Venus
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You see I first felt death as a very little kid those bloody bloody nightmares I wish I had hid
I experienced death early on in life through vivid, horrific nightmares that I wished I could forget.

you can see beauty being close to evil
There is a certain allure to that which is dangerous or wicked, and it can be mistaken for beauty.

I saw venus de milo twisted like a twisted brain was it hate or was her love insane?
I witnessed the statue of Venus de Milo contorted in a manner reminiscent of a warped mind. I wondered if her expression could be interpreted as either hateful or madly loving.

now they're gone but I remain I'm just like her now, I'm just like her, I'm just like
The people who once surrounded me are long gone, but I find myself becoming more and more like Venus de Milo.

she pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the death trap only took 3 times
Venus de Milo, or the idea of her, drew me into a trap that would ultimately lead to my destruction. It only took three encounters for me to fall completely.

in her head so psychotic, neurotic breakdown I stood and laughed as the body fell down
Venus de Milo's behavior was so erratic and unhinged that I watched as someone died and couldn't help but laugh.

pulling wings off little birds smashing, remembering
I remember ripping wings off of small birds and crushing them, and I find the memory comforting in some perverse way.

thinking of the scene when I woke I was screaming no one could understand where the truth was I was the only one, I was the jealous one
I have nightmares about my past actions and wake up screaming. No one can understand the depth of my jealousy and the truth behind my twisted thoughts and actions.

the lone was out, I was alone all bu myself, I was damned no home my parents murdered everything thrown away
I am completely alone and abandoned, with no family or home. My parents were killed and everything I once had was taken away from me.

life is such a game and I'm not really sure I wanna play I'm a bad seed I have a damaged brain there's no way back only death will heal me
Life is a game but I feel no desire to continue playing. I am a lost cause with a damaged mind, and I feel that death is the only thing that can truly heal me.