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how to never stop being sad
dandelion hands Lyrics


repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

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elijah :-D

'im not in the mood to hang out'

im never in the mood anymore.
i hate going out of my bedroom.
i wish i could just sleep all day and never eat.
i wish i could feel happy without having to get high.
i miss the old me.
the old me didnt want to die
the old me loved my friends.
i feel like a corpse, dead but physically alive.



rosie ` ͜ʖ ́

To everyone that knows all the words,



I'm sorry, genuinely. Take a moment, a breath, a look around. Let the tears fall. Realize something, everything will be okay. I'm sure you hear that all the time but, thats because its true. You'll make it through. You'll find your self, you'll find your peace. You have so much life ahead of you. I believe in you.




And to people who just like this song cause its a good song
Heyy



yeah im riding through the area

Its currently 4am and I’m at a sleepover

shes already asleep on her bed so im underneath her desk, gonna sleep on the floor

her lights are flickering as theres a storm coming soon and her lights are almost out, i think it fits the mood

her dog is on the floor across from my right underneath her bed, he’s been there for a few hours now

shes alot richer than me so I personally think its fitting for me to sleep on the floor

you know, earlier we were talking about relationships and how I’ve never felt love for anyone, she told me its normal she guesses but “no offense but you never get out of the house so you don’t see any people”

she told me maybe I’m gay and thats why i dont like anyone, she was half joking she said but, i dont think thats it. i just might be heartless

she told me she used to be annoyed by everything that i did a few years ago for no reason, i feel she still feels the same but to a lesser degree

maybe im overthinking this, maybe I’m not.


goodnight to anyone out there



Something Something

This song is among the few to actually cut to my core.

I'm 25, I feel alone, I moved to a different state than every friend I've ever made, and even when I try to talk to them, they rather don't reply, or we are just completely different people now.

The phrase "those times are gone" rings in my head often, and I feel left alone, forgotten, abandoned may be a strong word but it's somewhat accurate.

Things just don't feel...nice anymore, there are times where I wake up and question whether or not I want to keep this up, of course I can't convince myself to end it all, I just really want to return to a time where I had friends and people to both rely on and be reliable for.

"Talk down on yourself as much as possible, my life is shit because I deserve it, right? You must of done something really bad, it's nearly impossible for you to cry now" really fucking hurts, because it feels true.

"If they wanted to see you, they'd come, but they won't" is perhaps the most powerful to me.

There's this massive void in me since I graduated high school, a void once filled with many friends, promises of social activity, sense of stability, and hope that maybe things aren't so bad.

I have such a hard time communicating and making friends now, when I used to be a social magnet. Everyone at my job is significantly older than me, and I have no one to relate to anymore.

I just feel myself fading and becoming more and more irrelevant, and I can't find a way out. I realize this sounds hyperbolic but I'm not even confident if I'll be alive in the next couple years.



me?

I wrote a long text while listening to this on repeat
It's long ik but i'd appreciate if anyone would take the time to read it and sorry if something doesn't make sense i just wrote some things of my chest that's it
Maybe you won't feel alone
(dw about me bc of the end tho i'll be ok one day and you'll be too)
⚠️TW Suicidal thoughts and self harm


I don't think that it ever goes away tho
Every time i think it's gone
It comes again
Please let me go
I just want to live
Why do i have to feel like this
I just want to live without worrying about everything
I wish i could end it all
But i can't no matter how much i try to
I can't
I don't want to fight anymore
My heart is sore
My heart is empty
I'm tired of waking up everyday wishing things would change
Cause they never will
It will always watch me thinking it's gone
And then come back again
I tried to fight it for so long
But i can't
It's stronger
It's immortal
But i'm not
I won't be
I just want a break
I don't want to die
But i can't live
I tried so many times
It's tiring
I don't feel anything anymore besides my constant bellyaches
But they're in my heart
My heart hurts
So bad
So so bad
Nobody knows how i feel
Nobody takes me seriously
Everyone thinks i'm weak
But i'm not
I'm just tired of being strong
Because it won't change
It goes and comes back
Every
Single
Time
It won't stop
I need help
But i can't accept it
I destroy myself
Because what's the reason of keeping myself alive
Hwen i'm not
I don't live
I'm not alive
I just exist
I don't feel like it'll ever get better
I fought so hard to be in a better place
But i can't get in
I can't get into that heavinly room of feeling stable
I'm locked out
I don't want to give up
I have to
Before it kills me
I'm just sitting in front of my mirror watching the sadness haunt me
It's inside of me
It's deep deep in me
I can't take it out
I try but there
It appears again
What's the point in fighting it back when i know i can't
It's so strong
Too strong
I can't get it out
I'll never be able to
So i'll just watch the cycle repeating
Over
And over again
I think my demons are gone
I think
That i finally were strong enough
But it just comes back all over again
Again
Again
And again
I want to stay
I want to so bad
But it's tearing me apart
I feel it
Literally
I feel the way my body stings while being torn apart
I'm not alive anymore
I just exist
Until i finally let my soul rest
And end it all
I need a break
But i can't i don't want to die
I want to live
So bad
I never wanted to die
Never
But what else am i suposed to do
I can't live like this anymore but i can't change the fact that i wake up everyday wishing
I never lived
At all
This world is cruel
And it's making me cruel too
I don't want to feel like this anymore
But it'll always stay
I'll never be happy
I never truly was
I never felt accepted
And when i did
I changed the way i am
No one ever excepted my true me
But how could they
I got used to changing how i am
Just to once be apart of something
What's the point of existing if i'll have to wait for me to become happy
Why do i have to feel like this but the others don't
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair that i feel like this
Why can't i just be happy
Why can't i just live
I want to so bad
But i am haunted
Haunted by a monster i can't fight back
I tried to
Multiple times
Everyday
But it won't go away
And i'm tired of fighting for feeling like a normal person
When i'm not
I have so many marks on my body
I did that to myself
People will always think i'm crazy
Because all they see is that i made myself bleed
That i cutted into my own flesh
But they will never see why i did it
Beacuse i don't want to be here anymore
I never wanted to be here
Not the way i am
Not the way i feel
I'm never happy
I just push away my sadness
Cause i can't fight it
I ruined my life in only 13 years
I'll never be able to feel how i once felt
I'll always know how sad i was
I'll never forget this feeling
It'll probably never go away anyways
Why do i still stay
Why do people want me to stay when everyday is a toture for me
When just existing is so hard
My soul hurts
I feel so dark
I wish i never lived
I want to be free

"Don't worry baby,

you'll be free soon"



All comments from YouTube:

isabella 43

the comment section is like a town full of sad citizens. i hope we’ll all feel better soon. but as of now, this song is everything we cant say.

Adrian Amado

4 years

Ed S.

I hope youre in a better state of mind, i hope youre feeling the love you deserve and care you felt you never had, and if not, its gonna be okay and youll see those emotions felt soon its going to be better it will be

Bit smaller Then expected

What if I’m not ok

brokenrecord _

It'll never get better

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isidora korda

"if they really wanted
to see you they’d come, but they won’t"
hits way too close to home

v3xing

fr

linksey

Same here. I've been distancing myself from my friends. No "how are you's" or asking to hang out. So I'm just disappearing out of their lives slowly.

Snowy Owl

Like my closest friends, and other people who were around me when I was popular, when I went to hospital dying and needing a serious titanium inplant. No one came

Dani A

I’ve said this so many times. I have huge arguments with people and then I realize, I’m wasting my breath. If they wanted to be with you they would. If they loved you, they would tell you. But they aren’t, and they don’t. And I’m tired of begging for it

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