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Your Graduation
Modern Baseball Lyrics


It's been a day or years of me thinkin' 'bout you everyday
Sometimes for hours, sometimes in passing
Saw you from the bottom of the staircase
Stood out for hours as you complained
About how you haven't seen your friends yet
That you're too drunk to stand and
You not knowing if you can love him forever

Bullshit you fucking miss me
There I said it I guess I'll talk to you in a few months
Sitting drunk on the sidewalk
I guess I'll get up
I guess I'll go for a walk
Brushed my shoes against the pavement
I swear this has gotta be the hundredth
Time I thought of you tonight

You weren't the only one
Who thought of us that way
I spend most nights awake
Wide awake

I never thought that I
Oh I would see the day
Where I'd just let you go
Let you walk away
Where I let you walk away

Once you call
You crook, called you a bandit
There ain't no other good damn reason why
Why I would even go missing
For so many months so I was wishing that you
That you would stop pretending
Remember all those countless nights
When I told you I loved you
And you'd never forget it
Oh just forget it

You weren't the only one
Who thought of us that way
I spend most nights awake
Wide awake

I never thought that I
Oh I would see the day
Where I'd just let you go
Let you walk away
Where I let you walk away

You weren't the only one
Who thought of us that way
I spend most nights awake
Wide awake

I never thought that I
Oh I would see the day
Where I'd just let you go
Let you walk away
Go ahead and walk away

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SparkleSparkleSparkle

@Mike Lyterus I mean it was written when the dude was like 16 so yeah it's filled with tons of cringe teenage angst. I haven't listened to any other songs by Modern Baseball and I've only heard this one once so I'm not familiar with the rest of their work.

I don't really listen to music at all anymore. I mean I do but only when I play osu! and on my drive to work I just listen to the same old 90s Drum and Bass tracks.

I used to listen to all sorts of music but ever since I stopped smoking crack there's a lot of stuff I avoid because even though I've been clean for 4 years, all it takes is one song or one social interaction to throw me into a night of intense drug cravings.

I literally moved to a state where I know nobody and stay locked indoors all day when I'm not at work just to keep myself sober.

Like literally today I would buy and smoke crack if I knew a guy but I put myself in a position where I cannot obtain any.

Drug addiction sucked I was hoping life wouldn't be like this 4 years into recovery but no this stuff is hard.

Ah well all my friends are dead now from heroin OD so I'm doing better than them. In some ways, I do it for them. But really I do it for myself.

I tried to die but God told me he still has a use for me, and so, I humbly obey.

Sorry I'm really drunk and wanted to get this off my chest I'd go to AA and talk to them about it instead but I don't want to go to AA they might convince me to stop drinking lmao



Maria Silvanø

"Your Graduation"
It's been three whole years of me thinking about you every day
Sometimes for hours, sometimes in passing
Saw you from the bottom of the staircase
Stood out for hours as you complained
About how you haven't seen your friends yet
That you're too drunk to stand and
You not knowing if you can love him forever
Bullshit you fucking miss me
There I said it I guess I'll talk to you in a few months
Sitting drunk on the sidewalk
I guess I'll get up
I guess I'll go for a walk
Press my shoes against the pavement
I swear this has got to be the hundredth
Time I've thought of you tonight
You weren't the only one
who thought of us that way
I spend most nights awake
Wide awake
I never thought that I
Oh I would see the day
Where I'd just let you go
Let you walk away
Where I let you walk away
Used to call you crook, called you a bandit
There ain't no other good damn reason why
my heart, it would go missing
For so many months so I was wishing that you
That you would stop pretending
Remember all those countless nights
When I told you I loved you
And to never forget it
Oh just forget it
You weren't the only one
who thought of us that way
I spend most nights awake
Wide awake
I never thought that I
Oh I would see the day
Where I'd just let you go
Let you walk away
Where I let you walk away
You weren't the only one
who thought of us that way
I spend most nights awake
Wide awake
I never thought that I
Oh I would see the day
Where I'd just let you go
Let you walk away
Go ahead and walk away



All comments from YouTube:

nemo

I'll leave this comment so if someone commented or liked this, it means it's time for me to re-watch this masterpiece again.

Ben J

doit

Chrisadactal TV

It’s time my friend.. it’s time

Alex Clark

This comment is for us to watch this the 6,617th time

Old Man Hutch

Again, again

Mad Madame Mym

commenting so you have to watch homie

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irascib1e

I love the meaning of this video. He went through so much heartbreak in the past with all his past girlfriend's breaking up with him. And he thinks he finally found the one, but now she's going away after graduation and now HE'S the one walking away, not because he wants to but because he has to.

It's always a shame when two people love each other but have to break up for external factors, like moving away or going away to college.

SparkleSparkleSparkle

@Mike Lyterus yeah best advice I got is never be afraid to give up literally everything for your recovery.

Also my secret to success is I spent all of my time reading anime and manga and playing Playstation.

If you're going to have drug cravings might as well spent that time shaking with a need for drugs with a game controller in your hands lmao

oh yeah also Jesus that dude rocks I prayed to him and asked him to help me get clean and he totally did I never coulda done it without him. Didn't have to give him anything in exchange what a guy.

Mike Lyterus

@SparkleSparkleSparkle dang dude that sounds like a lot. to stay abstinent from MUSIC of all things is like some super hard mode level of sacrifice. but dr*g a**iction aint no joke and will steal every bit of your soul if you give it any sort of lenience. so I totally respect your dedication.

also let me just say you're definitely not alone in your overall mission. I'm a hero*n and f*nta*yl a**ict, also in recovery and god damn this shit took EVERYTHING from me. my family, my friends, my job, my car, and pretty much my joy for everything in life tbh. I'm still real early at the moment, less than 6 months, so you having 4 whole fucking years under your belt is like a world champion level shit to me. I respect the hell out of you for that, I hope I’m able to keep pushing and make it that far. cuz I’ve been trying my absolute hardest to improve myself by being healthy and studying for my new career to make a better life for myself so that I don't slip back into that shit.


for whatever its worth coming from a guy with WAY less clean time than you, you're a top level G in my book. hang in there man, I’ve noticed that no matter how much time you've got down, every now and then your brain will mess with you and try to trick you into thinking like an a**ict. fuck that shit, don't fall victim to that shit, you've made tons of progress even if things might suck right now. you got this brother I’m rooting for you.

SparkleSparkleSparkle

@Mike Lyterus I mean it was written when the dude was like 16 so yeah it's filled with tons of cringe teenage angst. I haven't listened to any other songs by Modern Baseball and I've only heard this one once so I'm not familiar with the rest of their work.

I don't really listen to music at all anymore. I mean I do but only when I play osu! and on my drive to work I just listen to the same old 90s Drum and Bass tracks.

I used to listen to all sorts of music but ever since I stopped smoking crack there's a lot of stuff I avoid because even though I've been clean for 4 years, all it takes is one song or one social interaction to throw me into a night of intense drug cravings.

I literally moved to a state where I know nobody and stay locked indoors all day when I'm not at work just to keep myself sober.

Like literally today I would buy and smoke crack if I knew a guy but I put myself in a position where I cannot obtain any.

Drug addiction sucked I was hoping life wouldn't be like this 4 years into recovery but no this stuff is hard.

Ah well all my friends are dead now from heroin OD so I'm doing better than them. In some ways, I do it for them. But really I do it for myself.

I tried to die but God told me he still has a use for me, and so, I humbly obey.

Sorry I'm really drunk and wanted to get this off my chest I'd go to AA and talk to them about it instead but I don't want to go to AA they might convince me to stop drinking lmao

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