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I'm Not an Angel
Halestorm Lyrics


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You made a mistake
On the day that you met me and lost your way
You saw all the signs
But you let it go
You closed your eyes
I should of told you to leave
'Cause I knew all the time you couldn't handle me
But you're hard to resist
When you're on your knees
Begging me

I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you when it's hurting me
I don't have wings
To fly with me won't be easy
'Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel

Hate being that wall
That you hit when you feel like you gave it all
I keep taking the blame
When we both know that I'll never change

I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you when it's hurting me
I don't have wings
To fly with me won't be easy
'Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel

I wasn't always this way
I used to be the one with the halo
But that disappeared when I had my first taste
And fell from grace
It left me in this place
I'm starting to think maybe you like it

I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you when it's hurting me
I don't have wings
To fly with me won't be easy
'Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel

I'm not an angel [Repeat: x4]

Overall Meaning

In "I'm Not an Angel," Halestorm presents the image of a troubled and broken individual who warns a new partner that they can't handle her. The song asserts that the singer is not an angel and that though she wants to be loved, she will inevitably hurt whoever tries to get too close. Though recognizing the harmful effect she has, she doesn't seem to have the ability to stop or change it. The song is full of self-loathing and self-awareness as the singer takes responsibility for pushing those who love her away. Her realization of this hurtful pattern is conveyed through the lyric "I wasn't always this way, I used to be the one with the halo, but that disappeared when I had my first taste and fell from grace."


From the first verse, the singer admits that she realizes the pitfalls and ramifications of her persona. Nevertheless, she derives pleasure from having power and control over her partner, acknowledging that she's trying to tear them down. She also amplifies that she is incapable of changing ("we both know that I'll never change") and appears to be both apologetic and powerless. The chorus is a declaration that she is not an "angel," making it difficult to be with her. However, the idea of being an "angel" is multidimensional and doesn't necessarily connote heaven and good. The song infers that an "angel" can also signify a person who is perfect or incapable of doing any wrong. The singer, however, acknowledges that she is capable of doing wrong and can be manipulative and hurtful.


In conclusion, the song can be interpreted as an anthem for those who have been through a difficult time and are aware that, as a result, it's challenging to connect with or love someone fully. Through brutally honest self-reflections, the singer warns the individual that she's not perfect and that her innate nature will be difficult to cope with. Despite confessing to the negative power she'll wield, the singer is invariably asking her partner to choose her, hoping that the person sees that she is worth the pain.


Line by Line Meaning

You made a mistake
The singer is blaming the addressee for the troubles they're currently facing.


On the day that you met me and lost your way
The singer thinks that the addressee's decision to be with them was misguided.


You saw all the signs
The addressee was warned about the singer's true nature.


But you let it go
Despite the warnings, the addressee still decided to be with the artist.


You closed your eyes
The addressee chose to ignore the red flags about the artist's character.


I should of told you to leave
The singer regrets not being more upfront with the addressee about their unsuitability for a romantic relationship.


'Cause I knew all the time you couldn't handle me
The singer claims to have known all along that the addressee wouldn't be able to deal with their true nature.


But you're hard to resist
Despite being warned, the artist finds the addressee's attraction to them irresistible.


When you're on your knees
The artist enjoys the power they hold over the addressee in a submissive position.


Begging me
The artist relishes in the addressee's pleading for attention and affection.


I'll tear you down
The singer will intentionally hurt the addressee.


I'll make you bleed eternally
The pain the artist causes will be long-lasting.


Can't help myself
The singer is unable to control their desire to hurt others, even if it means hurting themselves in the process.


From hurting you when it's hurting me
The singer is willing to let themselves suffer in order to cause pain to others.


I don't have wings
The singer is not a good, virtuous person.


To fly with me won't be easy
Being with the artist will be difficult due to their true nature.


'Cause I'm not an angel
The artist is admitting they're not a good person.


Hate being that wall
The singer doesn't like being the obstacle that others hit upon.


That you hit when you feel like you gave it all
The addressee feels like they've tried really hard to make things work but the singer didn't reciprocate.


I keep taking the blame
The artist keeps blaming themselves for the failed relationship despite knowing that it's not entirely their fault.


When we both know that I'll never change
Both the artist and the addressee know that the artist is incapable of changing their nature.


I wasn't always this way
The artist didn't start out being a bad person.


I used to be the one with the halo
The singer used to be a good, virtuous person.


But that disappeared when I had my first taste
The artist became corrupted after experiencing something new.


And fell from grace
The singer lost their virtuous status after becoming corrupted.


It left me in this place
The corruption left the singer in a bad state of mind.


I'm starting to think maybe you like it
The singer thinks that the addressee enjoys the negative attention they're given.


I'm not an angel [Repeat: x4]
The artist reiterates their unsuitability for a virtuous romantic relationship.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Spirit Music Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: ELIZABETH MAE HALE, KARA ELIZABETH DIOGUARDI, MARTI FREDRICKSON, HOWARD M BENSON

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Captain Cap

Lyrics of this masterpiece:


You made a mistake
On the day that you met me
And lost your way
You saw all the signs
But you let it go
You closed your eyes

I shoulda told you to leave
Cause I knew all the time you couldn't handle me
But you're hard to resist
When you're on your knees
Begging me


I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed
Eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you
When it's hurting me
I don't have wings
So flying with me won't be easy
Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel

Hate being that wall
That you hit
When you feel like you gave it all
I keep taking the blame
When we both know that I'll never change

I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed
Eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you
When it's hurting me
I don't have wings
So flying with me won't be easy
Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel


I wasn't always this way
I used to be the one with the halo
But that disappeared when I had my first taste
And fell from grace
It left me
In this place

Well I'm starting to think
Maybe you like it

I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed
Eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you
When it's hurting me
I don't have wings
So flying with me won't be easy
Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel
(Yeah)
(Yeah)
I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel



All comments from YouTube:

Chris Monvel

What makes Halestorm so wonderful is that you don't need to be man or woman to feel related with the lyrics

Ethan Viktor

How true

linamorganafan

facts ❤

Olaf Elsberry

That's nothing but the truth, I love Halestorm exactly for that reason.

Natalja.

describes me in my dark scary nights and i blamed myself for things i didnt do but now this song made me realize putting myself first for once isnt selfish

Wveth

I had the same epiphany recently. Good for you.

Olaf Elsberry

You’re right my friend it’s selfless.

Captain Cap

Lyrics of this masterpiece:


You made a mistake
On the day that you met me
And lost your way
You saw all the signs
But you let it go
You closed your eyes

I shoulda told you to leave
Cause I knew all the time you couldn't handle me
But you're hard to resist
When you're on your knees
Begging me


I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed
Eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you
When it's hurting me
I don't have wings
So flying with me won't be easy
Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel

Hate being that wall
That you hit
When you feel like you gave it all
I keep taking the blame
When we both know that I'll never change

I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed
Eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you
When it's hurting me
I don't have wings
So flying with me won't be easy
Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel


I wasn't always this way
I used to be the one with the halo
But that disappeared when I had my first taste
And fell from grace
It left me
In this place

Well I'm starting to think
Maybe you like it

I'll tear you down
I'll make you bleed
Eternally
Can't help myself
From hurting you
When it's hurting me
I don't have wings
So flying with me won't be easy
Cause I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel
(Yeah)
(Yeah)
I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel
I'm not an angel

star girl

This song got me through some dark times.

Olaf Elsberry

As it should sister, because of this song I've learned to inbrase the darkness.

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