Lead Existence
King Krule Lyrics
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Live a life, that won't change
For some time
I feel ill, quite strange
I haven't cried for a year
I don't prize myself on my ill health
Its starts turnin
An empty room is now my doom
My past was gone
Well I know this was not what i wanted
My head was clear not in fear of habit
And guilt never took control
And i lost a soul to my blues
A long time ago
A long time ago
In "Lead Existence," King Krule reflects on his current state of being and how it juxtaposes against his past. The opening lines suggest that he is accepting his current circumstances, acknowledging that his life may not change anytime soon. He then reveals that he has been feeling ill, which seems to be a reference to his mental and emotional state. Despite this, he hasn't shed a tear in a year, suggesting that he has become emotionally numb. Krule then clarifies that he does not take pride in his poor health, indicating that he recognizes it is a problem.
The lines "An empty room is now my doom / My past was gone" describe the loneliness and isolation that Krule is feeling. The empty room is a metaphor for his mind, which is devoid of the memories and emotions that once filled it. He then admits that this current situation is not what he wanted, but he has managed to maintain a clear head and avoid falling into negative habits. He doesn't let guilt control him and, despite losing a part of himself to sadness, he has not completely lost his soul. This suggests that hope still lingers within him, and he can overcome his struggles.
Overall, "Lead Existence" conveys the weight of depression and the feeling of being trapped in a stagnant state, but it also hints at the possibility of finding a way out of it. Krule's introspective lyrics and somber voice add to the melancholic tone of the song, making it a standout track in his discography.
Line by Line Meaning
I know I
I am aware of myself and my current situation
Live a life, that won't change
My life has become stagnant and routine
For some time
This feeling has been going on for a while
I feel ill, quite strange
I am experiencing unease and discomfort in my being
I haven't cried for a year
I have not expressed my emotions for a long period of time
I don't prize myself on my ill health
I do not view my current state of being as something admirable or worthy of esteem
Its starts turnin
Things begin to change, albeit not necessarily for the better
An empty room is now my doom
Solitude has become my downfall
My past was gone
I cannot dwell on my past as it no longer exists
Well I know this was not what I wanted
I am aware that my current situation is not what I had envisioned for myself
My head was clear not in fear of habit
I once had a sense of clarity and purpose, not held back by any repetitive patterns or habits
And guilt never took control
I am not weighed down by any feelings of guilt or remorse
And I lost a soul to my blues
My sorrows have taken a toll on my spirit, leaving me in a state of melancholy
A long time ago
This feeling has persisted for an extended period of time
Writer(s): Archie Ivan Marshall Copyright: Chrysalis Music Ltd.
Contributed by Camilla W. Suggest a correction in the comments below.