Circus
陶喆 Lyrics


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Time to pay
Let them burn
Punish and erase me
High time I suffer
Count all my addictions
That surprise erection
That dirty obsession
My blood is on your hands
Blood is on your hands
Turn away from me, turn away
Take everything away from me
You can still hear me laughing at you
This soul cannot be chained
Can I get a witness
Here I am
So what, here I stand
See you when I get there
Rok hard dik in my hand
No, I don't expect you to understand shit
In the garden of heathens
We fuck confession
Let the motherfucker fall
I watch him fall hard
Turn away from me, turn away




Cut me in half and play with me
Now, both of me are laughing at you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of 陶喆's song Circus seem to express feelings of rebellion and defiance against some sort of oppression or punishment. The phrases "let them burn," "punish and erase me," and "high time I suffer" indicate that the singer is under attack, possibly from society or authority figures. The singer proceeds to expose their flaws and addictions, with lines like "count all my addictions," "that surprise erection," and "that dirty obsession," suggesting a rejection of societal norms and a desire for self-expression.


Despite being judged and mistreated, the singer seems to find some sort of comfort in their own identity, as expressed in the lines "this soul cannot be chained" and "so what, here I stand." The phrase "rok hard dik in my hand" may denote a sense of sexual or creative power, with the singer taking control of their own narrative. However, the lyrics also imply a sense of loneliness and isolation, with lines like "turn away from me" and "cut me in half and play with me" indicating a sense of abandonment or betrayal.


Overall, the lyrics of Circus seem to paint a picture of a person who is rejecting societal norms and finding strength in their own identity, despite the consequences that might entail. The music video for the song reinforces this theme, with images of a clown wandering through a circus filled with surreal and grotesque characters.


Line by Line Meaning

Time to pay
It's time for me to face the consequences of my actions.


Let them burn
I am willing to let others suffer the consequences with me.


Punish and erase me
I want to be punished and forgotten for my wrongdoing.


High time I suffer
It is about time for me to experience the pain that I've caused.


Count all my addictions
My addiction to pleasure and excitement has led me to this point.


That surprise erection
I am driven by my impulsive desires, even when they are inappropriate.


That dirty obsession
My persistent preoccupation with something dark and taboo is consuming me.


My blood is on your hands
You are partly responsible for the harm that I have caused to myself and others.


Blood is on your hands
You cannot escape the blame for my pain and suffering.


Turn away from me, turn away
I am too difficult to face or deal with, so you choose to ignore me.


Take everything away from me
I am willing to give up everything I have, including my identity, to escape my guilty conscience.


You can still hear me laughing at you
I am amused by the power that my actions have over you, even in my lowest state.


This soul cannot be chained
I am determined to live my life on my own terms, refusing to be limited or controlled by anyone else.


Can I get a witness
Is there anyone who can attest to the struggles that I am facing and the pain that I am feeling?


Here I am
I am fully present and accountable for my actions.


So what, here I stand
I am unapologetic and defiant, even in the face of my mistakes.


See you when I get there
I am heading down a dangerous path and I know I will face consequences. But I am unafraid of the future.


Rok hard dik in my hand
I am playing with fire and pushing my luck, regardless of the danger.


No, I don't expect you to understand shit
I don't care if you don't understand or approve of my choices and actions, because I am determined to live my life my way.


In the garden of heathens
I am surrounded by other reckless and dangerous people who are also living life on the edge.


We fuck confession
We refuse to feel guilty or confess our sins, instead embracing our reckless lifestyles and actions.


Let the motherfucker fall
I am willing to see someone else suffer or fail, even if it is because of my own actions.


I watch him fall hard
I am detached and uncaring towards the harm that my actions are causing to others.


Cut me in half and play with me
I am willing to be destroyed and used as a cautionary tale to others.


Now, both of me are laughing at you
Even though I am going through a difficult time, I still find pleasure in seeing others suffer or fail because of my actions.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: JERRAD SHAIN, WES GEER

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