Let You Down
NF Lyrics

It's like we're on the edge right now
Our relationship is on the verge of falling apart

I wish that I could say I'm proud
I wish I could make you happy and proud of me

I'm sorry that I let you down
I'm remorseful for failing you

Let you down
I disappointed you

All these voices in my head get loud
I constantly hear negative thoughts and self-doubt

I wish that I could shut them out
I wish I could silence my inner demons

Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
I acknowledge that I let you down

Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
I'm trying my best not to disappoint you, but I keep failing

It's annoying
My inability to meet your expectations is frustrating for both of us

I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
I want you to understand that I never intended to cause problems for you

But, I guess the more you thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
You were right to be disappointed in me, and I can't argue with that

Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
I'm avoiding confrontation because I feel ashamed

Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
I'm ashamed of my behavior, and I don't want to face you

Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
I worry about making mistakes and letting people down because of my upbringing

Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
You betrayed my trust and made things worse

What else should I carry for you?
I feel burdened and unsupported

I cared for you, but
I wanted to make you happy, but I failed

Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You're not invested in fixing our relationship

You just wanna make this worse
You're more interested in blaming me than resolving our issues

Want me to listen to you
You want me to cater to your needs without taking responsibility for your own actions

But you don't ever hear my words
You don't listen to my side of the story

You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
You're not interested in understanding my pain

Let me guess you want an apology, probably
You expect me to apologize, but you're not willing to forgive me

How can we keep going at a rate like this?
Our relationship is unsustainable

We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
I've come to accept that our relationship is over

Please don't come after me
I need time and space to sort out my feelings

I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
I need to disconnect from the situation and take time for self-reflection

Go ahead, just drink it off
You're using alcohol to numb your emotions

Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
You'll act like everything is okay to avoid confronting our issues

Ain't that what you always do?
You have a tendency to avoid problems instead of dealing with them

I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
Our interactions are negative and draining

What else can I offer you?
I feel like I've given you everything I have and it's not enough

There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
I've exhausted all my resources trying to make our relationship work

Yeah, don't talk down to me
Don't belittle me or my feelings

That's not gonna work now
I won't tolerate disrespect anymore

Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I've physically removed myself from the situation

I don't even wanna go to your house
I want to distance myself from you

Everytime I sit on that couch, I feel like you lecture me
I feel criticized and judged in your presence

Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
If we had communicated better and tried harder, maybe we could have saved our relationship

But I guess that I'm a letdown
My inability to make things work is disappointing

But it's cool, I checked out
I've emotionally detached myself from you and our relationship

Oh, you wanna be friends now?
You're willing to settle for a superficial, non-romantic relationship

Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
I have to pretend I'm okay with being just friends even though I'm still hurting

Sit around and talk about the good times
We'll reminisce about the positive aspects of our relationship despite its downfall

That didn't even happen
We're romanticizing a relationship that was flawed and ultimately unsuccessful

I mean, why are you laughing?
I'm confused as to why you find this situation amusing

Must have missed that joke
I don't understand your sense of humor in this context

Let me see if I can find a reaction
I'm searching for any sympathetic or genuine response from you

I'm sorry
I apologize for my actions and the way our relationship ended

I'm so sorry now
I deeply regret hurting you and contributing to the end of our relationship

That I let you down
I feel guilty and ashamed for not being able to fulfill your expectations