Sleep
Azure Ray Lyrics

Fill these spaces up with days
It feels like an eternity since I last saw you, so I try to keep busy filling the time with mundane activities.

In my room you can go you can stay
You can come and go in my life, but I'll always have this space held just for you.

I can't sleep I can't speak to you
I'm so overwhelmed with emotions that I can't rest or even find the words to express how I feel.

Now these years locked in my drawer
Memories of us are stored away, as I'm not ready to revisit them just yet.

I'll open to see just to be sure
I'm hesitant to confront the past, but I might eventually look back to make sure it was real.

I can't sleep I can't speak to you
The thought of conversing with you is too overwhelming, and it keeps me up at night.

And so I'm reaching out for the one
I'm trying to move on and find someone new to love, but deep down I know it won't be the same.

And so I've learned the meaning of the sun
Through my struggles, I've discovered the power of light and positivity, as represented by the sun.

And all this like a message comes
Life has a way of sending me subtle hints and messages about what I need to do or how I need to feel.

To shift my point of view
These moments of clarity help me step back and see things from a new perspective.

I'm watching through my own light
I'm seeing things in a new way, filtered through my own experiences and emotions.

As it tints the shade of you
These new insights are influencing how I view our past together, adding or changing the colors of our memories.

Hold my wine hold it in
I'm holding onto a sense of control, and not letting my emotions spill out into my present moment.

Nobody's lost but nobody wins
We both suffered from our past mistakes or choices, and no one necessarily came out ahead.