All My Sorrows
[unknown] Lyrics

I'm looking at the way you fucking looking at me funny
I notice the judgment in the way you stare at me with contempt

Your words will break my bones
The hurtful things you say can have a profound impact on my emotional well-being

But my presence leave you bloody
Despite the damage your words may cause, I have the ability to retaliate and leave you wounded in return

In my head they said it all my ex friends think I'm under death shrouds
In my mind, I hear the voices of my former friends who believe I am consumed by darkness and headed towards destruction

Im just overdosing suicide and meth clouds
I am numbing myself with self-destructive behaviors like drug use and contemplating suicide to escape the pain

I'm a cycling degenerate
I am trapped in a cycle of destructive behavior and moral decay

Got Pockets full of death
I carry the weight and consequences of my actions, which may lead to death

A stuntin overlord the stars destroyed
I portray an image of power and dominance, but internally I am broken and affected by the destructive nature of the universe

A world that's overdosed on meth
The world I exist in is engulfed in a metaphorical state of chaos, pain, and addiction

Im telepathic chillin on the roof I'm smoking black nats
In my altered state of mind, I believe I have supernatural abilities and find solace in smoking a specific type of cigarette

Catching hair in my eyes feeling like a cheap mask
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated, as if I'm hiding behind a false persona that reveals its flaws

My minds an existential life crisis strands of
My thoughts constantly delve into existential crises and uncertainties about the meaning of life

Time that dangle in the afterlife
I perceive time as suspended or uncertain in the realm beyond death

Paradise won't paralyze
Despite seeking an escape or idealized paradise, it will not numb or remove my pain

The demons
The internal struggles and torment I face

Put one through my head
I contemplate suicide, considering taking my own life

I'm sick of fucking stress
I am tired of constantly being overwhelmed by stress and its negative impact on my well-being

Bitch when the stars are destroyed
At the point of destruction in the universe, I will be with my friends who understand and share my pain

I'll be with my boys
I will be among my close companions who relate to my struggles and experiences

We roast in the flames of our pain and the hurt While we silently mutter for more
We find solace in the shared experiences of suffering, willingly immersing ourselves in the fire of our pain, secretly craving for more

Our eyes inside out
Metaphorically, our emotions and vulnerabilities are exposed for all to see

We can see thru the floor
We possess a deeper perception and understanding of the hidden truths and underlying realities

Trapping myself in this hell
I am willingly imprisoning myself in a state of torment and despair

Beneath the boards
Symbolically, I am trapped beneath the surface, unable to escape the torment of my mind

But I am still ready to score
Despite my circumstances, I am determined to achieve personal victories and successes

Let the planets collide
Metaphorically, I embrace chaos and destruction, as it aligns with my internal turmoil

On top of my spine
The impact of destruction and chaos is felt intensely, affecting my core being

When the fire subsided
Once the chaos and destruction calm down, I realize how much I desire and crave for more intense experiences

I cried out for more
I express my inner longing for heightened emotions and an escape from my current state

A radiant caster
I emit a powerful and captivating aura or presence

The master drug packer
I am skilled at handling and distributing drugs efficiently

Flack jacket surrounded by bullets
I am constantly under attack and facing danger in my environment

Lead poisoning
Metaphorically, the negative influences and toxic experiences have poisoned my mind

Borrowing years on my life
My reckless and self-destructive lifestyle is shortening my lifespan

Lightning striking my hands
I have a dangerous and unpredictable power that can cause harm to myself and others

Making me do a dance
This power or influence forces me to act in ways that I may not want or choose

Put fuck boys in a trance
I have the ability to manipulate and control others, particularly those who are reckless and unaware

But they get no second chance
Despite my influence, those who have wronged me or betrayed me will not receive forgiveness or redemption

At life
They will face the consequences of their actions throughout their lives

Puking through all of the strife
I am overwhelmed and disgusted by the difficulties and conflicts in life

End all my days with a stained fucking knife
I contemplate and envision ending my life in a gruesome manner, filled with pain and violence

Unknown trying everything once (Err)
I am willing to experiment with various experiences and actions, even if they may lead to negative consequences (represented by 'Err')

Poppin Molly in my cup
I consume drugs such as MDMA to alter my state of mind and escape reality temporarily

Puttin mud up in my blunt
I mix illicit substances, such as marijuana, with potentially harmful or impure materials

Yung smoke flippin packs making bucks
I engage in the illegal sale of drugs, profiting from these activities as a means to sustain myself financially

Oh fuck I'm coming up
I am experiencing the euphoric effects of the drugs I have consumed, feeling a surge of intense emotions

The demon possessing my mind
I feel controlled and haunted by a malevolent force within my own thoughts and consciousness

Keeps me awake at night
The presence of this demonic force torments and prevents me from finding peace or rest

See the Unknown corpse in the street light
In moments of clarity, I catch a glimpse of the dark and lifeless version of myself illuminated in the harsh street light

Had to put the noose around my neck before I slit my wrist twice
I have contemplated and attempted suicide multiple times, considering various methods to end my own life

Woke up lookin for the dope pipe
Upon waking up, I immediately seek out drugs as a means to escape reality and cope with my internal struggles

Blak$moke lookin like an ash cloud
As I smoke drugs (represented by the term 'Blak$moke'), it creates an image or cloud of darkness and decay

Dabbed out
I am heavily intoxicated or under the influence of drugs, particularly marijuana concentrates (dabs)

Smashing back
I consume drugs rapidly and excessively, often in an attempt to intensify their effects

Packs
Referring to drug packages, representing the continuous involvement in and reliance on drug distribution

No slack
I am constantly engaged in my drug-related activities and business, without any leniency or rest

Hellboy
I adopt a persona or nickname associated with darkness, pain, and chaos (referring to the fictional character 'Hellboy')

Painted all black
Symbolically, I present myself as covered in darkness, both outwardly and inwardly

Lungs bled
The harmful effects of the drugs I consume are damaging my respiratory system

Browned out
I am intoxicated to the point of unconsciousness or near-death experience

RED HE REDY always fucking for the clout
I constantly seek validation, attention, and a sense of significance by engaging in reckless and attention-seeking behavior

No wonder how I don't make a sound when I'm creepin in the cut with my head down
Given my secretive and introverted nature, it's not surprising that I remain silent and elusive when observing my surroundings intently

Munchin on clowns
Metaphorically, I take pleasure in the suffering or downfall of those who mock or underestimate me

Belt around my neck
A symbolic representation of my desire for self-destruction and the contemplation of suicide

Putting fuck bois in the ground
I take pleasure in defeating or overpowering those who have wronged or disrespected me

One step from the cript and I drown
I am perpetually on the edge of succumbing to my own darkness and destruction, feeling the constant threat of being overwhelmed and consumed by it

No I've become a monster
I recognize that I have transformed into a cruel and destructive entity

I'm going back in the well where I belong
I feel that my proper place is within the depths of darkness and despair, retreating into a state of self-inflicted suffering