Death of Me
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I should have seen those signs all around me
I missed the signs of danger that were all around me

But I was comfortable inside these wounds
I was used to the pain and found comfort in it

So go ahead and take another piece of me, now
You can keep hurting me, go ahead and take more from me

While we all bow down to you
Everyone around me is submitting to your control

You tear me down
You break me apart and make me feel worthless

And then you pick me up
But then you offer me hope and lift me up

You take it all
You demand everything from me

And still it's not enough
Even when I give you everything, you're still not satisfied

You try to tell me
You promise me

You can heal me
That you can fix all my problems

But I'm still bleeding
But I'm still hurting despite your promises

And you'll be the death of me
Your actions will be the cause of my eventual demise

How can you end my affliction
How can you cure me of my pain

If you're the sickness and I'm the cure'
If you're the problem and I'm the solution

Too long I've faked this addiction
I've been pretending to enjoy this situation for too long

Another sacrifice to make us pure
Another painful sacrifice to make things right between us

I won't forget
I will always remember

I cannot forget this
I cannot erase this memory from my mind

I'll never forget this
This memory will be with me forever

You know I can never prove this solution
I know that I can't prove that things will get better

You aren't the one that I thought you were
You've shown me that you're not the person I believed you to be

And so I learn to embrace this illusion
So I've decided to accept this false sense of reality

The line that separates
The line that divides us

It starts to blur
It begins to fade away