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Ryan Oakes Lyrics


Hey! I'm talkin' to you pay attention
The tension is building aggression
I'm askin' these questions and you keep me guessin'
I guess that I'll stress til your breath is confession
You never did mention the fact, that you would run and react
The second I told you I love you
Put nothing above you, no you should of kept intact but you let me collapse
What happened to "Oh, I'm sitting here broke. Like everything that I've been livin's a joke. How can I cope when I need you the most?"
I won't be okay but I'll never be told by you.
Damn, that shits sad. I'm thinkin' bout everything
We coulda' had. You promised to fight through the bad
Now look where we're at.
I guess that I'll go and I'll pack my bags.
And everytime I try to fall in love I swear to God
I always end up going numb
I think I'm way too young to feel the way I do
I'm sorry if I'm breaking you
I understand if you have had enough.
I'm so numb from whats been done
They start to care and then I run
I'm terrified of everything I've become
See, I've got these feelings deep inside of me that always
End up hiding me the second that I start to fall in love.
I'm sorry for showin up late with late notice,
I'm still feelin hopeless and broken
I'm hopin that you reconsider the fate you delivered
I'm bitter and I wan't that option back open

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Nguy Quan Tu

[5 Stages Of Grief]

[Stage I Denial]

[Intro]
Six shots of whiskey now I'm feeling numb
I keep on running not sure what its from
No matter what I do it’s never enough
Wonder what happens if I give this up

[Pre Verse]
This liquor I'm chasing got me feeling numb
This pressure is building and I might succumb
I've gone for the next step but found out I’m stuck
I wonder what happens if I give this up

[Verse 1]
Another day another headache
Trying to figure out what to do with all the dead weight
Bottled up some problems I had and all of that led straight
To a couple of curveballs that I threw that I never set straight
I've been chasing dreams for a motherfucking decade
Damn, and it still feels like a nightmare
I don't try to bitch, homie I know life don't fight fair
I put it in a song hoping that somebody might care
Cause I put it all on the line, all of the time
And it still isn't falling in line, I call to the sky
Wonder why I'm in stalling cause I saw all the signs
That destiny was calling and I've been starting my mind
That this is all that I got, this is my motherfucking purpose
Why do I feel lost, so stuck under the surface
It's coming at a cost so I go to sleep nervous
I’m waking up angry, is this shit worth it
It’s feeling like a burden
I used to look in the mirror and see benefits
Now I'm looking in the mirror at my nemesis
That’s enough to get me pumping with adrenaline
Doc's saying I need sedatives and medicine
Anxiety and depression they've been setting in
That shit sends shivers down my skeleton
They've been knocking on my door and I might let them in

[Pre-Chorus]
This liquor I’m chasing got me feeling numb
This pressure is building and I might succumb
I've gone for the next step but found out I'm stuck
I wonder what happens if I give this up

[Stage II Anger]

[Chorus]
Six shots of whiskey now I'm feeling numb
I keep on running not sure what its from
No matter what I do it's never enough
Wonder what happens if I give this up

[Stage III Bargaining]

[Verse 2]
Was never a bitch thats just not in my breath
So it's bad I've eroded I'm down on my knees
Something's stealing my breath now it's harder to breathe
So I write it all down and I finally bleed
All the cuts and the wounds I collect
Been through all kinds of depths for the world to recover
I'm a martyr of sorts and that's selling it short
Now I wonder if dying in wonder
Is it better than all of the pain
Cause there's not been a day that I haven't seen rain
Psychology states that if I stay in this state
Than I'll probably fuck up my brain
Every day waking up drained
And I was asleep but I still feel the same
I'm feeling insane, I search for the words that I could never explain
Thought this life really isn't as good as they claim
I'm certain they're plotting in my head to eat me alive
It swallows me whole but it's unsatisfied
Consumed by the thoughts that I'm having to hide
They feed on the pressure I breathe in the lies
And search for the words I'm unlikely to speak
My mouths stapled shut so I scream in my sleep
Never would of thought this was how it would be a nightmare to live in a dream
Oakes

[Stage IV Depression]

[Pre-Chorus]
This liquor I'm chasing got me feeling numb
This pressure is building and I might succumb
I've gone for the next step but found out I'm stuck
I wonder what happens if I give this up

[Chorus]
Six shots of whiskey now I'm feeling numb
I keep on running not sure what its from
No matter what I do it's never enough
Wonder what happens if I give this up

[Stage V Acceptance]



Rahul

This liquor I'm chasing got me feeling numb
This pressure is building and I might succumb
I've gone for the next step but found out I’m stuck
I wonder what happens if I give this up

[Verse 1]
Another day another headache
Trying to figure out what to do with all the dead weight
Bottled up some problems I had and all of that led straight
To a couple of curveballs that I threw that I never set straight
I've been chasing dreams for a motherfucking decade
Damn, and it still feels like a nightmare
I don't try to bitch, homie I know life don't fight fair
I put it in a song hoping that somebody might care
Cause I put it all on the line, all of the time
And it still isn't falling in line, I call to the sky
Wonder why I'm in stalling cause I saw all the signs
That destiny was calling and I've been starting my mind
That this is all that I got, this is my motherfucking purpose
Why do I feel lost, so stuck under the surface
It's coming at a cost so I go to sleep nervous
I’m waking up angry, is this shit worth it
It’s feeling like a burden
I used to look in the mirror and see benefits
Now I'm looking in the mirror at my nemesis
That’s enough to get me pumping with adrenaline
Doc's saying I need sedatives and medicine
Anxiety and depression they've been setting in
That shit sends shivers down my skeleton
They've been knocking on my door and I might let them in
This liquor I’m chasing got me feeling numb
This pressure is building and I might succumb
I've gone for the next step but found out I'm stuck
I wonder what happens if I give this up

[Stage II Anger]

[Chorus]
Six shots of whiskey now I'm feeling numb
I keep on running not sure what its from
No matter what I do it's never enough
Wonder what happens if I give this up

[Stage III Bargaining]

[Verse 2]
Was never a bitch thats just not in my breath
So it's bad I've eroded I'm down on my knees
Something's stealing my breath now it's harder to breathe
So I write it all down and I finally bleed
All the cuts and the wounds I collect
Been through all kinds of depths for the world to recover
I'm a martyr of sorts and that's selling it short
Now I wonder if dying in wonder
Is it better than all of the pain
Cause there's not been a day that I haven't seen rain
Psychology states that if I stay in this state
Than I'll probably fuck up my brain
Every day waking up drained
And I was asleep but I still feel the same
I'm feeling insane, I search for the words that I could never explain
Thought this life really isn't as good as they claim
I'm certain they're plotting in my head to eat me alive
It swallows me whole but it's unsatisfied
Consumed by the thoughts that I'm having to hide
They feed on the pressure I breathe in the lies
And search for the words I'm unlikely to speak
My mouths stapled shut so I scream in my sleep
Never would of thought this was how it would be a nightmare to live in a dream
Oakes
Stage IV Depression]

[Pre-Chorus]
This liquor I'm chasing got me feeling numb
This pressure is building and I might succumb
I've gone for the next step but found out I'm stuck
I wonder what happens if I give this up

[Chorus]
Six shots of whiskey now I'm feeling numb
I keep on running not sure what its from
No matter what I do it's never enough
Wonder what happens if I give this up

[Stage V Acceptance]



DNS MC

ENTORPECIDO
Seis doses de uísque agora estou me sentindo dormente
Eu continuo correndo sem ter certeza do que é
Não importa o que eu faça, nunca é o suficiente
Imagino o que acontecerá se eu desistir disso

Este licor que estou perseguindo me deixou entorpecido
Esta pressão está aumentando e posso sucumbir
Eu fui para a próxima etapa, mas descobri que estou presa
Eu me pergunto o que acontece se eu desistir disso

Outro dia outra dor de cabeça
Tentando descobrir o que fazer com todo o peso morto
Engarrafou alguns problemas que tive e tudo isso levou direto
Para um par de bolas curvas que eu joguei e nunca endireitei
Eu tenho perseguido sonhos por uma década filha da puta

Droga, e ainda parece um pesadelo
Eu não tento reclamar, mano, eu sei que a vida não luta justa
Eu coloquei em uma música esperando que alguém se importasse
Porque eu coloco tudo na linha, o tempo todo
E ainda não está caindo na linha, eu chamo para o céu
Me pergunto por que estou parando porque vi todos os sinais
Esse destino estava chamando e eu comecei minha mente
Que isso é tudo que eu tenho, esse é o meu propósito filho da puta
Por que me sinto perdido, tão preso sob a superfície

Isso tem um custo, então vou dormir nervoso
Estou acordando com raiva, essa merda vale a pena
Está parecendo um fardo
Eu costumava me olhar no espelho e ver os benefícios

Agora estou olhando no espelho para meu nêmesis
Isso é o suficiente para me deixar bombar com adrenalina
O doutor está dizendo que preciso de sedativos e remédios
Ansiedade e depressão que eles têm causado
Essa merda dá arrepios no meu esqueleto
Eles estão batendo na minha porta e posso deixá-los entrar

Este licor que estou perseguindo me deixou entorpecido
Esta pressão está aumentando e posso sucumbir
Eu fui para a próxima etapa, mas descobri que estou presa
Eu me pergunto o que acontece se eu desistir disso

Seis doses de uísque agora estou me sentindo dormente
Eu continuo correndo sem ter certeza do que é
Não importa o que eu faça, nunca é o suficiente
Imagino o que acontecerá se eu desistir disso

Nunca foi uma vadia que simplesmente não está na minha respiração
Então é ruim eu ter corroído, estou de joelhos
Algo está roubando meu fôlego agora é mais difícil respirar
Então eu escrevo tudo e finalmente sangro
Todos os cortes e feridas que coleciono
Passou por todos os tipos de profundidades para o mundo se recuperar
Eu sou uma espécie de mártir e isso está vendendo bem
Agora eu me pergunto se morrendo de admiração
É melhor do que toda a dor
Porque não houve um dia que eu não tenha visto chuva
A psicologia afirma que se eu ficar neste estado
Então eu provavelmente vou foder meu cérebro
Todos os dias acordando esgotado

E eu estava dormindo, mas ainda sinto o mesmo
Estou me sentindo maluca, procuro palavras que nunca consegui explicar
Achei que essa vida realmente não era tão boa quanto eles afirmam
Tenho certeza que eles estão tramando na minha cabeça para me comer vivo
Isso me engole inteiro, mas está insatisfeito

Consumido pelos pensamentos que tenho que esconder
Eles se alimentam da pressão que eu respiro nas mentiras
E pesquise as palavras que provavelmente não falo
Minhas bocas grampeadas fecham, então eu grito em meu sono
Nunca pensei que seria um pesadelo viver em um sonho
Oakes

Este licor que estou perseguindo me deixou entorpecido
Esta pressão está aumentando e posso sucumbir
Eu fui para a próxima etapa, mas descobri que estou presa
Eu me pergunto o que acontece se eu desistir disso

Seis doses de uísque agora estou me sentindo dormente
Eu continuo correndo sem ter certeza do que é
Não importa o que eu faça, nunca é o suficiente
Imagino o que acontecerá se eu desistir disso



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Ryan Oakes

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Mindy Nicklaus

Im so sorry staying strong. I I know you can

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Ovan Ortega

Dude this song right here describes what I am going through thanks bro your music is fire!!!!!!

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Richie Dreams

“I use to look into the mirror and see benefits now I look at My nemesis” damn man that was deep😩 🔥 🔥

DK Kid

I so agree

KatsKitKats

I- why do I see this as i scroll past that line

Matěj Bína

@Richie Dreams Oh. Shit man.. Now I understand this part of lyrics

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