I Don't Wanna Be Me
Type O Negative Lyrics

In the first verse of Type O Negative's "I Don't Wanna Be Me," the lyrics are a metaphorical description of a person who is continually making mistakes, picking fights, or causing problems for themselves. The singer compares this person's life to two glass houses, which they repeatedly throw stones at. The stones represent the mistakes and issues that this person brings upon themselves, some of which are insignificant (14 yellow stones), and some of which are major (6 blue stones). However, despite the difficulties this person faces, the singer suggests that things could still be worse, even if it seems unlikely.

The second verse takes a darker turn, describing the sudden and tragic death of this person after a heart attack. The lyrics suggest that this person was alone when they died, having fallen asleep in the snow. The bleak imagery of the verse contrasts sharply with the upbeat, almost whimsical tone of the first verse, highlighting the impermanence of life and the futility of dwelling on mistakes.

The chorus implores mourners not to dress in black but to celebrate the life of this person. It's a reminder that while life is full of ups and downs, it's essential to find joy in the journey and not be too hard on oneself.