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Barrel of a Gun
Depeche Mode Lyrics


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Do you mean this horny creep
Set upon weary feet
Who looks in need of sleep
That doesn't come

This twisted, tortured mess
This bed of sinfulness
Who's longing for some rest
And feeling numb

What do you expect of me
What is it you want?
Whatever you've planned for me
I'm not the one

A vicious appetite
Visits me each night
And won't be satisfied
Won't be denied

An unbearable pain
A beating in my brain
That leaves the mark of Cain
Right here inside

What am I supposed to do?
When everything that I've done
Is leading me to conclude
I'm not the one

Whatever I've done
I've been staring down the barrel of a gun
Whatever I've done
I've been staring down the barrel of a gun
Whatever I've done
Whatever, whatever

Is there something you need from me?
Are you having your fun?
I never agreed to be
Your holy one

Whatever I've done
I've been staring down the barrel of a gun
Whatever I've done
Whatever, whatever
I've been staring down the barrel of a gun
Whatever I've done
Whatever, whatever
I've been staring down the barrel of a gun

Overall Meaning

In the song "Barrel of a Gun", Depeche Mode sings about a person who is struggling with their own twisted thoughts and impulses. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of this person's inner demons, describing them as a "horny creep" who cannot find rest and feels numb. The person is tormented by an unbearable pain and an insatiable appetite that visits them each night. These feelings are so intense that they leave a lasting mark on the person's psyche, like the mark of Cain.


The phrase "staring down the barrel of a gun" is used as a metaphor for the person's internal struggle. It suggests that they are constantly on the verge of succumbing to their darker impulses, but are trying to hold on and not give in. The repetition of the phrase "Whatever I've done" throughout the song reinforces this idea, as it implies that the person feels like they are being judged or punished for something they have done or thought.


Ultimately, the song is a haunting reflection on the human psyche and the struggle between good and evil that exists within us all. It urges us to confront our own demons and find a way to live with them, rather than being consumed by them.


Line by Line Meaning

Do you mean this horny creep
Do you refer to me, an individual in a desperate state of mind?


Set upon weary feet
Dragging my feet in a state of exhaustion


Who looks in need of sleep
Appearing sleep-deprived


That doesn't come
Unable to get any sleep


This twisted, tortured mess
A troubled, disturbed soul


This bed of sinfulness
Involved in sinful activities


Who's longing for some rest
In want of some peace and quiet


And feeling numb
Emotionally detached and unfeeling


What do you expect of me
What task do you have for me?


What is it you want?
What are your expectations?


Whatever you've planned for me
Whatever your intentions for me are


I'm not the one
I'm not the right person


A vicious appetite
A strong, insatiable desire


Visits me each night
Haunts me every night


And won't be satisfied
Refuses to be fulfilled


Won't be denied
Cannot be resisted


An unbearable pain
An excruciating agony


A beating in my brain
A pounding inside my head


That leaves the mark of Cain
Leaves an indelible stain of wrongdoing


Right here inside
Deep within my soul


What am I supposed to do?
What is my course of action?


When everything that I've done
Despite all my efforts


Is leading me to conclude
Compelling me to come to the realization


I'm not the one
I'm just not suitable


Whatever I've done
No matter my actions


I've been staring down the barrel of a gun
I've been looking danger in the face


Is there something you need from me?
What do you require from me?


Are you having your fun?
Are you enjoying this?


I never agreed to be
I never consented to become


Your holy one
Your chosen prophet or messiah


Whatever, whatever
No matter what




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Martin Gore

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