I Hate Myself for Loving You
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts Lyrics

Midnight, gettin' uptight. Where are you?
It's midnight and I'm anxious because you said you'd meet me, but it's already quarter to two and you're not here yet.

You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two. I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you.
You promised to meet me, but it's getting late and I feel pathetic for still wanting you even though you're not keeping your promise.

Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talkin' in town. I turn my back and you're messin' around. I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown.
People are talking about how you're fooling around behind my back, and even though I'm not the jealous type, I don't want to look like a fool.

I think of you every night and day. You took my heart, then you took my pride away.
You're always on my mind, and not only did you break my heart, but you've also taken my self-respect.

I hate myself for loving you. Can't break free from the things that you do. I want to walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you.
I hate how much I love you, and even though I want to move on, I keep coming back to you and your destructive behavior.

Daylight, spent the night without you. But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do. I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through.
I spent the night alone without you, but I still dream about the love we shared. Even though you put me through hell, I won't remain angry forever.

Hey, man, bet you can treat me right. You just don't know what you was missin' last night. I want to see your face and say forget it just from spite.
I'm looking for someone who will treat me better than you did, and you don't realize what you're missing out on. I want to confront you and tell you to forget about me out of spite.