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ずっと真夜中でいいのに。 Lyrics

曖昧な解決 どう足掻いても
No matter how much I struggle, the solution remains ambiguous

単純問題解答ならば
If it were a simple problem, there would be an answer

表 裏 使い切って
Using both sides until exhausted

遠ざかる練習 繰り返すの
Repeating practices that keep moving further away

会いたいは有限 壊さないように
Longing to meet is limited, so I try not to break it

確かめてしまう癖を
The habit of wanting to confirm everything

嫌がらないで もう助けてよ
Please don't get upset, and just help me again

また スパイラルに絡まる
Once again, entangled in a spiral

もう 君どころじゃないよ
I'm no longer concerned about you

春も消毒も 終わらせたいから
Because I want to end both spring and disinfection

人口知能 使って 引き止めたりしないで
Don't use artificial intelligence to try to hold me back

簡単に正解 ばら撒かないでいてね
Please don't distribute simple answers

泳ぐ必要も 傷も無いのに何故か
For some reason, I feel the need to swim and get hurt

覚えた息継ぎをして
Taking breaths that I've learned

先に溺れるよ それで消し切れるなら
If I can erase everything by drowning first

どこまでも ただ 遠くへ
Just heading further away, no matter where

綺麗事 言うよ 価値を値付けたまま
Saying beautiful words with assigned value

おいでって おいでって おいでって なんで
Why do you keep asking me to come?

明日にはもう 忘れてしまうのに
Even though I'll forget about it by tomorrow

君の欠点ばかり漁って 孤立無援の罠を潜って
Searching only for your flaws, diving into a trap of isolation

深い曹操に自ら溺れて
Drowning willingly in a deep struggle

涼しい顔で笑って そっと涙を零すのなんで
Why do I smile with a calm face while silently shedding tears?

渡りたくないのにどうして
Even though I don't want to cross, why do I?

ずるいよ ずるいよ
It's unfair, it's unfair

痛い痛いの飛んで行けって
Go away with your pain

もういいよ もういいよ
It's fine, it's fine

君の意味になれないなら
If I can't become meaningful to you

上昇気流 奪って 引き止めたりしないで
Don't snatch away the updraft and try to hold me back

簡単に可能性 与えないでいてね
Please don't easily give me possibilities

泳ぐ必要も 傷も無いのに何故か
For some reason, I feel the need to swim and get hurt

覚えた息継ぎをして
Taking breaths that I've learned

先に溺れるよ それで消し切れるなら
If I can erase everything by drowning first

どこまでも ただ 遠くへ
Just heading further away, no matter where

綺麗事 言うよ 価値を値付けたまま
Saying beautiful words with assigned value

おいでって おいでって おいでって なんで
Why do you keep asking me to come?

明日にはもう 忘れてしまうのに
Even though I'll forget about it by tomorrow

何が抗うの 何を憎めるの
What should I resist? What should I hate?

預けないでいてよ
Just don't rely on me

泳ぐ必要も 傷も無いのに何故か
For some reason, I feel the need to swim and get hurt

覚えた息継ぎをして
Taking breaths that I've learned

先に溺れるよ 指で消し切れるなら
If I can erase everything with my fingers by drowning first

どこまでも ただ 遠くへ
Just heading further away, no matter where

綺麗事 言うよ 価値を値付けたまま
Saying beautiful words with assigned value

おいでって おいでって おいでって なんで
Why do you keep asking me to come?

明日にはもう 逃れてしまうのに
Even though I'll escape by tomorrow

当てはまってても 抗っていたいよ
Even if it applies, I want to resist

今宵も水に 溶けてお休み
Tonight, I'll dissolve in the water and rest

罰があってても 振り向かないよ
Even if there's punishment, I won't look back

単純に慎重に 泳いでいたいの
I just want to swim carefully and simply

当てはまってても 争っていたいよ
Even if it applies, I want to fight

今宵も水に 溶けておやすみ
Tonight, I'll dissolve in the water and sleep

泥まみれでも 信じさせてよ
Even if covered in mud, please make me believe

異なる自分を愛していたいの
I want to love my different self