吾亦紅
すぎもとまさと Lyrics


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マッチを擦れば おろしが吹いて
線香がやけに つき難(にく)い
さらさら揺れる 吾亦紅
ふと あなたの 吐息のようで...
盆の休みに 帰れなかった
俺の杜撰(ずさん)さ 嘆いているか
あなたに あなたに 謝りたくて
仕事に名を借りた ご無沙汰
あなたに あなたに 謝りたくて
山裾の秋 ひとり逢いに来た
ただ あなたに 謝りたくて

小さな町に 嫁いで生きて
ここしか知らない 人だった...
それでも母を 生き切った
俺、あなたが 羨ましいよ...
今はいとこが 住んでる家に
昔みたいに 灯りがともる
あなたは あなたは 家族も遠く
気強く寂しさを 堪えた
あなたの あなたの
見せない疵(きず)が
身に沁みて行く やっと手が届く
ばか野郎と なじってくれよ
親のことなど 気遣う暇に
後で恥じない 自分を生きろ
あなたの あなたの 形見の言葉
守れた試しさえ ないけど
あなたに あなたに
威張ってみたい
来月で俺 離婚するんだよ
そう、はじめて 自分を生きる
あなたに あなたに
見ていて欲しい




髪に白髪が 混じり始めても
俺、死ぬまで あなたの子供...

Overall Meaning

The song 吾亦紅 by すぎもとまさと, which roughly translates to "Red Spider Lily," is about a man who is haunted by memories of a lost love as he reflects on his life. The first stanza talks about the red spider lily, which is often associated with death and rebirth, and relates it to the woman he loved. He longs to apologize for his past mistakes and make amends. The second stanza delves into his regret of staying behind to work and not being able to go back home during the Bon holiday. He wishes to apologize to her in person and hopes to meet her during the autumn season. He also comments on his envy of her life because she was able to live her life fully despite her unfavorable circumstances.


The third stanza talks about his admiration for her strength and resilience. Although she was far away from her family, she was able to bear the loneliness and find a new family. He sympathetically reflects on her struggles, and it makes him want to reach out to her and make amends. The fourth stanza continues with his desire to make up for his past actions and earn her forgiveness. He acknowledges that he was once an immature and insensitive person, but he wants to be a better person and live his life without regrets. He wants to be bold and fight for his own happiness even if it means leaving behind his old life.


In summary, the song beautifully captures the emotions of regret, longing, and hope. It speaks to anyone who has ever lost someone they loved and yearn to make things right. It conveys the message that true growth and healing can come from taking responsibility for past mistakes and striving to be a better person.


Line by Line Meaning

マッチを擦れば おろしが吹いて
If I strike a match, sparks fly


線香がやけに つき難(にく)い
Incense burns slowly


さらさら揺れる 吾亦紅
The white flower trembles


ふと あなたの 吐息のようで...
As if it were your sigh...


盆の休みに 帰れなかった
I couldn't come back during Obon holiday


俺の杜撰(ずさん)さ 嘆いているか
Are you lamenting my carelessness?


あなたに あなたに 謝りたくて
I want to apologize to you, only to you


仕事に名を借りた ご無沙汰
I used work as an excuse for not contacting you


山裾の秋 ひとり逢いに来た
I came to meet you alone in the early autumn at the foot of the mountain


ただ あなたに 謝りたくて
I just want to apologize to you


小さな町に 嫁いで生きて
Living as a wife in a small town


ここしか知らない 人だった...
I only knew people here...


それでも母を 生き切った
Even so, I lived through losing my mother


俺、あなたが 羨ましいよ...
I envy you...


今はいとこが 住んでる家に
Now, my cousin lives in the house


昔みたいに 灯りがともる
Lights are shining like they used to


あなたは あなたは 家族も遠く
You, yes you, even your family is far away


気強く寂しさを 堪えた
You bravely endured loneliness


あなたの あなたの 見せない疵(きず)が
Your hidden scars


身に沁みて行く やっと手が届く
They penetrate me; finally, I can reach them


ばか野郎と なじってくれよ
Please scold this idiot


親のことなど 気遣う暇に
Rather than being anxious about your parents


後で恥じない 自分を生きろ
Live without shame later on


あなたの あなたの 形見の言葉
Your keepsake words


守れた試しさえ ないけど
I don't even have a trace of proof that I kept them


あなたに あなたに
To you, only to you


威張ってみたい
I want to boast


来月で俺 離婚するんだよ
I'm getting a divorce next month


そう、はじめて 自分を生きる
Yes, for the first time, I'll live for myself


あなたに あなたに
To you, only to you


見ていて欲しい
I want you to watch


髪に白髪が 混じり始めても
Even though gray hair is starting to mix in with my hair


俺、死ぬまで あなたの子供...
I'll be your child until I die...




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: ちあき哲也

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