19才
スガシカオ Lyrics
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あなたのキスで もう体も脳も溶けてしまいそう
大キライな ぼく 19才
大キライな ぼく 19才
吐き気がするくらい あなたの心美しいのに
何ひとつできないぼくに どうしてキスしてくれるの?
大キライな 日々 19才
クロアゲハチョウの様に 誇らしい羽根で飛びたい
くだらないって言わないで そんな人生がいいの いいの
汚れてる魂だけを 取り除くのが無理なら
どちらに歩けば それを未来と呼べるのでしょう?
宙ぶらりんな ユメ 19才
宙ぶらりんなウソ19才
クロアゲハチョウになって 誰からも愛されたい
九分九厘ないとしても ほんの一瞬でいいの いいの
大キライな ぼく 19才
大キライな ぼく 19才
クロアゲハチョウの様に 誇らしい羽根で飛びたい
くだらないって言わないで そんな人生がいいの
クロアゲハチョウになって 誰からも愛されたい
九分九厘ないとしても ほんの一瞬でいいの いいの
The lyrics to スガシカオ's song 19才 (19 years old) describe the feelings of the singer, a 19-year-old boy who hates himself and his life. He asks the question of why someone so beautiful would kiss someone so useless and imperfect like him. He also wishes to fly away like a proud swallowtail butterfly, but instead feels stuck and lost in his dream world and lies.
The first verse describes the girl who came to his room and kissed him. It is a metaphor for the poison of love, which has consumed both his body and mind. He hates himself for being so weak and imperfect, while she seems to be pure and beautiful.
In the second verse, the singer expresses his confusion and self-hatred about his inability to do anything. He questions why someone like her would kiss someone like him, as his face and days are full of hate and negativity. He wishes to fly away like a butterfly with beautiful wings, but he feels too dirty and lost to accomplish this goal.
In the chorus, he repeats his self-hatred, wishing to be loved like the butterfly with beautiful wings, regardless of how insignificant he may be. He wants to be accepted and loved unconditionally, even if it's just for a moment.
Overall, the song portrays the feelings of inadequacy and low self-esteem that many teenagers face. The singer wishes to fly away from his problems and find a life free of hate and confusion, but he feels trapped in his own mind and incapable of achieving his dreams.
Line by Line Meaning
唇に毒をぬって ぼくの部屋にきたでしょう?
Did you come to my room with poison on your lips?
あなたのキスで もう体も脳も溶けてしまいそう
Your kiss makes my body and mind feel like they're melting away
大キライな ぼく 19才
I hate myself, 19 years old
大キライな ぼく 19才
I hate myself, 19 years old
吐き気がするくらい あなたの心美しいのに
Even though your heart is so beautiful that it makes me sick
何ひとつできないぼくに どうしてキスしてくれるの?
Why do you kiss me when there's nothing I can do?
大キライな 日々 19才
I hate these days, 19 years old
大キライな 顔 19才
I hate this face, 19 years old
クロアゲハチョウの様に 誇らしい羽根で飛びたい
I want to fly with proud wings like a black swallowtail butterfly
くだらないって言わないで そんな人生がいいの いいの
Don't call it pointless, it's fine to live life like that, it's fine
汚れてる魂だけを 取り除くのが無理なら
If it's impossible to remove only a dirty soul
どちらに歩けば それを未来と呼べるのでしょう?
Which way should I go to call that the future?
宙ぶらりんな ユメ 19才
A dream that's just hanging there, 19 years old
宙ぶらりんなウソ19才
A lie that's just hanging there, 19 years old
クロアゲハチョウになって 誰からも愛されたい
I want to become a black swallowtail butterfly and be loved by everyone
九分九厘ないとしても ほんの一瞬でいいの いいの
Even if it's just for a moment, even if it's only 99%, it's fine, it's fine
大キライな ぼく 19才
I hate myself, 19 years old
大キライな ぼく 19才
I hate myself, 19 years old
クロアゲハチョウの様に 誇らしい羽根で飛びたい
I want to fly with proud wings like a black swallowtail butterfly
くだらないって言わないで そんな人生がいいの
Don't call it pointless, it's fine to live life like that, it's fine
クロアゲハチョウになって 誰からも愛されたい
I want to become a black swallowtail butterfly and be loved by everyone
九分九厘ないとしても ほんの一瞬でいいの いいの
Even if it's just for a moment, even if it's only 99%, it's fine, it's fine
Writer(s): スガ シカオ
Contributed by Lauren N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
おだんご_Odango
曲自体はすごく湿度を感じるのにスガさんの声がドライだからバランス取れててすき
Nao yoshida
おだんご このコメ読んだ瞬間に「あぁ…いい…っ」って意味のわからない声出た。
その音に湿度を感じるあなたの感性素敵。
Saori Takigawa
同じこと思ってました。スガさんの声だから歌がこってりせずに良いなぁって、
青木朋博
一度でも聴いたら頭から離れなくなるメロディー。さすがスガさんです。MVも刺激強すぎです。。。・ω・
地味な女みやび
HOLLICが大好きなんですが、めちゃめちゃ世界観と合ってると思います！
Sun OL
This MV + Suga Shikao's voice = intense nosebleed
DJ Coziness
僕も当時鼻血出しそうになりました😁
カメネコン
19歳最後に聴く曲はこれって決めてました。スガシカオさんみたいなかっこいい大人になれるように20歳も頑張ります！
19歳ありがとう
Casinoslotsymas
me encanta este video y su cancion aun mas
sakurakurosaki08
this is an awesome vid and I think the vid fits the lyrics love it!!!!