Meltdown
[LOUD SOUND] Nicolas Hannig feat. Ghostpoet Lyrics

I was hesitant at first
Initially unsure and indecisive

Thinking it ain't the right time
Believing that the timing is not appropriate

Egg shell hearts just cracked
Fragile emotions have been shattered

Crying on the train
Expressing sadness and grief in a public setting

Fearful of the facts
Being scared of the truth

The sorrows and the morals
The pain and the values

And the Chinatown whispers that would Obviously be muttered by the dogs
being aware of gossip and rumors that are spreading like wildfire

Now compassion I don't lack
Having empathy and compassion

Just heart filled with runner beans
Having a light and healthy heart

And feet like in running shoes
Ready to move forward and make progress

And yes it was just you and me
Having a personal and intimate connection with someone

Just fly
Taking a leap of faith and proceed with positivity

Trap doors are bound
Being in a situation with no escape

No turning round
No possibility of retreat

Set course for the rocks mate, chin up
Facing reality with courage and resilience

Watch us sink without a sound
Failing quietly, without any fanfare

I think we're on the meltdown
Realizing that things are going downhill

I feel it in my bones, you know
Intuitively sensing that something is wrong

I don't feel right
Experiencing discomfort and unease

So now I'm second guessing yes and no
Feeling indecisive and unsure

Blood pumps regular
Having a normal heartbeat

But skin feels icy cold
Feeling cold and numb on the surface

And flights old, are melting with the past
Memories and experiences that no longer have relevance

So it won't be forever then
Understanding that situations are temporary

I can't do forever friends
Not being able to maintain a close friendship indefinitely

Cause something in my character just takes a hold
Being prevented from commitment due to personal traits and beliefs

And throws me out the car
Being forced to abandon or give up on a venture

Maybe if I looked afar
Considering other options or viewpoints

I could stop the catastrophe
Hoping to avoid a disastrous outcome

But you and me weren't meant to be
Realizing that a relationship was not meant to happen

And someone somewhere knew it from the start
Believing that fate or higher powers were involved

Now it's love that soaks my heart
Being filled with love and caring emotions

I contemplate the dark
Thinking about negative outcomes

And superglue the memories and better days
Holding onto positive memories and experiences

The times that made you laugh
Recalling happy moments and memories

I don't mean to disappoint and tear apart
Not intending to hurt or upset others

But baby it's my heart
Making a difficult decision based on personal emotions

This time I got to follow it
Choosing to prioritize personal feelings and emotions