Antarctica
$UICIDE BOY$ Lyrics


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Lettin' a new day begin
Lettin' a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know

Locked in my room, four black walls
Tie the noose, no recall
No resolve, fuck withdrawal
Rather shoot up 'til I fall
Murder on call with the 59
20 years and it seem like a lifetime
I been hangin' everyday from a lifeline
While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
Smo-smokin' that dope off the foil, let me ball
Hoe please don't call, don't fuck with y'all
Spray paint the walls with blood and whatever
Drag you outside, let you rot in the weather
I don't think I can explain any better
I'm $carecrow the terror, and live for the lesser
My birth was an error

I am the Lord of loneliness
I'll hold my breath
Just spoke with death
He said he hopes for the best
Told him I'm ropin' my neck
Then I woke up chokin' from the hole in my chest
Somehow I manage to function and hope
Everyday got a lump in my throat
That's them pills swallowed whole
Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
End up humpin' they throat
Get the fuck away from me
I hate all of you, faithfully
This world was never made for me
Thankfully I'm trained to see
Past all the lies and righteous sins
I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze





Lettin' a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song "Antarctica" by $UICIDE BOY$ reveal a deep internal struggle with addiction and loneliness, as well as a disconnection from the world around the artist. The opening lines suggest an effort to start fresh with a new day, encouraging the audience to hold onto what they know to move forward. However, the following lyrics depict a bleak existence of being locked in a room with no recollection, struggling with addiction and self-harm. The artist is haunted by thoughts of murder, and feels estranged from those around him who lead normal lives.


The chorus of the song exemplifies the artist's depression and feeling of worthlessness, speaking to his loneliness and hopelessness in his situation. The second verse continues with a reference to suicide, as the artist describes his conversation with death as he contemplates hanging himself. Despite this, he continues to function and cope with pills and sexual escapades, while maintaining a hatred for the society that he feels has rejected him.


Overall, "Antarctica" is a raw and haunting descent into despair, showcasing the power of $UICIDE BOY$'s ability to convey an intense emotional struggle. The imagery of suicide, addiction, loneliness, and disconnection paint a stark picture of the human condition, and serves as a poignant commentary on the darker aspects of society.


Line by Line Meaning

Lettin' a new day begin
Starting anew with a fresh perspective


Lettin' a new day begin
Repeating the previous line for emphasis


Hold to the time that you know
Stick to what you know to be true and trust in it


Locked in my room, four black walls
Feeling trapped and isolated in a small space


Tie the noose, no recall
Preparing to commit suicide without hesitation or second thoughts


No resolve, fuck withdrawal
Giving up on trying to overcome addiction


Rather shoot up 'til I fall
Preferring to keep using drugs until the inevitable end


Murder on call with the 59
Committing murder without hesitation or care


20 years and it seem like a lifetime
Feeling like life has been too long and tiresome


I been hangin' everyday from a lifeline
Feeling like life is hanging by a thread


While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
Feeling resentful towards those who live a normal, privileged life


Smo-smokin' that dope off the foil, let me ball
Using drugs to escape reality and feel powerful


Hoe please don't call, don't fuck with y'all
Pushing away anyone who cares about them


Spray paint the walls with blood and whatever
Expressing anger and frustration through destructive behavior


Drag you outside, let you rot in the weather
Showing disregard for human life and dignity


I don't think I can explain any better
Feeling like no one understands their pain and suffering


I'm $carecrow the terror, and live for the lesser
Embracing their dark and violent side


My birth was an error
Feeling like their existence is a mistake


I am the Lord of loneliness
Embracing their isolation and loneliness as a defining characteristic


I'll hold my breath
Contemplating suicide by holding their breath


Just spoke with death
Feeling close to death and embracing it


He said he hopes for the best
Even death wishes them well


Told him I'm ropin' my neck
Explaining their plan to commit suicide by hanging


Then I woke up chokin' from the hole in my chest
Having nightmares or panic attacks about death and suicide


Somehow I manage to function and hope
Finding the strength to keep going despite their pain and despair


Everyday got a lump in my throat
Feeling a constant sense of sadness and despair


That's them pills swallowed whole
Using drugs to cope with their pain


Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
Escaping their problems through sex and drugs


End up humpin' they throat
Objectifying women and using them for their own pleasure


Get the fuck away from me
Pushing people away due to fear and mistrust


I hate all of you, faithfully
Feeling anger and resentment towards everyone


This world was never made for me
Feeling like they don't belong in this world


Thankfully I'm trained to see
Acknowledging their unique perspective on life


Past all the lies and righteous sins
Seeing through the hypocrisy and falsehoods of society


I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze
Embracing their violent tendencies and contemplating suicide


Lettin' a new day begin
Repeating the opening line to symbolize the cyclical nature of their struggles


Hold to the time that you know
Repeating the final line to reiterate the importance of staying true to oneself




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Aristos Petrou, Scott Arceneaux

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@trash-gang

I miss those days 😎

@byMDRM

yooo trash gang

@ChateauNoir_

me too 😕

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@Ohmuhgud

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@CUFBOYS

the nostalgia gets me rock hard

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Whatcu mean by that? 🤨🧐

@truegs88

Damn yall really see this as nostalgic? Its still to early for me. Guess im just old

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