Killing Time
(həd)P.E Lyrics


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Baby, I am a survivor
Baby, I'm on fire
Baby, I'm bout to creep up inside ya
Getting high all day, drinking whiskey all night
Flipping of the police when them tricks pass by
I'm that fool next door, always late with his rent
I'm that loser on the couch, watching Springer and getting head
Dreaming about a better time, better place, better life
Looking for that quick fix, and tweeking all night

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

God knows I tried
But no one understands me
The black sheep of the family
My enemies - they try to over take me
Burning and looting till Babylon break me
Look me in the eyes baby, ride with me
I can take it there, ride with me
I know what you want, where you live, what you need
I can make it real, hold it down for you, feel you bleed

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of Orion
Son of the Sun God
You know my name, I'm The Conqueror
The Lion
King, Ka Maya Maya& come
Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve drug dealers
All make bail, kicked cause of the crowded jails
Sex and violence sells
Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace&




It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting
Butterfly

Overall Meaning

"Həd)p.e.'s" song "Killing Time" portrays the life of someone who struggles with addiction, violence and social rejection. The lyrics in the song display the inner feelings of the character who seems to want to live a better life, but drugs and alcohol take precedence over everything else. The song begins with the singer addressing himself as a survivor and being on fire. It shows that he is willing to fight the odds and is looking for a way out of his current situation. The fact that he is looking for a "quick fix" shows that he is aware of his weaknesses but still finds it hard to control himself. He is portrayed as someone who doesn't follow social norms and doesn't care about paying rent.


The chorus of the song emphasizes the cynical attitude of the singer because he has given up on making a meaningful impact on the world. He acknowledges that his life is not perfect, and he is struggling. He seems to have lost all hope of bringing about change and is merely drawing inspiration from his vices. The lines "Kiss that world goodbye, it's all over now, Nothing is over now" clearly state that the singer has given up on trying to make his life better.


The character in the song is searching for an escape and has found a way to numb his pain through drugs and alcohol. He is portrayed as someone who is constantly searching for a better life but is too consumed by his addictions, sadness and loneliness that he can't seem to get out of the cycle he's in. The singer's hopelessness is exacerbated by the fact that he does not feel understood by anyone around him. He believes he is the black sheep of the family, and his enemies are trying to take him over.


Line by Line Meaning

Baby, I am a survivor
I have gone through tough times and come out stronger.


Baby, I'm on fire
I am full of energy and passion.


Baby, about to creep up beside ya
I am about to come up close to you.


Getting high all day, drinking whiskey all night
I am indulging in drugs and alcohol excessively.


Flipping of the police when them tricks pass by
I am disrespecting the police when they come my way.


I'm that fool next door, always late with his rent
I am the irresponsible neighbor who never pays rent on time.


I'm that loser on the couch, watching Springer, getting head
I am the lazy person on the couch watching TV and receiving oral sex.


Dreaming about a better time, better place, better life
I am imagining a happier future for myself.


Looking for that quick fix, and tweakin all night
I am searching for a temporary solution to my problems and using drugs to stay awake all night.


Just killing time
I am wasting my time and not using it productively.


Kiss that world goodbye
I am saying goodbye to the world as I know it.


Its all over now
The situation has come to an end.


Nothing is over now
Despite the end of the situation, everything continues on.


God knows I try
I have been putting in effort, even if others do not recognize it.


But no one understands me
I feel misunderstood by those around me.


The black sheep of the family
I am the outcast of my family.


My enemies - they try to over take me
My enemies are trying to defeat me.


Burning and looting till Babylon break me
I am willing to engage in destructive acts until I break.


Look me in the eyes baby, ride with me
Look into my eyes, join me in my journey.


I can take it there baby, ride with me
I am capable of leading us to where we need to be.


I know what you want, where you live, what you need
I understand your desires, location, and necessities.


I can make it real, hold it down, feel you bleed
I can turn it into reality, be strong for us, and empathize with you.


I keep my eyes on the stars
I am aiming for something great.


That's where I come from
The stars are a symbol of my origin and identity.


Belt of Orion
The constellation of Orion's Belt is important to me.


Son of the Sun God
I believe I am descended from a deity connected to the sun.


You know my name, I'm a Conqueror
I am known for my victories and success.


The Lion
I am fierce and powerful like a lion.


King, Ka Maya Maya come
I am a king, and my rule is inevitable.


Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strengths, come twelve lives
In the year 2012, the power of the number twelve will be significant in many ways.


Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve motherfuckers
The number twelve is important in various aspects of my life.


All make bail, kicked cause of crowded jails
Many individuals are released from jail due to overcrowding.


Sex and violence sells
These themes are popular in media and entertainment.


Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace
Twelve individuals committed murders without being caught or leaving evidence behind.


It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting butterfly
This is a time of significance and tension, as represented by multiple symbols including combat, broadcasting, and death.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: BEN VAUGHT, CHAD BENEKOS, DOUG BOYCE, JERRAD SHAIN, MARK YOUNG, WES GEER

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@guitarplayerslayer1

Baby, I am a survivor 
Baby, I'm on fire
Baby, I'm bout to creep up inside ya
Getting high all day, drinking whiskey all night
Flipping of the police when them tricks pass by
I'm that fool next door, always late with his rent
I'm that loser on the couch, watching Springer and getting head
Dreaming about a better time, better place, better life
Looking for that quick fix, and tweeking all night

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye 
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

God knows I tried 
But no one understands me
The black sheep of the family 
My enemies - they try to over take me 
Burning and looting till Babylon break me
Look me in the eyes baby, ride with me
I can take it there, ride with me
I know what you want, where you live, what you need
I can make it real, hold it down for you, feel you bleed

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye 
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of Orion
Son of the Sun God
You know my name, I'm The Conqueror
The Lion 
King, Ka Maya Maya& come
Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve drug muthafukas
All make bail, kicked cause of the crowded jails
Sex and violence sells
Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace&
It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting
Butterfly



@ADF-

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of Orion
Son of the Sun God
You know my name, I'm The Conqueror
The Lion 
King, Ka Maya Maya& come
Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months



@victor_GT500

The Best Lyrics of all time

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of orion
Son of the sun god
You know my name, I'm the conqueror
The lion
King, ka maya maya& come
Twenty twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve drug dealers
All make bail, kicked cause of the crowded jails
Sex and violence sells
Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace&
It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting
Butterfly !!!!!!!!



@DarkLight-Ascending

I use WORDS as a WEAPON...
To diffuse my ABSURD OBSESSION...
I abuse discourse, through AGGRESSION.
To display, we create our own LESSONS.

I DEFY my own LAWS....
To ANNIHILATE what I'm NOT.
My conspiracies APPLAUD....
Eternal mirrors that see my FLAWS.

I eat my own LIES, I DESPISE.
To free my own MIND, by DESIGN.
I am my own SLAVE, till the GRAVE.
Every day I'm AMAZED, at what I MAKE.

Love it when I BREAK, into new INTRICATE THINGS.
Love it when I TAKE, time from ETERNAL BEINGS.



All comments from YouTube:

@bertoaben8224

My home girl loss her battle with liver failure. She was one in a million. Hard-core fan. I went to see her in the hospital she was like "I'm just killing time..."

@jimmymetal713

Sorry to hear that bro.

@HowDyaYouLikeMeNow

I managed to get off the booze when I was an inch away from cirrhosis. I know a lot never do. Sorry to hear it, man.

@joshuatoms7664

Tragic brother. She was a fighter.

@Sticks922

Sorry for your loss brother but she was awesome

@Sticks922

Sorry for your loss brother but she was awesome

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@jennifersmith5029

I met my husband at this show in South Carolina. This is the song that was playing. Thank you God for letting me a part of that man's life even it was just a decade. My love for Eric "Buster" Smith Jr. 12-29-79 to 03-08-2009. RIP

@tiger0manny0tiger

You probably won’t see this but sorry for your loss but happy that you were able to meet your husband and live happily for the time you were given. Stay strong✊🏽

@killingofthemind6309

I saw head pe in San Antonio tattoo the Earth when they were passing out cassette tapes for two songs killing time and bartender and I wore that tape when I got home just cruising around playing nonstop. Shout out to Eric buster Smith Jr!!!!!

@NwoDispatcher

Probably shouldn't have been drinking all night...

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