this is is this?
凛として時雨 Lyrics


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僕の喉に向かって
君は何かを突き付けて

伝えたいこともないし
僕は存在しないし

半分嘘に見える
僕だけのかくれんぼを始めた

左手で歌を描いた
海岸線で写した写真をイメージして

君に入り込んでいる
僕を見失っている
this is is this?

半分僕を見せた
君は片手で未来を見ていた

あと少しで満たされてしまうよ
離さないで
君の中の僕はもう要らないよ
満たされて 満たされて
僕はもう壊れてしまった

見たいものなんてもう無いよ
紫に写り込んだ写真にだって届かなくなって

見えるものなんてもう無いよ
あと少しで満たされて
良く似た世界に逃げる場所なんてもう無いよ
満たされて 犯された
僕はもう動けなくなった

あと少しで満たされてしまうよ
君の中の僕はもういらないよ




満たされて 満たされて
僕はもう動けなくなった

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of 凛として時雨's song "this is is this?" depict a sense of detachment and emptiness. The singer feels as though they have nothing to say and do not even exist. They have created a game of hide and seek with themselves, where they are only showing half of who they truly are. The image of drawing a song with their left hand and picturing a photograph of the coastline suggests that they are trying to hold onto something that is slipping away. There is a sense of desperation in their attempt to connect with someone else.


The second half of the song takes a darker turn, with the singer feeling as though they are about to be consumed by someone else. They are begging to not be let go, but at the same time they feel as though they do not belong in the other person's world anymore. They are becoming increasingly isolated and broken, with the final lines suggesting that they are no longer able to move.


Line by Line Meaning

僕の喉に向かって
You are thrusting something at my throat


君は何かを突き付けて
You are holding something to my neck


伝えたいこともないし
I have nothing to tell you


僕は存在しないし
I do not exist


半分嘘に見える
It seems half a lie


僕だけのかくれんぼを始めた
I started a hide-and-seek game just for myself


左手で歌を描いた
I drew a song with my left hand


海岸線で写した写真をイメージして
Imagining a photo I took on the coastline


君に入り込んでいる
I'm getting lost in you


僕を見失っている
You are losing sight of me


this is is this?
This is is this?


半分僕を見せた
I showed half of myself


君は片手で未来を見ていた
You were looking at the future with one hand


あと少しで満たされてしまうよ
I'm about to be fulfilled


離さないで
Don't let go


君の中の僕はもう要らないよ
I am no longer needed inside of you


満たされて 満たされて
Fulfilled, fulfilled


僕はもう壊れてしまった
I'm already broken


見たいものなんてもう無いよ
There's nothing I want to see anymore


紫に写り込んだ写真にだって届かなくなって
Even the photo that was reflected in purple won't reach me


見えるものなんてもう無いよ
There's nothing visible to me anymore


良く似た世界に逃げる場所なんてもう無いよ
There's no place to run away to a similar world anymore


満たされて 犯された
Fulfilled, violated


僕はもう動けなくなった
I can no longer move


あと少しで満たされてしまうよ
I'm about to be fulfilled


君の中の僕はもういらないよ
I am no longer needed inside of you


満たされて 満たされて
Fulfilled, fulfilled


僕はもう動けなくなった
I can no longer move




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Ionela Zugravu


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