December
Neck Deep Lyrics

Stumbled around the block a thousand times
I have been walking in circles aimlessly, lost and unsure of what to do.

You missed every call that I had tried
You ignored all my attempts to reach out, leaving me feeling alone and hopeless.

So now I'm giving up
I have decided to stop trying because it's clear that you don't care about me.

A heartbreak in mid December
This feeling of pain and sadness is happening at a time of year that's typically associated with happiness and joy.

You don't give a fuck
You have no concern for my feelings or my wellbeing.

You never remember me
I am easily forgettable to you and my presence in your life seems insignificant.

While you're pulling on his jeans
You're getting intimate with someone else, while I am left behind, feeling lonely.

Getting lost in the big city
You're distracted by the allure of being in a bustling city, while I am left behind, feeling forgotten and insignificant.

I was looking out our window
I am reminiscing about the moments we spent together, where we looked out of our shared window, in a simpler time.

Watching all the cars go
I am nostalgically watchig everyday moments in life, such as cars passing outside the window.

Wondering if I'll see Chicago
I am contemplating about the possibility of travelling or running away from this feeling of unrequited love.

Or a sunset on the west coast
I am imagining a possible escape to a different place, far from the hopelessness that's tied to the place and the person who let me down.

Or will I die in the cold
I am mentally in a very vulnerable state and the rejection feels debilitating and all-encompassing.

Feeling blue and alone
I am overcome with sadness and loneliness.

I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo
I am at a stage where I am questioning if the person who has caused me so much pain will ever really understand how hurtful their actions have been.

I hope you get your ball room floor
I still hold out hope that you get everything you wish for in terms of material possessions and comforts.

Your perfect house with rose red doors
I hope you get your dream home, of your precise choosing and desires.

I'm the last thing you'd remember
I am no longer significant enough in your life to be remembered in the future.

It's been a long lonely December
'December' represents the period of time when they were together and how it has been difficult for him all month/year.

I wish I'd known that less is more
I am contemplating about what things would have been like had I been more self-aware and ideologically sound in the relationship.

But I was passed out on the floor
I was either too drunk or too hurt to see what was really going on in the relationship leading to the breakup.

That's the last thing I remember
I am reflecting on how painful the ending of the relationship was, and how the memories of the final moments still haunt me.

Cast me aside to show yourself in a better light
You completely disregarded my feelings to make yourself look good and appear attractive in the present.

I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright
The grief of the breakup has been unbearable for me, however, you do not seem phased and seem to easily move on with your life.

But I'm sure you'll take his hand
I understand that you have already moved on with someone else who seemingly makes you happy.

I hope he's better than I ever could have been
I hope the new partner is better than me and can make you happier than I ever could.

My mistakes were not intentions this is a list of my confessions I couldn't say
There are things that I never got to say, possibly out of pride or fear, considering my words as prideful or withholding my feelings out of the hope for change.

Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me
I am currently experiencing a deep and debilitating pain that feels all-consuming and never-ending.

I miss your face
I am missing the person I was in love with and longing for their presence again.

There's so many things that I should have said
There are many things that remain unsaid or unaddressed, either because of the nature of the relationship or the type of people they were.

A year of suffering, a lesson learned
The past year has been difficult but has taught me many things about relationships and life in general, where I come out more understanding and empathetic to those going through tough situations.

It's been a long lonely December
'December' represents the period of time when they were together and how it has been difficult for him all month/year.