First Love
♫ Adele Lyrics
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Despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind
Please wear the face, the one where you smile
Because you lighten up my heart when I start to cry
Forgive me first love, but I'm tired
I need to get away to feel again
Try to understand why, don't get so close to change my mind
Simply, it's tiring
This love has dried up and stayed behind
And if I stay I'll be alive
Then choke on words I'd always hide
Excuse me first love, but we're through
I need to taste the kiss from someone new
Forgive me first love, but I'm too tired
I'm bored to say the least and I, I lack desire
Forgive me first love, forgive me first love, forgive me first love
Forgive me first love forgive me, forgive me first love, forgive me first love
The lyrics of Adele's First Love explore the theme of growing out of a love that was once intense and all-consuming. The singer admits to her partner that she is tired and needs to get away to regain her energy and feel alive again. She looks back on the relationship with nostalgia, acknowledging the happy moments that they shared together, but she also feels suffocated and weighed down by the past. Moreover, she advises her partner not to try to change her mind or make her feel guilty about her decision to move on.
One could interpret the line "so little to say but so much time" as meaning that the singer has run out of things to say to her partner. Despite occupying the same space, they seem to have drifted apart and lost the connection that they once shared. However, even though the singer's mouth is empty, words are still racing through her mind. She is conflicted about ending things but ultimately knows that it's the right decision.
The chorus repeats the phrase "forgive me first love" three times. It's as if Adele is asking for permission to move on and start over with someone new. She wants to experience the thrill of a first love again, rather than staying stuck in a stagnant relationship. The overall message of the song seems to be that it's okay to let go of the past and embrace new possibilities, even if it means hurting someone you care about.
Line by Line Meaning
So little to say but so much time
I have a lot on my mind, but it's hard to articulate my feelings.
Despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind
Although I may be quiet, I have a lot of thoughts and emotions.
Please wear the face, the one where you smile
I appreciate when you are happy and positive, it helps me feel better.
Because you lighten up my heart when I start to cry
Your smile and presence makes me feel better, especially when I am upset.
Forgive me first love, but I'm tired
I apologize to my first love, but I am exhausted from trying to make this relationship work.
I need to get away to feel again
I need space to rekindle my emotions and rediscover my feelings.
Try to understand why, don't get so close to change my mind
Please be patient and give me space to figure things out, I don't want to be swayed by your presence.
Please wipe that look out of your eyes, it's bribing me to doubt myself
Your expression makes me feel guilty and unsure of myself, please try to be more understanding.
This love has dried up and stayed behind
Our relationship has lost its passion and has become stagnant.
And if I stay I'll be alive
If I continue with this relationship, I will only survive, but not thrive.
Then choke on words I'd always hide
I am afraid to express myself and would rather suffer in silence.
Excuse me first love, but we're through
I apologize to my first love, but our relationship is over.
I need to taste the kiss from someone new
I feel the need to explore and experience new relationships.
Forgive me first love, but I'm too tired
I apologize again, but I am exhausted from trying to make this work.
I'm bored to say the least and I, I lack desire
I am disinterested and lack any desire to continue with this relationship.
Forgive me first love, forgive me first love, forgive me first love
I apologize and ask for forgiveness, but I need to move on from this relationship.
Forgive me first love forgive me, forgive me first love, forgive me first love
I am sorry for hurting you, but it's time to move on and explore new opportunities.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: ADELE LAURIE BLUE ADKINS
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