I wish I thought that I was pretty so that I could turn you on
I wish I was attractive enough to catch your attention

I had a dream you called me pretty and I told you you were wrong
Even in my dreams, I doubt my worthiness to you

And that I look for parts of you in every person that I meet
I try to find your qualities in other people

Because my brain is dissipated and you're where it used to be
I lost my sense of self and you're the only thing I think about

And it's so typical of me to get so easily obsessed
It's common for me to become fixated on someone like this

But in my head we're in my bedroom and you're getting undressed
I imagine intimate moments with you in my mind

I wanna take you to a rock show and kiss you in a bathroom stall
I want to be with you in seclusion and share special moments

I wanna tell you that you're mine and put you up against a wall
I desire to claim you as my own in a passionate way

Like a painting or a poster of a teenage crush
My feelings for you are like those for a childhood crush

I play it out inside my head as if you're with me on the bus
I daydream about us being together in everyday scenarios

And we're talking and you wanna look inside my mind
You want to know more about me and my thoughts

I say you can't because I lost it when I knew you were alive
I'm too taken by you to share my true thoughts and feelings

I'll go anywhere you wanna go
I am willing to go anywhere with you

Take me to places that I don't know
I am open to new experiences with you

Why don't you swap me for your shadow?
I want to be as close to you as your own shadow

So I'll be everywhere that you'll be
I want to be by your side always

Yeah, I'll go anywhere you want me
I am willing to fulfill any of your wishes

Want me, want me if you want me
I am here if you desire me

I'm 20 something so I tell myself to just grow up
I realize that I need to mature and move on

Ditch my pathetic fascination with this unrequired love
I need to let go of my infatuation with you since it's not reciprocated

I spent the whole day trying to convince myself
I tried to persuade myself that I don't need you

You're nothing special, you're like everybody else
I tried to convince myself that you're not unique or special

And I stay home 'cause all my friends are getting bored of me
I isolate myself because my friends are tired of hearing about you

I find a way to fit your name in every sentence that I speak
I can't help but mention you in nearly every conversation

I swear to God, I'm not insane
I promise you that I'm not crazy

But all the flags are red
All the signs point to me being obsessed with you

If I'm lying on the floor typing your name into the internet
I am so obsessed with you that I'm searching for anything related to you online

Je ne parle même pas vraiment français
I don't even really speak French

Mais je le traduis un peu pour avoir l'air
But I translate it a bit to appear

Romantique, dangereux et mystérieux
Romantic, dangerous and mysterious

Je pense que ma voix sur le rap est jolie comme ça
I think my voice in the rap is pretty like this

Je me suis dis que tu m'aimerais mieux
I thought that you would like me more

Je ferai tout c'que tu veux qu'je fasse
I will do whatever you want me to do

No offense but it makes no sense
No disrespect but it's illogical

You're in her bed then you're driving home and playing my cassette
After sleeping with her, you listen to my music on the way home

Because you want me and you just don't know it yet
Subconsciously, you desire me

All your friends are 29 years old
Your friends are much older than me

And I'm in debt because I'm just a kid
I am broke because I am young and inexperienced

Now you're smoking cigarettes
You picked up smoking even though it's not healthy

Be my guest, go on and waste your life inside her bed now
You can continue to sleep with her and waste your time together

I bet you get bored having sex
I bet you are not satisfied and get tired of sex with her