Day breaks and when I turn
As I wake up in the morning and look around, I realize that you are not here with me.

You're not on my pillow
I miss your presence on my pillow, next to me.

My head shakes and then the penny drops
As I process my thoughts, I come to a realization that you're not here with me.

Still your t-shirt on my chair
Your t-shirt is still on the chair, which reminds me of you and your presence.

Penciled hearts on paper
I find the reminders of the affection we once shared in the form of hearts on paper.

I try not to think but I can't stop
Despite wanting to avoid thinking about you, I find myself unable to do so.

And doubt sets in like a storm
As time moves on, I begin to doubt my decision to leave you like a storm that clouds my judgment.

I could feel it coming
I was able to sense it building up inside of me all along.

And words echo out yesterday
The words you said still echo in my mind from yesterday.

Time pushed me to the edge
Over time, I felt myself being pushed to the edge of my ability to cope.

To jump was my decision
The decision to leave you was ultimately mine to make.

I've only got myself to blame
I have no one to blame but myself for the situation I am in now.

'Cause I have no right to love you When I chose to walk away I have no right to miss you When I didn't wanna stay And I have no right to need you And I knew what my heart was gonna lose I have no right to love you But I do I still do I still do
Although I chose to leave you, I have no right to love, miss, or need you. I knew that I would ultimately lose my heart if I left, but I still love you despite having no right.

Night falls, I'm wide awake
As the night comes, I find myself awake, unable to sleep or stop thinking about you.

Wishing I could call you
I wish I could reach out and call you, but I know that I shouldn't.

I'm too used to hearing all about your day
I find myself accustomed to hearing about your day, and I miss that part of our relationship.

The cold creeps up next to me
The coldness I feel physically now reflects the coldness I feel emotionally from having lost you.

Now we don't share these covers
Our lack of physical closeness is represented by our not sharing the covers anymore.

But I've no license to complain
Despite my loneliness and longing, I know that I have no right to complain about the outcome of my decision to leave you.

You know I care, but I can't be there
I want you to know that I still care for you, but I cannot be with you as I am the one who left you.

To make this unmade bed of roses
I cannot help to fix our broken relationship, which is now like flowers that have wilted in an unmade bed.

And you deserve to be put first
You deserve to be the priority in someone's life, but I cannot give you that.

I had to let you go
Ultimately, I had to let you go, even though I still love you.

To ask if you're okay When I left you so confused I have no right to love you I have no right, oh I have no right to love you But I still do Yeah, I still do, whoa I still do
I have no right to inquire about your well-being after confusing you by leaving, but I still love you despite having no right to.