Wonderland
ムスタングA.K.A. Lyrics

Since 2017, I’ve been following my dreams
I've been pursuing my goals since 2017

Stuck in wonderland tryna get away from my reality that I’m a loser
Trying to escape my reality of feeling like a failure

I question if this work was even worth it
I'm unsure if all this effort was worth it

I lost all my friends, but I think that I deserve it
I feel responsible for losing my friends

Cause I put in the hours, I put in the time
I worked hard and dedicated a lot of time

I gave it my all, like my life was on the line
I gave it everything I had

You will never understand what I’ve been through
Others can't fully comprehend my experiences

Song after song just to have these people never pay attention to your every move
Continuously working on songs that don't receive the attention they deserve

To your every word
To everything I say in my music

They say you’re gonna make it, but they never care
People say I'll succeed, but they don't care enough to support me

Cause they ain’t buying the songs, and they ain’t liking the pics
Because they're not purchasing my music or liking my social media posts

I am stuck on the past, that’s why I’m throwing this fit
I'm dwelling on the past, which is why I'm upset

I’m losing followers like everyday
I'm losing my audience and support base

Tryna be the hometown hero, have these people screaming my name
Trying to become a local superstar and have people recognize my name

I don’t think I’ll get past all it
I don't believe I'll overcome these obstacles

Writing down these words thinking to myself, they won’t get the half of it
Expressing my emotions through music, knowing others won't fully comprehend them

Let it go
Release my emotions and past frustrations

Let it fall
Let things happen naturally

For five years, you were really strong
I was strong and persistent for five years

The sun glows, and the night falls
The day passes and night comes, symbolizing the passage of time

Maybe I’ve had enough
I'm contemplating giving up

Maybe my time is up
I feel like my time to succeed has passed

Play with thoughts of retirement
Consider stopping my music career

These are my daily thoughts
These are the thoughts that occupy my mind every day

Slipping and losing dreams
Losing sight of my dreams

I know I look okay, but deep down I am splitting at the seams
Even though I might seem fine, I'm actually breaking down inside

Wishing I could go back
Wanting to go back in time

To the way that things were
To a time when things were better and simpler

In perfect harmony, before my life turned into a blur
When everything seemed to be going smoothly before it became chaotic

Time is moving so fast, I’m about to be twenty-one
Time seems to be passing by quickly and I'm reaching a new milestone

Struggle with the fact that I can’t fix the damage that’s done
Being unable to change past mistakes and regrets

Damn
Expressing frustration or disappointment