012
on lovely (with Khalid)
Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out (found)
But you never go away (never go away)
So I guess I gotta stay now
Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Walkin' out of town
Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place)
Something's on my mind (mind)
Always in my head space
But I know some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Whoa, yeah
Yeah, ah
Whoa, whoa
Hello, welcome home
I LOVE THIS SONNGGGGGGGGGGGG
sdasdas
on Happier Than Ever
Hi lobbbbbbbbbbbbb
Billie Eilish fan
on Everything I Wanted
I love this song ❤️♥️
Sophie
on bad guy
Lov love It ❤️
Cléo
on bad guy
Eu amo música
yes
on Everything I Wanted
Hey
There, It is i, yes
I fink personallee that wee wee die rash is referncing the great Martin lufer kin with this
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eht the very start of the song. And what a beautfiful one it ws! so many instruments and pineapples. It rally did
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open up my minds 12th eye and as I voice crack into puberty, let me sing you out after reading
a very
hearfelt review.
Never gonna give you up
Never gonna gangnam style
Welcome to the nut zone
Only nut inside of squirrells homes
Pressure cook my delicious chickem.
Mail your mum pieces of my love for her.
Nutty bottom nutella
Stitch my wound shut.
Three little words,
Uh oh stinky.
Thnak you yes it was me
Kind regards,
¬And all of my love for eeryone ever
Yes.
yes
on bad guy
Yo
it's ya boi
yes
What the funk does she mean here? there is no actual explanation she literally just ends it on 'Bad', bad whAT! bILLIE! ANSWER ME PLEASE I JUST WNAT TO KNOW THE DEEPER MEANINGS OF THIS SONG SO i CAN UNDERSTAND YOUR COMPLEX BRSIN. (that's brain crossed with prison ;))
Yours
and forever as such,
Yes
yes
on bad guy
Yo this is actually mad disrespectful vro, my girlfriends front bottom is too tight and she had to get surgery to loosen it and I really don't appreciate this kind of disrespect in my young clean Christisan neighborehood. She feels really really seriously insecure about the whole thing and I would appreciate an email from willy eyelash herself
Yours Truly,
Yes.
yes
on bad guy
Ur mum gey
ehaam
on Bored
very nice