Blasphemous Girl
My Ruin Lyrics

Drunk with sin she sits in her skin,
She is indulging in sinful activities and is drowning herself in it with anger, which is fuelled by the alcohol or other similar substances she consumes.

Filled with anger fuelled by liquor drowns in dreams
Her dreams are now signifying her drowning self, and the liquor she drinks is fueling her anger even more.

With no saviour from the truth none can save her
She doesn't have anyone to save her from the harsh realities, and no one really can!

He is her own personal Jesus and he will not be her last
Her significant other is like a savior to her, and she cannot have anyone else after him.

God wants a piece of her ass
God intends to punish her for her sinful activities, which she continues despite knowing it is wrong.

I am... A blasphemous girl
She is a girl who has offended the religious sentiment of society, which is considered to be blasphemous.

Magnum mouthed I shoot to kill
She is ready to confront anyone who tries to harm her, and she will not hesitate to retaliate.

You murder me with lies and guilt strangle me...
Her trust in someone is broken by his/her lies, and she is strangled by guilt thinking of what she must have done wrong.

With tragic hands
In great distress or sadness.

Stab me... Like a stalker rape me... Like a hero stab me... Like a stalker rape me... And be my hero bless me darling and I will forgive you
She's ready to be in a codependent relationship, where they trade unconventional pleasures, and he is forgiven only after blessing her.

Eloquent and full of grace you speak in tongues
The one she admires is poetical, articulate, and not only fluent in the language they're using but also conveying his thoughts exceptionally well.

Behind my back a dry lung vocal martyr
He is trying to get sympathy, and his tone is full of emotions, but he doesn't show it in front of her.

I will suffer for my lover
She will endure any pain for the person she loves.

I will suffer for his sins
She is willing to take up the responsibility for his wrongful deeds in the eyes of society.

I am suffering for him
She is a victim of his sins as well and is suffering because of it.

Torture me with timelessness
She wants time to move slowly, and every moment spent with him should feel like infinity.

Worship my first with every kiss
Every kiss should make her feel adored with him being her ultimate romantic partner.

Resurrection of my pain drag me down our memory lane
She's brought back to the same tumultuous state of mind whenever she remembers their shared history.

Introduce me to devotion
She wants to be introduced to the concept of unwavering love and devotion.

Leave me numb with no emotion
She wants to be in a state of complete unawareness or ignorance without any particular emotion.

Stars surround you when I feel you
He makes her feel like she's reached new heights of love and grandeur.

You look better when I cannot see...
He looks more attractive when she's not present in his presence.

You honesty...
You and your sincerity

Looks good on you but liar should be your tattoo.
She means that he might be carrying on a façade of being honest with her, whereas in reality, he is not honest.