キミガイナイ
欅坂46 Lyrics

長い夜は口を閉ざし 星も見えず 月は雲に隠れてる
In this long, starless night, the moon is hidden behind the clouds, and silence prevails.

誰かが聴いているのだろう マーラーの憂鬱な交響曲
Someone must be listening to Mahler's melancholic symphony.

今 心は すべてが空っぽ ただ 時間が過ぎてしまえばいい
My heart is empty right now, and I wish for nothing more than to let time pass.

君のいないこんな世界 想像よりももっと 退屈だった
This world without you was even more boring than I could have ever imagined.

些細なことで喧嘩をして だけど二人 意地張って
We fought over trivial things, but both of us were stubborn.

謝らずに家に帰り 頭 冴えたままで眠れない
Without apologizing, I went back home, and now I can't sleep while keeping a clear head.

つけっぱなしのパソコンさえ 触る気になれずログアウト
I can't even bring myself to touch the computer that I left on, and I log out without using it.

ベッドの上で天井を見てる
I'm lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

本当の 孤独は 誰もいないことじゃなく
True loneliness is not when nobody is around.

誰かがいるはずなのに 一人にされてる この状況
It's when someone should be there, but you're still alone in this situation.

こんな夜は息を潜め 灯りつけず 闇の中で目を開く
On a night like this, I hide my breath, don't turn on the lights, and open my eyes in the darkness.

壁の向こう側の気配 隣人もまだ起きてるのだろう
I sense a presence on the other side of the wall; maybe even my neighbor is still awake.

もう 今さら 電話したくない ふと 愚かな自分が嫌になる
I don't feel like making a phone call anymore, and I suddenly feel stupid.

君のいないこんな宇宙 枕を投げて叫ぶ 消えてなくなれ!
In this universe without you, I throw my pillow and scream, wishing to disappear forever!

どうしてだろう 喉が乾く 猫も寝ているキッチンで
I wonder why my throat feels dry in the kitchen, where even the cat is sleeping.

ミルクを飲んだら寂しくなった
After drinking milk, I feel even lonelier.

やがて空が白み始め 鳥が鳴いて 人は誰も目を覚ます
Soon, the sky starts to get light, the birds chirp, and everyone wakes up.

どんな甘い夢も消えて 現実の歯車が動く
All sweet dreams fade away, and the gears of reality start turning.

さあ これからどうすればいいか? ほら 朝陽が眩しく思えるよ
Now, what should I do from here? Look, the morning sun seems so bright.

君がいればどんな日でも 何とか生きて行ける 今日は楽しい
If you're here, I can get through any day, and today is fun.

愛しているとわかってても それと別の話 ここからは
Even though we both know we love each other, that's a different matter from now on.

お互い 何にも見えないだろう
We probably can't see anything from here on.

僕は僕で 君は君で ボクガイテモ キミガイナイ
I am me, and you are you. Even without me, you'll still be you.

イマ コノセカイニ ナゼ キミガイナイ? Ah
Now, in this world, why aren't you here? Ah.