Cynthia's Gone
Venus In Flames Lyrics

Cynthia's gone now
The singer acknowledges that Cynthia has left and is no longer a part of their life.

It's time to move on
Despite Cynthia's absence, the singer recognizes that it is time to move forward and let go of the past.

But I feel like I'm stuck here to the ground
The singer is struggling to move on from Cynthia and is feeling emotionally stuck and paralyzed.

Maybe she's waiting
The artist entertains the possibility that Cynthia may still be waiting for them, either physically or emotionally.

And I'm hesitating
Despite the potential opportunity to reach out to Cynthia, the artist is still uncertain and hesitant about making contact.

I wonder if I should pick up the phone
The singer is considering the idea of reaching out to Cynthia by phone, but is still not sure if it's the right decision.

I feel like I am fading
The emotional weight of Cynthia's absence is causing the singer to feel as though they are losing themselves or their sense of identity.

I've lost my holy ground
The artist's emotional stability and sense of security have been disrupted due to Cynthia's absence.

Maybe there's a chance that the lost will be found
Despite their doubts and uncertainty, the artist still holds onto the hope that they may be able to reconnect with Cynthia in the future.

The girl in the park grabs
The artist encounters a girl in the park who strikes an emotional chord with them.

Me by the heart
The girl in the park resonates deeply with the singer's emotions, pulling at their heartstrings.

She makes me feel sick and I'm falling apart
Despite the connection the artist feels with the girl in the park, her presence also causes them to feel physically and emotionally unwell.

But maybe it's good to
Despite the discomfort brought on by the girl in the park, the singer recognizes that there may be something important to gain from the experience.

Take a good look
The singer suggests that it may be valuable to examine their emotions and reflect on their past experiences.

And remember the picture
The singer suggests that revisiting old memories and photos may help them make sense of their emotions and experiences.

When I feel smart
The artist implies that their emotional intelligence is contingent upon revisiting old experiences and reflecting on their feelings.

When she is around
The artist acknowledges that Cynthia's presence in their life had a significant impact on their emotions.

She turns
Cynthia's presence and its impact on the singer's emotions is transformative and powerful.

My world upside down
Cynthia's presence in the singer's life completely altered their perspective and sense of self.

And I am
The impact of Cynthia's absence is so significant that the artist's emotions are shifted and changed.

Hitting the ground
The artist experiences a significant emotional blow as a result of Cynthia's absence.

Whenever she is down
The artist's emotional state is closely tied to Cynthia, especially when she is struggling.

And baby it's real
The emotions the singer feels about Cynthia and her absence are deep and authentic.

Whatever that means
The artist acknowledges that their emotions may be difficult to fully comprehend or articulate.

But when I pinch my arm
The singer is struggling to accept Cynthia's absence and may be engaging in self-harming behaviors to cope with their pain.

You just disappear
Cynthia's absence is so painful for the singer that they may be dissociating or experiencing delusions in order to cope.