倖田來未 (Koda Kumi), born November 13, 1982 in Kyoto, Japan, is a female Japan… Read Full Bio ↴倖田來未 (Koda Kumi), born November 13, 1982 in Kyoto, Japan, is a female Japanese solo R&B and pop singer. She is the older sister of singer misono. She had dreamed of becoming a singer ever since she was in elementary school. She was eventually noticed by Avex Trax and began releasing pop music with an urban feel.

After 10 years, she became one of the best-selling artists of the decade and one of the most popular and influential artists in Japan.

Koda officially debuted with the single TAKE BACK in December 2000.
In 2002, after the release of several singles, she released her first studio album affection, which charted at #12.

Some success came her way when she was asked to do the main songs for the video game, "Final Fantasy X-2", with real Emotion/1000の言葉 (1000 words), Koda also provided the voice for the character Lenne in the Japanese version of the game as well as the character, "Yuna's", opening sequence dance via motion capture. The single proved to be a success, debuting at #3 and becoming Koda's first release to enter the top ten. It sold 282,734 copies and became the #24th highest-selling single of 2003. A few weeks later, Koda released her second studio album, grow into one, which debuting at #9.

In 2004, Koda released three more singles before the release of her 3rd studio album, feel my mind which again showed Koda's determinated progress, charting at #7.

From here on, Koda's success increased and her popularity rose with the release of her 11th single, a cover of 1970's anime opening, キューティーハニー, debuted at #4. This single also marked the start of Koda's to be trademark, new style: "ero-kakoii" (or "ero-Kawaii") which roughly translates as: "sexy-cool" or "sexy-cute". Koda's fourth album secret was released in February 2005. The album debuted #3 with 505,600 copie sold, making it the #22 album of 2005.

With Koda's popularity reaching new heights, she held her first live show, "secret ~FIRST CLASS LIMITED LIVE~", (later becoming one of the top 10 selling DVDs in Japan) and released her sixteenth single, Butterfly. Debuting at #2, it became her highest charting single of her career to date and was very well received by the Japanese public. Following this success, she released her first best-of compilation, BEST ~first things~. This is the album which is said to have skyrocketed her career, reaching #1 on the weekly charts and selling 1,207,793 copies, making it the #6 album of the year and the highest selling female album of 2005.

In December 2005, Koda Kumi began her 12 Singles Project in which she released one single each week for twelve consecutive weeks. The first single, you, became Koda's first ever #1 single. Each of the remaining singles from the project charted in the top five of the weekly singles chart. The success of the project was celebrated with the release of Koda's second best-of compilation album BEST ~second session~ which sold over a million copies in just over a week. It became the #2 album of 2006 with 1,768,628 copies sold. During this time, Kumi also won the 47th Nihon Record Taishō (best award prize in Japan) with Butterfly.

Her 30th single, 恋のつぼみ, the first single to be released since the 12 singles project, was released in May 2006 and debuted at #2 with 140,000 copies sold. The track became one of the most downloaded single of the year, with more than 2 millions legal downloads in just a few weeks. After the release of several successful singles, including 4 hot wave (a maxi summer single) and 夢のうた, which had become her #1 and #2 best selling singles with more than 300,000 copies sold, Koda released her fifth studio album, Black Cherry which remained at the #1 position for four weeks, selling more than 1 million copies. By the end of 2006, both BEST ~first things~ & BEST ~second session~ had nearly sold two million copies. Koda Kumi became the highest selling female artist of the year.

In 2007, Koda Kumi released several singles including 愛のうた, which became one of the most sung songs in Karaoke and one of the biggest hits from Koda’s discography. On the December 21st 2007, Koda Kumi became the seventh Japanese female artist to hold a solo concert at Tokyo Dome. During the concert, she celebrated the 7th year anniversary since her debut in front of 35,000 fans. By the end of the year, Kumi became, for the 2nd time running, the highest selling female artist of the year.

In January 2008, during the promotion of her 6th album, Kingdom, Kumi appeared as a guest on TBS radio show, "All Night Nippon". During which Koda mentioned her manager had recently got married and that she had asked her manager, "whether or not they would have children". When her manager replied that they wouldn't for the time being, Koda responded with her opinion that they ought to have children as soon as possible, as, "when women are around 35 years old their amniotic fluids go bad."
The comment was deemed so offensive that many radio shows and newspapers received angry complaints from women around the country. Koda's official website was shut down, along with endorser websites featuring her. Despite the public backlash, the album reached #1 on the Oricon charts for two weeks, selling over 600,000 copies.

4 months later, Koda made a return to the market with Moon Crying. Through the song, Koda expressed her real feelings and her apologies. The song quickly became a success and Koda was able to make a return to performing her songs on TV and radio. Shortly after the release of her 40th single, Koda released the upbeat single TABOO (to become one of the most popular song with her overseas fan-base) as well as the winter ballad single stay with me (which reached 2,000,000 downloads in few weeks) before the release of her 7th album : TRICK, which topped the Oricon Charts at #1 for 2 consecutive weeks.

In 2010, Koda celebrated the 10th anniversary of career beginnings, making it know that she wished to make the year special for her fans, the first project of the year was the release of her 8th album, UNIVERSE, coupled with a best album containing the biggest hits from her 2006~2008 works. During the year, she released several singles, including Lollipop & 好きで、好きで、好きで。, the later became her biggest digital success since 2008. She later released her first cover album, ETERNITY ~Love & Songs~, and held her first Stadium Tour in Summer 2010. In December, 2010, Koda Kumi hold a special concert in Tokyo Dome, for the 2nd time, in order to close the first chapter of her career with her fans.

Koda released her ninth studio album named Dejavu in March 2011. Shortly after its release, the singer started her national tour. Although Koda decided to perform in hall in order to be closer to her fans, this live tour is so far her longest tour to date with 72 dates from April to October.

Koda's 50th single was released August 2011 titled 4 TIMES. It included 4 songs as well as 4 music videos (first time since Summer 2006). The main song of the single is Poppin' love cocktail feat.TEEDA, a summer song produced by the pop rock band BACK-ON. The same year, she released 2 more singles where Koda shows the sexiest image of herself. In November 2011, Koda performed in Singapore for Mnet Asian Music Awards. She was the only Japanese star to perform and won the "Hottest Asian Artist" award. Koda's tenth album album was announced on December for a release in the beginning of 2012. Entitled , JAPONESQUE, the album includes a music video for each song, 17 in total. In the same time, Koda surprised everyone by writing on her official site that she is engaged to Kenji03 from BACK-ON. She announced her wedding by the end of the year. Few days after, Koda also confessed that she was 8 weeks pregnant.

乱反射
倖田來未 Lyrics

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君の忘れたニットに抱かれ
記憶の海漂う
忘れたはずの君の口癖
知らないうちにつぶやいた
涙絞るように抱きしめられ
心乾いてゆくのなぜ抱き締めるの
なぜキスしてるのなぜ
愛してはくれないの

半透明のキス乱反射する心
好きだといえない暗黙のルール
冷たくされてもやさしくされても
こころはただ痛むだけ

はじまりは無くおわりだけある
会うたび抱かれる夜も
二人をつなぐいびつな愛の
かたちと信じているから
キスの途中目をあけたならば
ホントの君がみえそうで
まだ触れていたいの
まだキスしたいのまだ
過去系じゃ愛せないの
半透明のキス乱反射する心
会いたい時会えない暗黙のルール
一人の夜でも二人の夜でも
こころはただきしむだけ

涙絞るように抱きしめられ
心乾いてゆくのなぜ抱き締めるの
なぜキスしてるのなぜ
愛してはくれないの
半透明のキス乱反射する心
好きだといえない暗黙のルール

冷たくされてもやさしくされても
こころはただ痛むだけ

Overall Meaning

In the song "乱反射" by 倖田來未, the lyrics depict a complicated and painful love relationship. The first verse expresses the singer's feelings of being embraced by a forgotten knitted sweater, symbolizing the memories of their past love. The repetition of "口癖" (catchphrase) that the person they loved used to say, suggests that despite moving on, they still unconsciously mutter those words. The singer feels a mixture of emotions as they are tightly held, experiencing both the pain of holding back tears and the confusion of why they are being embraced. They question why they are still kissing and why the person they love doesn't reciprocate their feelings. The transparent kiss reflects the turmoil in their heart, unable to openly express their love due to an unspoken rule.

The second verse explores the cyclical nature of their relationship. It emphasizes that there is no beginning, only an ending, and every time they meet, they find themselves wrapped in each other's arms once again. They believe in the imperfect shape of their love, an uneven connection that binds them together. If they were to open their eyes in the middle of a kiss, they feel as though they might see the true essence of the person, and they still long to touch and continue to kiss them. However, they express that they cannot love in the past tense, indicating a struggle to fully embrace and move on from their past together.

The chorus repeats the imagery of a transparent kiss reflecting a chaotic heart. The singer questions the unspoken rule that prevents them from declaring their love openly, whether they are treated coldly or kindly. Regardless of the situation, their heart only feels pain. The repetition of the lines signifies the ongoing emotional turmoil they experience.

Overall, the lyrics of "乱反射" portray the complexities and struggles of a love that is held back by unspoken rules and the inability to fully express their feelings. The singer yearns for a deeper connection, yet the love remains entangled in past memories and emotions, causing their heart to ache. It is a portrayal of a love that is mired in confusion, longing, and pain.

Line by Line Meaning

君の忘れたニットに抱かれ
Being embraced by the sweater you forgot

記憶の海漂う
Drifting in the sea of memories

忘れたはずの君の口癖
Your forgotten habit

知らないうちにつぶやいた
Unconsciously whispered

涙絞るように抱きしめられ
Tightly embraced, as if squeezing tears

心乾いてゆくのなぜ抱き締めるの
Why do I tighten my embrace as my heart dries up

なぜキスしてるのなぜ
Why am I kissing

愛してはくれないの
Why won't you love me

半透明のキス乱反射する心
A translucent kiss reflects a chaotic heart

好きだといえない暗黙のルール
The implicit rule of not being able to say 'I love you'

冷たくされてもやさしくされても
Whether being treated coldly or kindly