Moonlight
政学Zed-X Lyrics

I’m a single red balloon drifting the sky tonight
I am feeling aimless and directionless like a floating balloon in the night sky

I might float right through a cloud and I’m not even high tonight
Although I am feeling lost, I am not under the influence of any substances

Moonlight
The serene and calming light of the moon at night

Lookin at you in this moonlight
When I look at you in this peaceful night, I feel comforted

Everything’s gonna be alright
Despite feeling lost and alone, I know that eventually things will work out

I’m a single red balloon drifting the starry tonight
I am still feeling lost and directionless, but now in the midst of the stars

Help me
I am reaching out for someone to give me guidance and support

I need something healthy
I am looking for something positive and nourishing to help me through my struggles

I been on the low I’m moving stealthily
I have been keeping my struggles hidden and am trying to deal with them on my own

I just need somebody who can help me
I recognize that I can't do this alone and need someone else's help

Not wealthy
I don't have much material wealth, but am looking for emotional support

Baby, you can help me
I am turning to you for the support and guidance I am seeking

I been stuck in hell, please
I feel like I am trapped in a dark place and need help to get out

Please, don’t sell me
I am vulnerable and need someone who won't take advantage of me

Your energy compels me
Your positive and supportive energy gives me hope and motivates me

Sometimes overwhelming
At times, your support and energy can be intense

Impaled me, please help me
My struggles are painful and I need your help to overcome them

I hate my name when I’m hearing you call it
I am struggling with my identity and self-worth and don't like to hear my name being said

Say you won’t leave but you gon leave regardless
I am afraid of being abandoned and left alone despite someone's promises

Won’t even finish the things that you started
The fear of being left behind is worsened when someone doesn't follow through on their plans and actions

You calling me arctic and hardened I act like an artist
Despite my struggles, I try to put my energy into my creative pursuits and maintaining a cool exterior

I’m heartless I’m startled you’re startling
Despite my attempts to act unaffected, I am also caught off guard by your presence and energy

Tend to my garden I’m back to my gardening
I find solace and purpose in caring for my plants and garden

I’m just a star and I’m shining wholeheartedly
Despite my struggles and insecurities, I have a light inside of me and am shining brightly

Can’t take my power for that is a part of me
My strength and resilience are integral parts of who I am and cannot be taken away

Don’t watch me drowning
I am struggling and need help, but don't want to be pitied or watched in my suffering

Lift me up from hell, please
I need someone to help me escape from my dark and painful struggles

Feed me something healthy
I need positive and nourishing support and encouragement to help me through my struggles

I been feeding Egypt, aint eat yet
I have been giving my energy and resources to others, but haven't been taking care of myself