Creep
电台司令(Radiohead) Lyrics

When you were here before,
I am reflecting on our first encounter, and my inability to make direct eye contact with you.

Couldn't look you in the eye,
I was too shy or perhaps overcome by desire to look into your eyes and connect with you.

You're just like an angel,
You are an ideal being or the embodiment of perfection in my eyes.

Your skin makes me cry;
Your beauty is so overwhelming that I am moved to tears.

You float like a feather,
Your movements are graceful and light, like a feather floating in the wind.

In a beautiful world,
I imagine a world where everything is as perfect as you are.

I wish I was special,
I wish I had the qualities that make you special, and thus make me worthy of your affection.

You're so fuckin' special;
You are extraordinary and remarkable beyond words, in ways that I cannot even comprehend.

But I'm a creep,
However, I am deeply flawed and unlikeable, perhaps even repulsive.

I'm a weirdo,
I am an odd or quirky individual, who does not fit in with the norm.

What the hell am I doin' here?
I feel out of place and unwelcome, like I do not belong among people like you.

I don't belong here;
I feel like an outsider, and that I am not meant to be a part of this world.

I don't care if it hurts,
I am willing to endure pain and suffering in order to assert my own dominance and control over my life.

I wanna have control,
I desperately crave power and the ability to determine my own fate, for fear of being powerless and vulnerable.

I want a perfect body,
I wish to attain a perfect physical form, as I believe that it will make me more worthy or desirable to others.

I want a perfect soul;
I also desire an ideal inner self, one that is free from flaws and imperfections.

I want you to notice,
I long for your attention and recognition, as a sign that I am important and valued.

When I'm not around,
Even in my absence, I want to leave an impression on you and be remembered.

She's running out again,
I observe you leaving, perhaps due to my own inadequacy or inability to connect with you.

She's running,
You are leaving quickly, as though in a hurry to get away from me or this situation.

She runs runs runs runs...Runs...
Your running is the only thing I can focus on, as it represents my own failure and lack of connection with you.

Whatever makes you happy,
My desire to please and satisfy you outweighs my own personal needs and desires.

Whatever you want,
I will do whatever it takes to make you happy, even if it means sacrificing my own identity or well-being.

You're so fucking special;
You continue to be an extraordinary and exceptional being in my eyes, despite my own flaws and shortcomings.

I wish I was special;
I still aspire to be the person you deserve and the one who can make you happy, but I fear I will never measure up.

I don't belong here,
I continue to feel out of place and uncomfortable in this world, knowing that I am not the person you need or want.

I don't belong here...
I will forever be an outsider, looking in at a world that I will never fully understand or fit into.