芋虫さん
神聖かまってちゃん Lyrics
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生きたいな
天使＆悪魔
僕の中にわわ
死なないな
しぶといな
尊敬しちゃうな
お母さんより先には、、、
容赦しないさ
それなのに
僕なんか
ダメだから
死にたいな
生きたいな
どっちでもいいや
語っているよ僕わう
どっちでもよくない
死にたいな
消えたいな
死ねないくせにと言われたら
ぼくなんか
「はいそうです。」と
死ねないくせにと
言われたら
泣かないで
あっちらこちら
夜の宿
夢をみれば
いきなり蝶々
いきなり蝶々
僕などは
夢を見れば
いけない夢で
羽化する蝶々
羽化する蝶々が飛んでった
メロディが僕にも飛んでいく
羽化する蝶々が飛んでった
その羽化する蝶々が飛んでった
羽化する蝶々がIcanFLY
いけない夢と死んじゃった
The lyrics of 神聖かまってちゃん's song 芋虫さん describe the internal turmoil and existential crisis experienced by the singer. They express a strong desire to die, but at the same time, there is a powerful compulsion to keep on living. The lyrics create a stark contrast between the singer's thoughts of life and death, calling them both angelic and demonic forces within themselves. They are in awe of their own persistence to keep living when in reality, they wish they could just give up the fight.
The singer is haunted by the thought of being a failure and not deserving to live, and in comparing themselves to their mother, they recognize their lack of worth. Despite their desire to die or disappear, the singer acknowledges the brutal truth of their circumstances - the unforgiving reality that death may not be an option. The song also explores the dream world as the singer talks about a butterfly emerging from their own chrysalis after dreaming about being a butterfly. This could be a symbol of hope for the singer, that something beautiful could emerge from their struggles and internal conflict.
Overall, the lyrics of 芋虫さん touch upon themes of life, death, dreams, and hope. It is a poignant portrayal of the internal struggles that we have all faced at some point in our lives.
Line by Line Meaning
死にたいな
I feel like dying
生きたいな
But I also feel like living
天使＆悪魔
I'm conflicted between good and evil
僕の中にわわ
Both sides exist within me
死なないな
But I won't give up easily
しぶといな
I'm tenacious
尊敬しちゃうな
I can't help but respect that quality
お母さんより先には、、、
Even before my own mother...
なんて事は
I won't say such a thing
容赦しないさ
I won't go easy on myself
それなのに
Despite that,
僕なんか
I'm nothing special
ダメだから
I'm a failure
死にたいな
I feel like dying
生きたいな
But I also feel like living
どっちでもいいや
It doesn't matter which one
語っているよ僕わう
I'm just talking to myself
どっちでもよくない
But both options are not ideal
死にたいな
I feel like dying
消えたいな
I feel like disappearing
死ねないくせにと言われたら
But if someone asks me why I can't die
ぼくなんか「はいそうです。」と
I'll just say, "Yes, that's true."
死ねないくせにと言われたら
But if someone asks me why I can't die
泣かないで
I won't cry
あっちらこちら
Going here and there
夜の宿
In a lodging at night
夢をみれば
If I can dream
いきなり蝶々
Then a butterfly suddenly appears
いきなり蝶々
A butterfly suddenly appears
僕などは
Someone like me
夢を見れば
If I can dream
いけない夢で
In a forbidden dream
羽化する蝶々
A butterfly emerges
羽化する蝶々が飛んでった
The butterfly that emerges takes flight
メロディが僕にも飛んでいく
And the melody takes me along
羽化する蝶々が飛んでった
The butterfly that emerges takes flight
その羽化する蝶々が飛んでった
And that butterfly flies away
羽化する蝶々がIcanFLY
The butterfly spreading its wings and I can fly
いけない夢と死んじゃった
But in my forbidden dream, I died
Writer(s): の子
Contributed by Keira K. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@candycorn3844
I want to die…
I want to live…
An Angel & Devil
Inside of me, wah wah
I won’t die
I’m stubborn
Don’t respect me
Even before my birth….
Something like that
Has no forgiveness
And yet,
I’m somehow
Useless
I want to die…
I want to live…
Either one is fine
I’m telling you, wah wah
Neither one is fine
I want to die…
I want to disappear…
If I was told, “However, you don’t have to die…”
I would say something like,
“Yeah, that’s right…”
If I was told,
“However, you don’t have to die…”
Don’t cry!
Here and there
Lodging in the night
You can see dreams
Suddenly, I see a butterfly
Suddenly, I see a butterfly
Myself and the like
If we have a dream
With a hopeless dream,
I’ll become a butterfly and fly
The emerged butterfly flew
The melody and I also are flying
The emerged butterfly flew
That emerged butterfly flew
The emerged butterfly says, IcanFLY!
I had a hopeless dream and died.
@user-my6jn6is8z
このメロディー、どうやったら出てくるんだよ…
天才すぎる
@neko-lh8ev
眠れない時に聴くとどこか落ち着く気がしてだいすきです
@tutuijuku6662
神聖かまってちゃんは世界で一番落ち着く音楽だよ。頭がおかしくなりそうなとき助けてくれるよ。だからね、のこさん、みなさん、悲しまないでね。あなたたちの創作物は本当に素晴らしいんだよ。
@whosecat3724
CD音源より圧倒的にデモが好き
シンセが心地良すぎる
幻想すぎ。
@candycorn3844
I want to die…
I want to live…
An Angel & Devil
Inside of me, wah wah
I won’t die
I’m stubborn
Don’t respect me
Even before my birth….
Something like that
Has no forgiveness
And yet,
I’m somehow
Useless
I want to die…
I want to live…
Either one is fine
I’m telling you, wah wah
Neither one is fine
I want to die…
I want to disappear…
If I was told, “However, you don’t have to die…”
I would say something like,
“Yeah, that’s right…”
If I was told,
“However, you don’t have to die…”
Don’t cry!
Here and there
Lodging in the night
You can see dreams
Suddenly, I see a butterfly
Suddenly, I see a butterfly
Myself and the like
If we have a dream
With a hopeless dream,
I’ll become a butterfly and fly
The emerged butterfly flew
The melody and I also are flying
The emerged butterfly flew
That emerged butterfly flew
The emerged butterfly says, IcanFLY!
I had a hopeless dream and died.
@user-ns5tg8yt8x
眠るとき目を瞑りながらこれを聴くとすごく心地良い。
@noelmerry6128
この曲はデモが素晴らしいですね。MVとのシンクロもすごい。天才。夜の宿の絵が可愛すぎて癒された。
@user-yh3fs5sx9l
聴いてると浄化されてるみたいな感覚になっちゃう
@zyuzudama
生きてる間にこういう歌手に会えてよかった
@user-bm1mn2dr9q
意味もない憂鬱と死にたい気持ちのときに聴くと心にぴったりくっついて傍にいてくれる大好きな曲です