Как и зачем
Корабельные сосны Lyrics
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будет тошно от себя, задавленного сытой скукой.
я так хочу, чтобы слова не врали, но правда
застывает льдом на связках, и я не издаю ни звука.
недостаточно чувствовать и видеть:
случайные картины оседают в голове безликим пеплом,
который не собрать назад в форму, накатывает отчаяние,
она рассеялась, не оставив шанса, и путь один:
мы можем пытаться воскресить,
овеществить её только вывернув себя,
крича как можно громче.
я перекрикиваю грохот колёс,
только чтобы не выдать своих сомнений.
я перекрикиваю гул ветра,
только чтобы не выдать сомнений.
These lyrics from the song "Как и зачем" by корабельные сосны capture feelings of inner turmoil and the struggle to express oneself honestly. The first paragraph speaks of the difficulty of openly discussing one's worries and anxieties without any pretense. The person feels overwhelmed by a sense of boredom and suffocation, yearning for words that speak the truth. However, the truth remains frozen and silent, unable to be vocalized.
The second paragraph suggests that merely feeling and seeing are not enough to truly understand and navigate life. Random images settle in the mind like faceless ashes, unable to be molded back into shape. This brings about a feeling of despair, as if the singer is responsible for killing beauty. The beauty has dissipated without leaving a chance for revival. The path forward seems clear: to try to resurrect it, one must completely unravel themselves, screaming as loudly as possible.
In the third paragraph, the singer mentions drowning out the noise of the wheels and the wind with their voice. This act serves as a means to conceal their doubts and uncertainties, as if overpowering the external sounds will silence the inner turmoil. By shouting louder, they hope to distract others from questioning their own uncertainties and vulnerabilities.
Overall, these lyrics convey a deep sense of longing for authenticity and truthfulness. The singer wrestles with their own inhibitions and struggles to find a voice for their innermost thoughts and fears. They recognize the need to break free from conformity and societal expectations in order to embrace their own vulnerability and explore the possibility of resurrecting beauty.
Line by Line Meaning
если говорить о своих тревогах открыто без прикрас,
If we speak openly and honestly about our worries without pretense,
будет тошно от себя, задавленного сытой скукой.
We will feel sick of ourselves, suffocated by boredom.
я так хочу, чтобы слова не врали, но правда
I so much want words to be truthful, but the truth
застывает льдом на связках, и я не издаю ни звука.
Freezes like ice on the bonds, and I can't make a sound.
недостаточно чувствовать и видеть:
It is not enough to feel and see:
случайные картины оседают в голове безликим пеплом,
Random images settle in my mind like faceless ashes,
который не собрать назад в форму, накатывает отчаяние,
Which cannot be gathered back into shape, it brings despair,
как будто именно я в ответе, я убил красоту.
As if I am to blame, I have killed beauty.
она рассеялась, не оставив шанса, и путь один:
It scattered, leaving no chance, and there is only one path:
мы можем пытаться воскресить,
We can try to resurrect it,
овеществить её только вывернув себя,
To materialize it, we need to turn ourselves inside out,
крича как можно громче.
Screaming as loud as possible.
я перекрикиваю грохот колёс,
I shout over the roar of wheels,
только чтобы не выдать своих сомнений.
Just to hide my doubts.
я перекрикиваю гул ветра,
I shout over the roar of the wind,
только чтобы не выдать сомнений.
Just to hide my doubts.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Игорь Вайман
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