Wishing I could take back all that I've said
Regretting past actions and wishing for the ability to change them.

Leaving all your messages on read
Ignoring communication attempts and not acknowledging the sender's efforts.

And I know that it's different now
Acknowledging a change in the current situation compared to the past.

But I wish that we were closer again
Expressing a desire to rekindle a closer relationship that has been lost.

Didn't think it'd be this bad, missing what we had
Realizing the impact of losing something that was taken for granted in the past.

You can see all of the damage, driving me mad
Feeling frustrated and anxious due to the visible aftermath of the situation.

Know that it's different now, but I want it bad
Acknowledging the difference in the current situation but still wanting the past situation back.

Am I asking for too much? Too much
Questioning whether the desire for the past situation is unreasonable or unrealistic.

Sometimes I wonder where you are at night
Expressing curiosity and concern about the other person's whereabouts and activities.

When you disappear and leave my sight
Feeling abandoned or neglected when the other person is not present.

But this time, girl, I'm not tired yet
Having the energy to persist and continue despite previous fatigue or frustration.

So I'll run until I reach the end
Determined to persevere and reach a resolution or closure.

Girl, I'm tired of picking your side and shit
Expressing frustration and exhaustion from always having to support and defend the other person.

You got me tied up, hoping I die to this
Feeling trapped and suffocated by the other person's actions and words, causing emotional pain.

I can't decide on whether I'm into it
Feeling confused about the mixed feelings towards the other person and the current situation.

Don't even know if I like that we're intimate
Uncertain about the level of intimacy in the relationship and the emotions and consequences that come with it.

I don't really want an answer, baby, nah
Preferring to not receive an explanation or response from the other person.

I don't really wanna talk to you, baby, nah
Avoiding communication and interaction with the other person.

Leave me alone
Requesting space and privacy from the other person.

Hope you can jump back to when you weren't cold
Wishing for a return to a warmer, more affectionate state in the relationship.

I'm in LA with the gang, where you at now?
Asserting independence and enjoying the company of others instead of solely focusing on the other person.

I got too many enemies, I'll never let my back down
Being cautious and vigilant in a potentially hostile environment or situation.

I don't want love or attention
Rejecting the need for emotional attachment or the desire for the other person's affection.

Please get out of my mentions
Requesting the other person to not contact or interact with them.

Tired of picking your side and shit
Expressing frustration and exhaustion from always having to support and defend the other person.

You got me tied up, hoping I die to this
Feeling trapped and suffocated by the other person's actions and words, causing emotional pain.

I can't decide on whether I'm into it
Feeling confused about the mixed feelings towards the other person and the current situation.

Don't even know if I like that we're intimate
Uncertain about the level of intimacy in the relationship and the emotions and consequences that come with it.