今夜このまま
あいみょん Lyrics

苦いようで甘いようなこの泡に
My feelings are like the bubbles in this drink. They are contradictory - bitter yet sweet. Just like how the bubbles burst, so do my emotions.

くぐらせる想いが弾ける
My suppressed feelings burst forth as I drink this cocktail. Like how it overflows, my emotions can no longer be contained.

体は言う事を聞かない
My body doesn't obey my wishes, it moves on its own. It's like I have no control over it.

「いかないで」って 走ってゆければいいのに
I wish I could run away and escape from everything. If only someone could hold me back and stop me from leaving.

広いようで狭いようなこの場所は
This place seems spacious yet confined, like there's no room for me to move freely. It feels like I'm trapped here.

言いたい事も喉に詰まる
I have so much to say, but I can't voice my feelings. They are stuck within me, like a weight bearing down on my throat.

体が帰りたいと嘆く
My body aches to leave this place, to return home. It sighs and complains in protest.

「いかないで」って 叫んでくれる人がいればなぁ
If only someone could shout, 'don't leave,' and make me feel wanted. I long to be needed by someone.

抜け出せない 抜けきれない
I'm trapped and I can't escape this situation. It's like no matter how hard I try, I'm stuck here.

よくある話じゃ終われない
This isn't just a common story - it's deeper than that. It's complicated, and it won't end easily.

簡単に冷める気もないから
I won't just lose interest easily. This is how I truly feel, and I can't change it easily.

とりあえずアレ下さい
For now, just give me something - anything - to distract me from these feelings. I need temporary relief.

消えない想いは 軽く火照らせて飛ばして
My never-ending emotions burn inside me, and I want to release them. I wish to let them out like heat and let them fly away.

指先から始まる何かに期待して
I'm hoping for something - anything - that I can start from my fingertips. I want something new to happen in my life.

泳いでく 溺れてく
I'm swimming and drowning in these emotions. They're overwhelming, like I'm losing control.

今夜はこのまま 泡の中で眠れたらなぁ
I wish to sleep inside the bubble's foam tonight. To be enveloped and protected by this warm, cozy feeling.

だんだん息もできなくなって
I'm slowly losing my breath, and I feel suffocated. Everything around me is becoming blurry and unclear.

心の壁も穴だらけで
My heart's barrier is riddled with holes. It's like everything can get inside, and I can't protect myself anymore.

制御不能 結構不幸?
I'm out of control, and I feel lost. Am I unhappy because of this, or is it something else?

自暴自棄です
I'm giving in to despair and self-destruction. I'm feeling hopeless and powerless, like I can't do anything right.

そんなに多くはいらないから
I don't need a lot to be happy. Something small, something simple, would be enough to fulfill me.

幸せの横棒ひとつくらいで
I just need one line of happiness to complete my life. Something that could change everything and make me happy.

満たされたい 満たしてみたい
I want to be satisfied and to satisfy someone else. I wish to give something back and be appreciated for it.

乱されたい 会いたい いつかの誰かに
I want to be disturbed and challenged. I want to meet someone someday who understands me and makes me feel alive.

やるせない やりきれない
I'm restless and can't settle down. I want to find a way out but can't seem to achieve anything.

言えない想いは 軽く飲み込んで 隠しちゃって
I'm hiding and swallowing down these emotions that I can't voice out. They're buried deep down inside me, and I can't let them out.

鼻の先に取り付いた本音に油断して
I'm letting my innermost feelings take charge, even though they're dangerous. I'm not cautious enough, and it's going to cause a lot of problems.

抱かれてく 騙されてく
I'm being held and deceived by these emotions. I'm letting them take over me, and I can't change anything anymore.

今夜の夜風に 吹かれながら 揺れながら
I want to be blown away by the wind tonight, to sway and move with it. I wish to lose control and be free.

ねぇ もう 帰ろう 帰ろう
Hey, let's go home. I'm ready to leave this place and move on.

影も もう ねぇ 薄くなって
Even my shadow is disappearing, like I'm becoming less and less of a person each day. I want to hold onto something and not let go.

結局 味のない 味気のない 夜が眠る
In the end, this night is meaningless and uneventful. There's nothing left to do except sleep and forget it ever happened.

癒えない想いが 加速するばかりなんだ
These unhealed emotions are growing and multiplying, and I can't stop them. They're becoming stronger and harder to contain.

止められない
I can't stop myself from feeling this way. It's like a force beyond me is controlling my emotions.

放たれてく 夜になる
As night falls, I'm letting go of my emotions. I'm releasing them and allowing myself to be vulnerable.

私はこのまま ah
I'm staying like this, forever. I'm not going to change what I feel, no matter how hard I try.

誰かの腕の中で 甘い夢を見ながら
I want to fall asleep in somebody's arms, dreaming sweet dreams. It's like I just need someone to hold me and make me feel better.

眠れたらなぁ
If only I could sleep peacefully like that. If only I could find comfort in someone's embrace and finally let go of these emotions.