A Roman Love I
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I heard that you're fine
I have been told that you are doing well.

That's what you tell me all the time
You frequently assure me that everything is okay.

I don't know if I'm fine
I am uncertain about my own well-being.

But I'm happy if you're happy and I save my wishes for you sometimes
My joy depends on your happiness, and I often reserve my hopes for your sake.

(Like all the time)
In fact, this is a constant aspect of my feelings.

And I think maybe I'm in love with my friend, I shouldn't be anymore
I realize that I might have romantic feelings for my friend, which I believe I should no longer entertain.

It's funny and it's cute until I'm crying on my knees on the floor
What seems light-hearted and sweet turns painful, leaving me emotionally broken.

And I can't believe I turned out a cliché
I am surprised that my situation has become a stereotype in love stories.

I'm feeling mushy all the time like bad paper mâché
I am constantly experiencing overwhelming emotions, akin to a fragile and poorly crafted art piece.

I still
Despite everything, I remain steadfast.

I still
My feelings endure.

I still love you though
I continue to have love for you regardless of the circumstances.

I still love you though
My affection persists despite the challenges.

But should I
Yet, I question whether I should feel this way.

Should I
Am I right in having these feelings?

Shit I don't really know
Honestly, I am confused about my emotions.

I don't really know
I am genuinely uncertain.

I swear when we danced this thread got all tangled
I promise that in moments of joy, our connection became complicated.

We tripped and fell into a dream and made a home
We stumbled into a beautiful fantasy that felt like our safe haven.

But I'm still bound and you are pulling the rope
I feel trapped in this situation, and your actions are influencing my constraints.

I doubt you're trying but it is invisible
I question whether you're making an effort, as the signs are subtle.

I wonder if you think about it sometimes
I ponder whether you reflect on our relationship occasionally.

And what you did when you had me
I contemplate your actions when we were closer.

(And what you did when you had me)
I question your behavior during our time together.

I wonder if you ever miss me sometimes
I often think if you ever long for my presence.

And what you did when you had me
I'm curious about your behavior during our relationship.

(And what you did when you had me)
I reflect on your actions when we were intimate.

I still
Even now, my feelings remain.

I still
My emotional state persists.

I still love you though
I continue to care for you deeply.

I still love you though
My affection endures despite everything.

But should I
Yet, I question if this love is appropriate.

Should I
Am I justified in continuing to feel this way?

Shit I don't really know
Honestly, I am lost in my thoughts.

I don't really know
I am truly uncertain about my feelings.

But sometimes I can't take this anymore
At times, the emotional burden becomes overwhelming.

You left claw marks, I want more
Your impact has left deep emotional scars, and I crave a deeper connection.

Guess they went deeper than we thought
It seems those emotional wounds are more profound than we realized.

And I know it hurts me
I acknowledge that this situation causes me pain.

So what am I supposed to do
I am left wondering about the best course of action.

It's all fun and games
Initially, everything seemed light-hearted and enjoyable.

"Oh, we're just playing," "we're adults"
We brushed off the seriousness of our feelings, treating it as a game.

Until we switch up the lanes
However, things changed drastically and unexpectedly.

But, I still
Despite these shifts, my feelings persist.

I still love you
I remain devoted to you in spite of the challenges.

I still, I still, I still
My affection is unwavering and continues to echo within me.

I still love you
Ultimately, my love for you remains strong.