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あたしあなたに会えて本当に嬉しいのに
Although I'm truly happy to have met you,

当たり前のようにそれらすべてが悲しいんだ
It feels like all of it is just sad as a matter of course,

今痛いくらい幸せな思い出が
The happy memories are hurting now,

いつか来るお別れを育てて歩く
Walking and nurturing the goodbyes that we know will come someday.

誰かの居場所を奪い生きるくらいならばもう
I'd rather become a pebble than steal somebody's place to live,

あたしは石ころにでもなれたならいいな
If it means that, then it's okay for me to become just a pebble,

だとしたら勘違いも戸惑いもない
Then there's no more misunderstandings or confusion,

そうやってあなたまでも知らないままで
And I can live like that without even you knowing.

あなたにあたしの思いが全部伝わってほしいのに
Although I want all of my feelings to reach you,

誰にも言えない秘密があって嘘をついてしまうのだ
I have secrets I can't tell anyone, so I end up lying,

あなたが思えば思うより いくつもあたしは意気地ないのに
Even though I might seem brave to you, I'm actually more pitiful than you think,

どうして どうして どうして
Why, why, why?

消えない悲しみも綻びもあなたといれば
As long as I'm with you, even the sadness and the cracks won't disappear,

それでよかったねと笑えるのがどんなに嬉しいか
And it makes me so happy to be able to laugh and say, 'It's okay like this.'

目の前の全てが ぼやけては溶けてゆくような
Everything before my eyes is blurry and melting away,

奇跡であふれて足りないや
There's an overwhelming amount of miracles, but it's still not enough,

あたしの名前を呼んでくれた
You called my name.

あなたが居場所を失くし彷徨うくらいならばもう
If you were to lose your place to live and wander,

誰かが身代わりになればなんて思うんだ
I think, 'If only I could be your substitute.'

今 細やかで確かな見ないふり
But for now, I'll pretend I don't see the small and certain things,

きっと繰り返しながら笑い合うんだ
And we'll laugh together, repeating the cycle.

何度誓っても何度祈っても惨憺たる夢を見る
No matter how many times I swear or pray, I still have horrifying dreams,

小さな歪みがいつかあなたを呑んでなくしてしまうような
It's like a tiny distortion will eventually swallow you up,

あなたが思えば思うより大げさにあたしは不甲斐ないのに
Even though you might think I'm exaggerating, I'm still more weak than you realize,

どうして どうして どうして
Why, why, why?

お願い いつまでもいつまでも超えられない夜を
Please, let this unending night be overcome,

超えようと手をつなぐ この日々が続きますように
Let's hold hands and try to overcome it, hoping that these days will last,

閉じた瞼さえ鮮やかに彩るために
So that even when we close our eyes, we see vivid colors,

そのために何ができるかな
I wonder what we can do for that,

あなたの名前を呼んでいいかな
Is it okay for me to call your name?

産まれてきたその瞬間にあたし
From the moment I was born,

「消えてしまいたい」って泣き喚いたんだ
I cried and screamed, 'I want to disappear.'

それからずっと探していたんだ
And since then, I've been searching,

いつか出会える あなたのことを
For the day when I finally meet you.

あなたの名前を呼んでいいかな
Is it okay for me to call your name?