Shrine
$igil Lyrics

I grew up from the ground now I stand
I have overcome challenges and developed into a stronger person.

Now I got a lot of jewels
I have acquired wealth and success.

In the grip inside my hands
I have control over my own destiny.

You don't know me, you don't know who I am
You have no understanding of my true identity and character.

You're looking in the eyes of a dead man
You are encountering someone who has lost their sense of purpose and vitality.

I take, my time
I proceed at my own pace.

I'm killing this shit while my mission divine
I am dominating and excelling in my endeavors with a purposeful mission.

I slip in and out of my mind
I frequently experience moments of introspection and self-reflection.

Wishing I wasn't here wish I knew why
I often ponder the meaning of my existence and question my purpose.

But I know why I'm here and what I will find
Despite my doubts, I am aware of my purpose and the eventual outcome of my journey.

I sit in the shrine, I'm lit up with light
I find solace and enlightenment in a sacred space within my mind.

With a shift of my mind I'm missing my sight
By altering my mindset, I am unable to perceive reality clearly.

Slowly I'll drift out of what is called life
Gradually, I will detach myself from conventional existence.

So gifted inside, don't know what it's like
I possess exceptional abilities within me, yet I struggle to understand their full implications.

To be in this world it is not of my type
I do not feel like I belong in this world or conform to its norms.

So I'm cutting my ties and I'm ready to die
I am severing my connections with this world and embracing the idea of death.

Steady in search of the source of the light
I am unwaveringly seeking the origin of enlightenment and inner illumination.

And all I can find that it's in my mind
I have discovered that true enlightenment originates within my own thoughts and consciousness.

I hit rewind, it's me I'm blind
I reflect on past experiences, realizing my own ignorance and lack of insight.

Way before my time my aura shined
Even before my existence, my presence radiated a powerful energy.

It's still in my bloodline
My extraordinary qualities are inherited through generations.

I got this just one time
I possess this unique opportunity and ability for a limited duration.

Bust a rhyme to blow dust off your mind
I use my poetic skills to challenge and expand other people's thinking.

Then I'm done I'm off to get mine
After sharing my message, I focus on pursuing my personal goals and success.

All of these offerings up to the sky
I present my sacrifices and contributions to a higher power or entity above.

They cut off my wings now they tell me to fly
Others have hindered my potential and now expect me to overcome those limitations.

I am not lost, but you can not find
I may not have a clear direction, but you are incapable of understanding me fully.

Its $-i-g-i-l with a dollar sign
My identity is represented by the name $igil, emphasizing the significance of money and material success.

I lost my fucking mind
I have completely lost control of my thoughts and emotions.

And I don't even want it back
I have no desire to regain my sanity or previous state of mind.

Omen X, Three Eyes
Referring to a mystical or supernatural identity associated with signs and visions.

Found myself on another track
I have discovered a new path or direction in life.

Found with myself with another rack
I have acquired more wealth and material possessions.

I don't even know what happened
I am unable to comprehend or explain the events that have transpired.

Once the music get to moving
When the music begins, it sets a certain energy or pace.

Then there ain't no going backwards
Once things are set in motion, there is no possibility of reverting or returning to a previous state.

Please don't ask me what's my status
I prefer not to disclose or discuss my current situation or condition.

Just know that I'll be alright
Understand that I will manage and overcome any challenges or difficulties.

So I sleep with a blade tonight
I take precautions and arm myself during vulnerable moments.

While I open up my mind
Simultaneously, I explore and expand my thoughts and consciousness.

Everybody always talking down but it don't
Despite negative criticism and discouragement from others,

Matter cause I'm always going up
It doesn't affect me because I am consistently progressing and improving.

And I don't need to give
I do not feel compelled to provide

A reason to a heathen
Justification or explanation to someone who lacks belief or understanding.

People always come and go and come back
Individuals frequently enter and exit my life, only to return later.

Like the seasons, but OmenXI I I
Similar to the cyclical nature of seasons, my presence remains constant.

Stay the same if I'm breathing, true shit
As long as I am alive, my true essence and authenticity remain unchanged.