Hozzy, Kamei and Fujimori were originally childhood friends, all coming from Odawara, Kanagawa. In 1999, they formed a band in called The Blue Bōzu (ザ・ブルーボーズ Za Burū Bōzu) in 1999, that was a cover band for Japanese punk band The Blue Hearts. In 2000, they changed the band's name to aobōzu (藍坊主) - the name of a mythical yōkai (Japanese folk legend ghost), however with a different kanji for ao (藍 instead of 青). In 2001, Yūichi Tanaka (a friend of Fujimoris since kindergarten) joined the band as its guitarist. The band then centred their live activities in their hometown, as well as around the Tokyo areas of Hachiōji and Shimokitazawa.
In 2002, the band produced their first self-published CD: "Michi" (道 Street). The following year, the band independently released their debut album Aobozu through Buddy Records, and had their songs featured on many punk compilation albums.
In 2004, the band's drummer Kamei left, and was replaced by a classmate of Tanakas, Takurō Watanabe, as a session drummer. The band then made their major debut under Toy's Factory, Hiroshige Blue, which reached the top 30 on the Oricon albums charts.
Since then, the band has toured exclusively, gradually gaining more fame. Their 2010 album Mizukane reached the top 10 on Oricon.
鞄の中、心の中
藍坊主 Lyrics
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I have a heart but I cannot feel anything
Don't give up now, I'm almost there
I got a mouth but it doesn't say
The things I want it to say today, anyway
Don't give up now, I'm almost there
Life's just an ugly mess
Still, there is a time when moments can be sweet
And it feels like someone's smiling down on me
Sometimes it feels like I'm all alone
Most of the time, actually, I am alone
That's alright
Don't give up now, I'm almost there
If I had a million bucks it wouldn't matter
'Cause my soul's always climbing a ladder
Oh, I know
Don't give up now, I'm almost there
Life's just an ugly mess
The angry souls in such distress
Still, there is a time when moments can be sweet
And it feels like someone's smiling down on me
Alright
The lyrics to "鞄の中、心の中" by 藍坊主, or "In my Bag, In my Heart," touch upon feelings of isolation, emptiness, and struggle. The singer describes their physical senses: two eyes that cannot see, a heart that cannot feel anything. They also mention having a mouth that doesn't say the things they want it to say. Despite all this, the singer insists on not giving up because they are almost to their goal.
The song acknowledges the messiness of life and the distress that many people feel, but there are moments when things can be sweet. It's during those moments that the singer feels like someone is smiling down on them. They also mention being alone most of the time, but it's all right. Even having a million dollars wouldn't matter because the singer's soul is always climbing a ladder. Ultimately, the song is both melancholic and hopeful, acknowledging the difficulties of life while striving to move forward.
Overall, the song is about the struggles of being human, feeling isolated and empty, but still finding hope and purpose to keep going. It portrays the idea that life may be hard and we may feel alone, but there will always be moments of sweetness and happiness to look forward to. The lyrics provide a message of never giving up, even when it seems impossible, because there is always hope for a better tomorrow.
Line by Line Meaning
Have two eyes but I cannot see
Although I have functioning eyes, I am unable to truly see and appreciate the world around me.
I have a heart but I cannot feel anything
Despite having a heart, I am unable to experience emotions and feel disconnected from others.
Don't give up now, I'm almost there
Encouraging myself to persevere despite the challenges I face, as success is within reach.
I got a mouth but it doesn't say
Although I have the ability to speak, I am often left feeling unheard and unable to communicate effectively.
The things I want it to say today, anyway
Despite my struggles with communication, there are things I wish I could express to others, even if it may not change anything.
Life's just an ugly mess
Life is chaotic, with numerous struggles and setbacks.
The angry souls in such distress
Many individuals are filled with anger and pain, adding to the overall difficulties of life.
Still, there is a time when moments can be sweet
Despite the difficulties of life, there are moments of happiness and joy that can be experienced.
And it feels like someone's smiling down on me
During those moments of happiness, it can feel as if there is support and positivity surrounding me.
Sometimes it feels like I'm all alone
At other times, I feel isolated and disconnected from others.
Most of the time, actually, I am alone
The majority of the time, I am left feeling alone and without companionship.
That's alright
Despite the difficulties of feeling alone, I am coming to terms with this reality and am finding ways to cope.
If I had a million bucks it wouldn't matter
No amount of wealth or success can fill the void of disconnection and lack of emotional fulfillment.
'Cause my soul's always climbing a ladder
Despite the challenges I face, I am always striving to better myself and reach new heights in personal growth and development.
Oh, I know
Acknowledging that the challenges and difficulties of life are a reality that cannot be ignored.
Alright
Despite it all, I am finding ways to cope and move forward, accepting the highs and lows of life.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: MARK O. EVERETT
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
AHG 637
自分用
何気ない日の帰り道
帰宅ラッシュの電車乗り
鞄から教科書取り出し見ていると
無意識に計算する僕の頭は
君に会う確率を出してる
そうだ君を待ってるんだ
何もできず待ってるんだ
非常識にまわりを見渡す僕がいる
懸命に計算する僕の頭は偶然の公式探してる
細かい理屈なんてない
小さい体裁すらない ただ君に会えればそれでいい
何度も何度も君の名前呼ぶ
無言の返事が心に刺さる
何度も何度も君に呼びかける
まるで独り言のように
教科書を鞄にしまい
日記を取り出して見ると
胸つまる思いだ。当時の君が言う
「私には彼氏(あなた)がいる、だけど何故だろう 孤独感いつも感じている」
呼んだら振り向いてくれた
その度に僕は消えてた
裏切りの連続の過去よ
何度も何度も君の名前呼ぶ
無言の返事が心に刺さる
何度も何度も自分に言い聞かす
これであたり前なんだよと
小説取り出す 幕末の話 千葉さな子という女(ひと)が
ある男を待ち 一生を一人で終えた物語
何度も何度も君の名前呼ぶ
無言の返事が心に刺さる
何度も何度も思うことがある
僕はこの女(ひと)のようでもいい
俺の名前はオタッキー
今だからこそこういう歌はもっと評価されるべき
藤
地元出身にこんないい曲つくる人たちがいるって誇りだよなぁ
you oo
時代なのかこういう曲が減った気がします…
今聴いても名曲です。
loco314156863
高校生の青春真っ盛りで聴いてたから当時思い出すわ。
気づけばもう30代、、、
hww
同じ境遇の人に会えた
ああ
私もです、、、
佐藤
あの頃は良かったよな
k nn
僕もそうです。
ちなみに藤森さんと同じ高校でした。小田原さいこうです。
笑いあっきー
同世代…
AHG 637
自分用
何気ない日の帰り道
帰宅ラッシュの電車乗り
鞄から教科書取り出し見ていると
無意識に計算する僕の頭は
君に会う確率を出してる
そうだ君を待ってるんだ
何もできず待ってるんだ
非常識にまわりを見渡す僕がいる
懸命に計算する僕の頭は偶然の公式探してる
細かい理屈なんてない
小さい体裁すらない ただ君に会えればそれでいい
何度も何度も君の名前呼ぶ
無言の返事が心に刺さる
何度も何度も君に呼びかける
まるで独り言のように
教科書を鞄にしまい
日記を取り出して見ると
胸つまる思いだ。当時の君が言う
「私には彼氏(あなた)がいる、だけど何故だろう 孤独感いつも感じている」
呼んだら振り向いてくれた
その度に僕は消えてた
裏切りの連続の過去よ
何度も何度も君の名前呼ぶ
無言の返事が心に刺さる
何度も何度も自分に言い聞かす
これであたり前なんだよと
小説取り出す 幕末の話 千葉さな子という女(ひと)が
ある男を待ち 一生を一人で終えた物語
何度も何度も君の名前呼ぶ
無言の返事が心に刺さる
何度も何度も思うことがある
僕はこの女(ひと)のようでもいい