Animal
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Had some hang ups that I'm losing
I’ve been burdened by personal issues that I’m finally letting go.

Life is starting, life is blooming
My existence is entering a new and flourishing phase.

Got me thinking life don't have to be a pretty movie
I realize that life doesn't need to be perfect or idealized.

Someday have a Jaiden type, not the rapper, animator type
I aspire to find someone like Jaiden, not just a typical artist, but someone with depth.

Talented and caring type
I seek a partner who is both skilled and compassionate.

But I'm off the clock, so I'm off till then
For now, I’m stepping back and waiting for the right time to pursue that connection.

I'll let you ruin my life
I’m willing to risk my well-being for your presence in my life.

No fine print
There are no hidden conditions or caveats in this commitment.

You're worth my self esteem
I value you so much that I’m willing to sacrifice my self-worth for the relationship.

I am your mannequin
I am here to be shaped and molded by your desires, like a mannequin for clothing.

Ruin me
I invite you to take control, even if it leads to my downfall.

I'll let you ruin my life
I will continue to allow you to affect my life, regardless of the consequences.

No fine print
Again, my intentions are clear and without deceit.

You're worth my self esteem
Your value to me surpasses even my best interests.

I am your mannequin
Once more, I submit to your influence, ready to be altered by you.

Ruin me
I continue to express my openness to the chaos you bring to my life.

You're worth it
Despite the risks, I believe you are deserving of this vulnerability.

Life ain't a script
Life is spontaneous and unpredictable, not a predetermined narrative.

Life ain't a script
Emphasizing again that we must navigate our existence without a guide.

Life ain't a script
Reiterating the point about the organic, unscripted nature of our lives.

Why am I tryna' be a pretty boy type, all the parents love me type
I question why I feel the need to conform to an idealized image that is universally accepted.

Packing me a lunch though I'm not theirs type, not tryna eat 2 meals at a time
I feel out of place receiving care that isn’t mine, and I don't want to overindulge.

I'll keep my manners, keep my graces, still say thanks for having me here
I will remain polite and respectful, expressing gratitude for being included.

But I'm still and I'm not changing, this the learning time of year
Despite my adherence to good behavior, I recognize that I am evolving during this formative period.

Must be my raising, be my upbringing, parents too polite for their own good
My upbringing has instilled values in me, possibly making me overly considerate.

Not tryna be rude, not tryna' be a bitch, but how I are's bad for my mood
I don't want to offend anyone, but my efforts to please are negatively impacting my happiness.

Got me an itch, okay I got five, keep you guessing which is which
I have various desires or issues I want to address, but I'm not revealing them easily.

I'm tryna make art, not tryna make kitsch, paper's the quilt, my words are the stitch
I aspire to create genuine art rather than superficial creations; my thoughts intertwine like fabric.

Okay, cool it, I'm on it, you got it, that's my life story, I gave you the plan
I’m ready to take action, and I’ve laid everything out about my life and intentions.

We're the same age, we want the same things, so let's quit the stallin' 'fore I empty the tank
Since we share similar goals and desires, let’s stop delaying our journey before I run out of patience.

I'll let you ruin my life
I repeat my willingness to risk everything for a chance with you.

No fine print
Clarifying that there are no catches in my readiness to accept the chaos of this relationship.

You're worth my self esteem
I am reaffirming that your value justifies my sacrifices.

I am your mannequin
Revisiting the theme of submission to your desires, showcasing my readiness for influence.

Ruin me
I consistently invite your disruption into my life.