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AdriAnne Lenker Lyrics

Staring down the barrel of the hot sun
Feeling overwhelmed by the heat and brightness of the sun

Shining with the sheen of a shotgun (shot gun)
Glimmering like a gun that has just been polished

Carol has a little if we need some
Carol has some resources that we could use if necessary

Joa has a ride, if we wanna come
Joa has a car that we could use to travel

Hanging your jeans with a clothes pin
Drying your jeans by hanging them with a clip

Skin still wet, still on my skin
Feeling someone's wet skin still touching one's own skin

Mango in your mouth, juice dripping
Eating a mango that is so juicy that juice is dripping from one's mouth

Shoulder of your shirt sleeve slipping
The shoulder of one's shirt coming down slightly, revealing one's skin

Christmas eve with your mother and sis
Spending Christmas Eve with a partner's mother and sister

Don't wanna fight but your mother insists
Trying to avoid an argument, but the partner's mother is provoking it

Dog's white teeth slice right into my fist
Getting bitten by a dog, with its white teeth making contact with one's fist

Drive to the E.R and you put me on risk
Going to the emergency room, but the partner's driving is dangerous and puts one at risk

Grocery store list, now you get pissed
Getting angry about the grocery store list

Unchecked calls and messages
Not responding to calls and messages

I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy
Not wanting to be someone's unrealistic ideal

I just wanna be a part of your family
Wanting to fit in with someone's family

And I don't wanna talk about anything
Not wanting to engage in conversation

I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Desiring to kiss the partner's eyes

Wanna witness your eyes looking
Wanting to see the partner's eyes as they look at something

I don't wanna talk about anyone
Not wanting to gossip or discuss other people

I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Wanting to rest in the partner's car while they are driving

Lay on your lap when I'm crying
Wanting the partner to comfort one when crying by lying on their lap

Circle of pine and red oak
Being surrounded by trees of pine and red oak

Circle of moss and fire smoke
Being surrounded by moss and smoke from a fire

Fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke
Noticing how a ceiling fan looks like a wheel spoke

Push the clutch in and I pull the choke
Adjusting the gears and carburetor on a vehicle

Wanna listen to the sound of you blinking
Wanting to hear the partner's eyes blinking

Wanna listen your to hands soothe
Wanting to hear the partner's hands as they soothe something

Listen to your heart beating
Wanting to hear the sound of the partner's heartbeat

Listen to the way you move
Wanting to hear the sound of the partner moving

Ordering the stars in Heaven
Trying to make order out of chaos

Hurling salt in the sea
Doing something pointless that won't make a difference

Dragging a new-born mountain
Trying to accomplish an impossible feat

Didn't you believe in me?
Questioning whether the person ever had faith in oneself

You held me the whole way through
Feeling supported through a difficult time

When I couldn't say the words like you
Being unable to express oneself as well as the partner can

I was scared, Indigo, but I wanted too
Feeling fear but still wanting to take a risk