Secrets
State Champs Lyrics

You caught me in the right place at the right time
I am willing to engage with you now, as context and timing are favorable.

So I'll just dive right in
I am ready to fully participate in this interaction, without hesitation.

Say you've got a blank space in your right mind
You seem lost, with an empty void in your thoughts.

Well here's my second wind
I offer renewed energy and vigor to help you fill that void.

Oh, your idea of me blown away, away
Your perception of who I am has been shattered and completely dismantled.

Something in the past tense didn't make sense for this to follow through
There were certain circumstances from the past that made it unlikely for our current situation to work out.

What did you expect to happen? Were you mad then
Did you think that I would act differently when I was angry or upset?

With nothing left to do?
Is there anything else that can be done to address the situation at hand?

Oh, you're making me sick
Your actions or attitude are causing me great distress or disgust.

What is this?
What are you trying to do or achieve with your behavior?

Had we been drawn too close before?
Did we form some kind of strong connection in the past?

Because I dropped my forgiveness, it's lying face down on the floor
I have lost my willingness to forgive you due to your repeated offenses, and it lies discarded before me.

I've got more secrets than you'll ever know
There are many details about myself that I choose not to reveal to you.

Another year and you won't let it go
Despite time passing, you continue to hold onto past mistakes and conflicts between us.

Too many times I told myself to hold on
I tried to hold onto hope that the situation would improve, but my efforts were futile.

But it's too late for me, now I'm as good as gone
I have reached a point where I am emotionally detached and ready to move on from the situation.

Funny how we go way back and we said that
It is ironic that we have a long history and previously made promises to maintain our relationship.

We wouldn't let this come between
We vowed to not let any issue or conflict separate us.

Everything and is it true that I could look past
Despite everything that has occurred, I still have the ability to overlook certain things.

Memories and stay obscene?
Can I continue to harbor unpleasant memories and maintain a crude demeanor?

Something's telling me I never could have ruined everything you want in life
I realize that I was never able to actually prevent you from achieving your goals.

Because you never put in effort, and the truth is you were never doing it right
The reason things never worked out for us is because you never put in enough effort to make it successful.

Am I the one you can't ignore?
Is my presence or involvement in your life something that you cannot overlook?

It turns out I don't go down that easily
I am more resilient than originally anticipated and will not easily succumb to external hardships.

You'll never really know what this means to me
You will never fully understand how much this situation has affected me personally.

And no, it wasn't ever too much to hold
Despite the difficult nature of the situation, I was always able to handle it.

But you stole your own self control
Your actions have caused you to lose your own sense of control and discipline.

Not everybody wants an enemy
Some people prefer to avoid conflict and maintain peaceful relationships.

Call me the culprit and that's all you'll see
You are quick to assign blame to me and refuse to acknowledge any other perspective.

You were responsible for finding a way to catch on
It was your responsibility to find a way to make things work between us.

But it's too late for me, now I'm as good as gone
I have reached the point of no return in our relationship and have accepted that it is time to let go and move on.