Killing Time
(həd) p.e. Lyrics


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Baby, I am a survivor
Baby, I'm on fire
Baby, I'm bout to creep up inside ya
Getting high all day, drinking whiskey all night
Flipping of the police when them tricks pass by
I'm that fool next door, always late with his rent
I'm that loser on the couch, watching Springer and getting head
Dreaming about a better time, better place, better life
Looking for that quick fix, and tweeking all night

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

God knows I tried
But no one understands me
The black sheep of the family
My enemies - they try to over take me
Burning and looting till Babylon break me
Look me in the eyes baby, ride with me
I can take it there, ride with me
I know what you want, where you live, what you need
I can make it real, hold it down for you, feel you bleed

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of Orion
Son of the Sun God
You know my name, I'm The Conqueror
The Lion
King, Ka Maya Maya& come
Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve drug dealers
All make bail, kicked cause of the crowded jails
Sex and violence sells
Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace&




It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting
Butterfly

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to (həd) p.e.'s song Killing Time paint a vivid picture of a troubled individual struggling with addiction, poverty, and feelings of alienation from society. The character described in the song is someone who engages in self-destructive behavior, using drugs and alcohol to numb the pain of a life that feels devoid of purpose and hope. The repeated refrain of "just killing time" underscores a sense of futility and despair, as the singer is stuck in a cycle of addiction and self-sabotage.


Despite this bleak outlook, there are moments of defiance and resilience in the lyrics as well. The line "God knows I tried / But no one understands me" speaks to a sense of frustration and isolation, but also suggests a determination to break free from societal expectations and carve out a path of one's own. Similarly, the references to "The Conqueror / The Lion / King" and "Son of the Sun God" suggest a sense of pride and self-belief, even in the face of adversity.


Overall, the lyrics to Killing Time capture the complex and often contradictory emotions that can arise from addiction and poverty. The song's chorus, with its repeated refrain of "nothing is over now," can be seen as both a cry of despair and a defiant statement of determination to keep going, no matter what.


Line by Line Meaning

Baby, I am a survivor
I have faced hardships and struggles, but I have overcome them and still stand strong


Baby, I'm on fire
I am full of energy, passion, and enthusiasm


Baby, I'm bout to creep up inside ya
I am ready to get intimate with you


Getting high all day, drinking whiskey all night
I am using drugs and alcohol to escape reality and numb my pain


Flipping of the police when them tricks pass by
I disrespect and rebel against law enforcement officers when they are nearby


I'm that fool next door, always late with his rent
I am not responsible and struggle to keep up with my financial obligations


I'm that loser on the couch, watching Springer and getting head
I have a low status in life and spend my time watching trashy TV while receiving oral sex


Dreaming about a better time, better place, better life
I have hopes and aspirations for a brighter future


Looking for that quick fix, and tweeking all night
I am searching for a temporary solution to my problems, and engaging in methamphetamine use for extended periods of time


Just killing time
I am passing time without any specific purpose or direction


Kiss that world goodbye
I am leaving behind the current state of the world, as it has not met my expectations


Its all over now
It is the end of something


Nothing is over now
There is still something to be fought for or won


God knows I tried
I have made an effort towards something, but ultimately failed


But no one understands me
I feel alone and disconnected from those around me


The black sheep of the family
I am the odd one out in my family and do not fit in with their expectations


My enemies - they try to overtake me
I have people who are against me and seek to bring me down


Burning and looting till Babylon break me
I am willing to cause destruction and chaos until I am defeated


Look me in the eyes baby, ride with me
I want you to trust and support me through the challenges that I face


I know what you want, where you live, what you need
I understand your desires, your location, and what you require


I can make it real, hold it down for you, feel you bleed
I am capable of making your desires come to fruition, being there for you, and experiencing pain alongside you


I keep my eyes on the stars
I am hopeful for a brighter future or outcome


That's where I come from
My origins or background is celestial or divine in nature


Belt of Orion
A famous constellation in the night sky


Son of the Sun God
I am a descendant or believer in a deity associated with the sun


You know my name, I'm The Conqueror
I have a title and identity as a victorious or successful individual


The Lion
I embody the traits of strength, courage, and dominance associated with lions


King, Ka Maya Maya& come
I am the ruler or leader of a particular group or society


Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
A reference to the year 2012 and various symbolic or numerological associations with the number twelve


Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve drug dealers
More references to the significance of the number twelve in various aspects of life


All make bail, kicked cause of the crowded jails
People have been arrested and released on bail due to overcrowding in jails, without truly facing consequences for their actions


Sex and violence sells
Depictions of explicit or aggressive content in media or entertainment is often popular and profitable


Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace&
A reference to infamous and unsolved cases of serial murder


It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting
Entertainment and spectacle can reach their highest levels of intensity and drama in certain scenarios, such as organized fights or events


Butterfly
An allusion to the transformative nature of life, or the fragility and beauty of existence




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: BEN VAUGHT, CHAD BENEKOS, DOUG BOYCE, JERRAD SHAIN, MARK YOUNG, WES GEER

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@guitarplayerslayer1

Baby, I am a survivor 
Baby, I'm on fire
Baby, I'm bout to creep up inside ya
Getting high all day, drinking whiskey all night
Flipping of the police when them tricks pass by
I'm that fool next door, always late with his rent
I'm that loser on the couch, watching Springer and getting head
Dreaming about a better time, better place, better life
Looking for that quick fix, and tweeking all night

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye 
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

God knows I tried 
But no one understands me
The black sheep of the family 
My enemies - they try to over take me 
Burning and looting till Babylon break me
Look me in the eyes baby, ride with me
I can take it there, ride with me
I know what you want, where you live, what you need
I can make it real, hold it down for you, feel you bleed

Just killing time
Kiss that world goodbye 
Its all over now
Nothing is over now

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of Orion
Son of the Sun God
You know my name, I'm The Conqueror
The Lion 
King, Ka Maya Maya& come
Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve drug muthafukas
All make bail, kicked cause of the crowded jails
Sex and violence sells
Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace&
It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting
Butterfly



@ADF-

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of Orion
Son of the Sun God
You know my name, I'm The Conqueror
The Lion 
King, Ka Maya Maya& come
Twenty Twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months



@victor_GT500

The Best Lyrics of all time

I keep my eyes on the stars
That's where I come from
Belt of orion
Son of the sun god
You know my name, I'm the conqueror
The lion
King, ka maya maya& come
Twenty twelve, come twelve tribes, come twelve strands, come twelve lives
Twelve steps, twelve months, twelve drug dealers
All make bail, kicked cause of the crowded jails
Sex and violence sells
Twelve serial killers, twelve dead without a trail or a trace&
It's prime time, the fight night, pay per view, suicide, the bee sting
Butterfly !!!!!!!!



@DarkLight-Ascending

I use WORDS as a WEAPON...
To diffuse my ABSURD OBSESSION...
I abuse discourse, through AGGRESSION.
To display, we create our own LESSONS.

I DEFY my own LAWS....
To ANNIHILATE what I'm NOT.
My conspiracies APPLAUD....
Eternal mirrors that see my FLAWS.

I eat my own LIES, I DESPISE.
To free my own MIND, by DESIGN.
I am my own SLAVE, till the GRAVE.
Every day I'm AMAZED, at what I MAKE.

Love it when I BREAK, into new INTRICATE THINGS.
Love it when I TAKE, time from ETERNAL BEINGS.



All comments from YouTube:

@bertoaben8224

My home girl loss her battle with liver failure. She was one in a million. Hard-core fan. I went to see her in the hospital she was like "I'm just killing time..."

@jimmymetal713

Sorry to hear that bro.

@HowDyaYouLikeMeNow

I managed to get off the booze when I was an inch away from cirrhosis. I know a lot never do. Sorry to hear it, man.

@joshuatoms7664

Tragic brother. She was a fighter.

@Sticks922

Sorry for your loss brother but she was awesome

@Sticks922

Sorry for your loss brother but she was awesome

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@jennifersmith5029

I met my husband at this show in South Carolina. This is the song that was playing. Thank you God for letting me a part of that man's life even it was just a decade. My love for Eric "Buster" Smith Jr. 12-29-79 to 03-08-2009. RIP

@tiger0manny0tiger

You probably won’t see this but sorry for your loss but happy that you were able to meet your husband and live happily for the time you were given. Stay strong✊🏽

@killingofthemind6309

I saw head pe in San Antonio tattoo the Earth when they were passing out cassette tapes for two songs killing time and bartender and I wore that tape when I got home just cruising around playing nonstop. Shout out to Eric buster Smith Jr!!!!!

@NwoDispatcher

Probably shouldn't have been drinking all night...

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