Gorgeous
[LAW] Lyrics

laughter 磖ound here -and I can磘 find the well
The atmosphere is jovial, but I feel lost and uneasy.

something has happened and now I磎 insecure
I've experienced something that's made me feel uncertain and self-doubting.

and downstairs the pain grows I will loose control
There's something triggering me, making me lose my grip on reality and succumb to the pain.

I smell her armpits but I do need her soul
I'm physically attracted to her, but it's her essence and inner being that I desire.

I could be so generous, but now itç£ó time to die
I'm capable of kindness, but I know that everything will soon come to an end.

no one could help her and no one will hear her cries
She's alone and helpless, and her pleas for aid will not be answered.

and I live to save her from me
I'm driven to protect her from my own destructive impulses.

I磍l keep her so precious and I磎 her god tonight
She's incredibly valuable and meaningful to me, and I'll worship and cherish her for the night.

then I磍l be calm and patient, will only take the night
Once she's in my arms, I'll be composed and disciplined, and our time together will be limited.

no one could help her I know it and no one hears her cries
I'm aware that she's completely alone and helpless, and that her desperate screams will be in vain.

and I live to save her from
My purpose is to shield her from harm.

I exist to protect her from me
I'm here to prevent myself from causing her any damage.

now there she lies in bed and I磎 the one who will find her itç£ó time to go
She's lying motionless in bed, and I know that it's time for me to leave.

that f**kin blade in my hand will bless her and take her higher
The weapon I'm holding will be the instrument of her transcendence, lifting her into a higher realm.

sheç£ó gorgeous and all I see is blood on the ground
Despite her beauty, all that remains in my mind is the image of her blood on the floor.

I磎 feeling dizzy - I think my time is out
My head is spinning, and I suspect that my time is running out.

blessed for that she did fool me
I'm grateful for the way she deceived me, as it enabled us to be together.

and now itç£ó time for me to say goodbye to her
The moment has come for me to bid her farewell.

I hear the laughter around me
I'm surrounded by mirth and glee.

and I can磘 find the well something has happened and now I磎 insecure
Despite the pleasant surroundings, I'm feeling increasingly unsure and vulnerable.

and I live to protect her from
My raison d'être is to keep her safe from harm.

what the f**k was going wrong
I'm bewildered as to how everything went so wrong.