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Recovery
Frank Turner Lyrics


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Blacking in and out in a strange flat in east London
Somebody I don't really know just gave me something to help
Settle me down and to stop me from always thinking about you

And you know your life is heading in a questionable
Direction when you're up for days with strangers
And you can't remember anything except the way you sounded
When you told me you didn't know what I should do

It's a long road up to recovery from here



A long way back to the light
A long road up to recovery from here
A long way to makin' it right

And I've been wakin' in the morning just like every other day
And just like every boring blues song I get swallowed by the pain
And so I fumble for your figure in the darkness just to make it go away
But you're not lying there any longer and I know that
That's my fault, so I've been pounding on the floor
And I've been crawling up the walls and I've been dipping in my darkness
For Serotonin boosters, cider and some kind of smelling salts

It's a long road up to recovery from here
A long way back to the light
A long road up to recovery from here
A long way to makin' it right

And on the first night we met, you said, "Well, darling, let's make a deal"
If anybody ever asks us, let's just tell them that we met in jail
And that's the story that I'm sticking to like
A stony-faced accomplice, but tonight I need to hear
Some truth if I'm ever getting through this
Yeah, you once sent me a letter that said, "If you're lost at sea
Close your eyes and catch the tide, my dear, and only think of me
Well, darling now I'm sinking, and I'm as lost as
Lost can be and I was hoping you could drag me
Up from down here towards my recovery

If you could just give me a sign, yeah, just a subtle little glimmer
Some suggestion that you'd have me if I could only make you better
Then I would stand a little stronger as I walk a little taller all the time
Because I know you are a cynic but I think
I can convince you, yeah, 'cause broken people
Can get better if they really want to
Or at least that's what I have to tell myself
If I am hoping to survive

It's a long road up to recovery from here
A long way back to the light
A long road up to recovery from here
A long way to makin' it right

Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover?
Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover?
Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover?
Darling, sweet lover, one day this will all be over

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Frank Turner's "Recovery" depict the struggle of coming to terms with the aftermath of a difficult breakup. The singer finds himself lost in a strange flat in east London, having taken medication to numb the pain of losing his significant other. He cannot escape his thoughts and memories, and is trapped in a vicious cycle of self-destruction. He's been up for days with strangers and is constantly searching for something to take away the pain, whether it be alcohol, drugs, or the memory of his past lover.


The chorus repeats the idea that recovery is a long and difficult road, but one that must be taken in order to truly heal. The singer recognizes that he has a lot of work to do in order to make it right again, but he fears that he's not strong enough to do it on his own. He longs for his lost love to help him through the difficult journey, to give him a sign that she still cares, but ultimately realizes that he must do the work himself. The final lines offer a glimmer of hope, reminding the listener that the pain and struggle will eventually come to an end.


Line by Line Meaning

Blacking in and out in a strange flat in east London
I don't even remember who I met or where I am


Somebody I don't really know just gave me something to help
I took drugs from a stranger to forget my problems


Settle me down and to stop me from always thinking about you
I was stuck thinking about you and needed something to make me stop


And you know your life is heading in a questionable
I realized my life is heading in an uncertain direction


Direction when you're up for days with strangers
I spent days with people I don't even know


And you can't remember anything except the way you sounded
I don't remember anything else except what you said to me


When you told me you didn't know what I should do
You didn't know how to help me and it's making me feel worse


It's a long road up to recovery from here
It's going to be tough, but I have to start somewhere


A long way back to the light
I have to find hope and positivity again


And I've been wakin' in the morning just like every other day
Every day is the same and I feel stuck


And just like every boring blues song I get swallowed by the pain
I'm consumed by my suffering and I can't escape it


And so I fumble for your figure in the darkness just to make it go away
I reach out for you even though you're not there anymore


But you're not lying there any longer and I know that
I know it's my fault that you're gone


That's my fault, so I've been pounding on the floor
I feel guilty and angry at myself for losing you


And I've been crawling up the walls and I've been dipping in my darkness
I'm struggling and trying different things to ease the pain


For Serotonin boosters, cider and some kind of smelling salts
I'm using drugs, alcohol, and anything else to numb the pain


And on the first night we met, you said, "Well, darling, let's make a deal"
We made a lighthearted pact when we first met


If anybody ever asks us, let's just tell them that we met in jail
We agreed to tell people we met in an interesting way


And that's the story that I'm sticking to like
I'm still holding onto that story as a reminder of our connection


A stony-faced accomplice, but tonight I need to hear
I'm trying to be strong, but I need some honesty tonight


Some truth if I'm ever getting through this
I need to face the truth if I want to recover


Yeah, you once sent me a letter that said, "If you're lost at sea
You sent me a letter with some advice


Close your eyes and catch the tide, my dear, and only think of me
You told me to focus on you when I'm struggling


Well, darling now I'm sinking, and I'm as lost as
I'm sinking and I feel lost without you


Lost can be and I was hoping you could drag me
I need someone's help to pull me out of this


Up from down here towards my recovery
I need help to recover and get better


If you could just give me a sign, yeah, just a subtle little glimmer
I need some sort of hope or hint that I can get better


Some suggestion that you'd have me if I could only make you better
I wish that you would be there for me if I could just fix myself


Then I would stand a little stronger as I walk a little taller all the time
If I had your support, I could be more confident and resilient


Because I know you are a cynic but I think
I know you are skeptical, but I still hope


I can convince you, yeah, 'cause broken people
I believe that people can heal and recover


Can get better if they really want to
If you want to heal, it's possible


Or at least that's what I have to tell myself
I try to convince myself that recovery is possible


If I am hoping to survive
If I don't believe in recovery, I may not make it


Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover?
I need your help to heal and get better


Darling, sweet lover, one day this will all be over
I hope that someday this will all be in the past and we can move on together




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Written by: Frank Turner

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