Cocaine
♥Nomy Lyrics

You are in pain
You are suffering and in emotional distress

Take your life, take your life with cocaine
You believe cocaine will relieve your pain and give you a way out

But I am who I am
I have my own unique identity

So I do what I can, when I can
I try my best to cope and make things better in my own way

But I can't really do a damn thing
My efforts may not be enough to solve the root of the problem

So fine this day
You feel good and relieved for the moment

All your problems has gone away
Cocaine seems to have made all your problems disappear

But tomorrow, when you wake up
The temporary relief is short-lived

All your problems are back to stay
Your problems are still there, waiting for you

Your life, a game
You perceive your life as a game, and you want to turn it up with cocaine

Turn it up, turn it up with cocaine
You believe cocaine will enhance your life and make it more exciting

And everytime that you live is a time when you feel
You only feel alive when you're high on cocaine

And the only time you heal
You believe cocaine is the only way to heal your pain

Tell me what it is
You want to know what the problem is that you and others have in common

And it would never be like this
If you knew what the problem was, you could find a solution and things would be different

A problem that we have in common
You believe there is a common issue that you and others are struggling with

Baby tell me what it is
You are desperate to find out what the problem is and how to solve it

It probably doesn't mean a piss
Even if you find out what the problem is, you doubt it will make a difference

Yeah rip my heart apart
You feel emotionally torn and overwhelmed

Now it's too late, too late to live
You feel like it's too late to turn your life around

Only heaven loves you now
You feel hopeless and alone, but you believe in some kind of higher power

So love it back for once
You want to show some kind of gratitude or appreciation for the good things in your life

And my conscience killing me
You feel guilty and ashamed of your actions and choices

So am I alive
You question whether or not you are truly living

But I'm not free
You feel trapped and restricted by your addiction

And for all of you that can relate to this too
You acknowledge that others may be able to understand what you're going through

White snow
You are referring to cocaine as 'white snow'

I know
You are familiar with the effects of cocaine

You're on a place where I just can't go
You acknowledge that you cannot follow someone down the path of addiction without hurting yourself

But I hope you do remember
You still care about the person who is struggling with addiction

Your snow doesn't warm you in december
You are warning the person that their addiction will not bring them any real happiness or warmth in the long run