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Hate Me
Blue October Lyrics


I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride,
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for three whole months,
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
Is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
On things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
When it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
To leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
For every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy,
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying,
And I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling,
"make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back
And shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered,
"How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you

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Written by: JUSTIN S FURSTENFELD

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I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride,
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for three whole months,
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
Is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
On things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
When it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
To leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
For every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy,
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying,
And I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling,
"make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back
And shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered,
"How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you



some guy

The comments here are inspiring and sincere congratulations to all for turning your life around.
I will leave my opinion here, it will probably get buried under the mass of the other comments but if it helps someone that would be amazing,
I live a lot of time in my head and overthink things a great deal.
A person thinking of suicide may ask a huge question of "is life worth living?"
This is a big question with no easy answers and many many variables depending on who asks it.
If we look at the "is life worth living?" question and substitute some of the words you could get to the "negative" of the question being "is death worth dying"
From someone who was raised religious but now am not, nothing in the afterlife (whichever religion you believe in-granted it would be difficult to prove) has been proven to me.
In TV shows you hear about musicians or whoever hoping to get their one shot. As no afterlife has been proven to me, we get now. You're here.
Make the best of it.
Make your life better.
In summary of "is life worth living?", its complicated but to me, objectively, Death is not worth dying.



Dan Honors

To: Megan

I love you until the day I day. I regret being the person you met.

When I first tried to get sober, I was ecstatic that you encouraged me.

I wish with all of my heart you still loved me like then.

I understand completely.

Love,
Daniel



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jennifer bange

Laying in bed with my 5yr old going on 4yrs clean off Meth. Crying cause he is the reason I am clean today

Christopher Palmer

Our hearts drive our insanity, especially when we move for family.

Stewart Ellis

God bless you. I hope you are still doing well

Corey Nieder

Keep it up!

Aiden Saunders

5 years now

Dameion Hall

Congrats never stop pushing, never stop fighting be that person you are proud of and someone your child can look up to

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rbgg2010

Everyone talking about their addictions but I'm just here because I have really bad depression :/

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Same... Been a very long battle

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@allen buresh hang on to the good times and move on,you can't grasp what opportunities are in front of you if your tied down by the past🙏

allen buresh

Falling in the ocean is me all the way ......cause i cant swimm well and im always drowning .....and wish some one would save me.......im tierd of being alone .......and cant forgive myself for all i have caused.... beacause i still love my ex even after 5 years of being devorced......i feel she is still my soul mate ......and if it takes untill the after life .....then thats what it takes.....havent dated since my devorce..........😓

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